These are thoughts from the boys during various points of Episode 208. There's no particular order. I just wrote them as they came to me. Enjoy.

Brian:

He was the one who insisted on making the rules. And he's the first one to break them. If I told anyone they wouldn't believe me. I don't even believe it myself. The Brian Kinney of old would have followed the rules for a night and then he would have broken them. What's wrong with me? What did this kid do to me? Have I lost it? God I care about him and it's irritating, quite frankly. I can't believe I let that little shit infiltrate my life the way he did. Christ. I am not telling anyone about this. I think I'll go to the gym and lift more than usual. Maybe I'm not as hot as I used to be? Could that be it? Shit.

Justin:

I can't believe I did what I did. I broke two rules last night. Two rules that I insisted we had in our relationship. They were really for Brian because "he doesn't do relationships". Shit. Not only did I fuck what's his name, I kissed him on the mouth and fucked him again. I guess it was a heat of the moment thing. It was also the fact that I could be the dominant one. I'd be the one doing the fucking for a change. I delflowered him just like Brian did to me. What did I get myself into? Brian actually looked upset with me. Fuck. I can't believe myself sometimes.

Michael:

This Ida lady better know what she's doing. I need to meet someone soon. Jesus, I sound so pathetic. David was my first real relationship and now, I feel like I am not complete without someone in my life. I mean, Brian's in a relationship for fuck's sake. How the hell did that happen? That little shit. Brian's right, I am pathetic.

Emmett:

I feel so terrible. Poor George. That man is all alone. His family abandoned him when he revealed he was gay. Okay so blowing the gardener and getting caught by your wife isn't exactly revealing you're gay. That's more "Look at me I love to suck dick!" But even so, his wife was cruel when she turned his kids against him. Maybe I'll go over there, and keep him company.

Ted:

I hate admitting this but Brian Kinney is amazing. I can't believe how he was able to make Michael's ad look that good. Don't get me wrong, Michael is adorable but Brian made Michael look like the King of Babylon in those pictures. I wonder if he could do the same for me....Hmmm.