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March 5th 2004
I cannot wait to go downstairs and stalk Colin Firth. Oh now I feel like I need to hook up the DVD player and watch Bridget Jones’s Diary tonight.
And hey at least I know what I am going to be doing tomorrow night…watching Saturday Night Live!
It’s supposed to be really shitty out tomorrow. They’re forecasting rain but in inches! Ick! I guess I get food and drinks tonight so I don’t have to venture out in that crap tomorrow.
And I can write all day tomorrow. I am going to try and continue my story.
We’ll see how that’ll work out.
Hmmmmm no phone call from my mom yelling at me about how disgusting my apartment is. She’s probably not there yet. Who do I have to clean it for? No one visits me so who gives a shit if it’s messy. I certainly don’t. My mom has been the only visitor I have had in the past month. Pathetic, huh? Okay not that pathetic I did go upstate for a couple of weekends. Whatever.
Blah blah blah
I have a lot of crap to do at work. I am envisioning another late Friday. Or maybe I will venture out into the crappy weather and come here. That way I can get some stuff done with people bothering me every 5 seconds.
So I went out with a few of my co-workers last night. We had a blast. I got drunk and was a happy camper. I love nights like that. Nights when you don’t plan on going out but you end up doing so and having the best time.
The same group is planning on doing something for St Patrick’s Day. Now that will be fun.
Hey this is the weekend my first cousin once removed wanted to me chaperone her high school ski trip. Yeah ok. First of all I don’t ski, second of all why on earth would I want to hang out with a bunch of 14-year-old rich kids from Bellmore? No thanks. I love my first cousin once removed but I’d rather get my entire body waxed.
How come when you get a bunch of drunken adults together their conversation always becomes sexual? I found some things out about some of my co-workers that made me blush and now I can’t look at them the same way. Heh.
I was so drunk. I passed out laying across my bed on my pillows…duh.
At least I got my clothes off even though I almost killed myself doing it. Thank god for my bed because I fell sideways as I was pulling my pants off over my boots that I never took off. I am such a messy drunk it’s so funny.
Okay wait not always. I am a messy drunk when I drink on an empty stomach, which is what happened last night. It’s not very smart drinking 7 or 8 beers on an empty stomach
Back to work.
Stace
P.S. I will inform you all if I do get to see Mr. Darcy.
March 5th 2004
Oh. My. God. Mr. Darcy is in the building...Colin Firth is hosting SNL tomorrow and I had no idea.
My supervisor and I are going to see when he's rehearsing (on the internal feed) and then go downstairs. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
More good news!
March is AWESOME so far.
I'll be back later.
10:54p
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm beer. I am drunk rigth now so if I make any typs too fuckin bad!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I'm gonna go pass out now!
Opal was fun. I love Opal.
5:34p
Opal here we come!
Tequilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
4:05p
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I am gonna get my drink on with a few coworkers tonight. Aw yeah.
March 4th 2004
Memo to McDonald’s: DO NOT GET RID OF THE SUPER SIZED OPTION!!!!
What am I supposed to do when I am PMSing? Huh?
Why do I have to suffer because other people in this country can’t control their weight? Are people overweight because McDonald’s has a Super Sized menu option? No. People have always been overweight. But in this age of suing for hot coffee being spilled people think they have a right to sue for ANYTHING. I ate a Big Mac in 1975 and now I’m 300lbs so I am going to sue McDonald’s. WTF? It’s like the idiots with lung cancer that sue cigarette companies. You have known since the warnings started back in the early 70s that cigarettes could cause cancer. Any judge who awards people money for being STUPID deserves to be thrown off his or her bench. Are you kidding me?
End of that rant.
I was sitting next to one of those people who ride subway trains and who move with every curve that the trains makes…it’s very annoying. Sit still for Pete’s sake.
What the hell is up with that?
Asshead.
I am so looking forward to going to LA. I have some friends I have to see when I am out there.
Oooo another thing that annoyed me this morning was seeing people walking around with umbrellas when it was not even raining. Okay it was misting. But it wasn’t raining.
Dumbasses.
I am so excited right now. One of the women I actually like in this company is pitching the newly vacated manager’s job. She’s the one who referred me to my brilliant eye surgeon. I hope she gets it.
Yay!
My hair has officially reached my boobs. If I keep growing it out I may be able to go topless without having to wear a shirt. Ha.
My coworker and I were in the elevator with the big cheese. He’s really handsome for an older man. He talked to me but I was all-nervous and didn’t say much in response. Imagine that? Stacey speechless. Very rare.
I feel really bad for my mommy. She’s having a rough time right now. I almost feel like I should be home with her.
But then again I am going through my own bout of depression and having two depressed people around each other probably isn’t a good thing.
If you like someone let them go and if they don’t come back to you, they’re an asshole.
Like that?
I have spring training games to watch this weekend. That’ll give me something to do.
I should really clean my apartment.
Okay I know it’s a very strange thing but I always get compliments on my eyebrows. Even my friend’s boyfriend told me one night how good they looked.
Time to get back to earning my paycheck
Stace
March 3th 2004 6:47a
Greetings from Niagara Falls!! Guess what Stacey woke up to this morning? Yep you guessed it...WATER COMING DOWN FROM THE FUCKING BATHROOM CEILING!!!!!!!
I hate the management company who runs this building. They don't fix anything correctly. Asswipes.
I was lying in bed and I heard the dripping and I hoped against hope that maybe it was raining out and that's what I was hearing but NO!!!!!
If I weren't going for drinks with one of our stations tonight I would call in sick today. I hate that place. I was ready to walk out at about 3pm yesterday. And I did...but I only went out to the front of the building and stood out there for 10 minutes, watched my coworker smoke, watched people walking by and enjoying the spring like weather. I wanted to stay out there but I had to go back up to hell, I mean my office.
We're going up to Rainbow Room tonight. I've never been up there. It's up on the 67th floor of my building? I think? Like I said I've never been but it's a famous NY location. In fact I was going to go there a couple of weeks ago but didn't end up going there or anywhere for that matter.
Heh look what I found!
March 4th 2003
Oh boy.
Well they came and fixed my bathroom floor. They laid the tile down yesterday and filled in the grout today.
At about 2:45PM there's a knock on my door, it's the super asking me if I have a leak in my back bathroom. I say, "I hope not since they just fixed it." Well, we make our way down the hall and I hear extremely loud dripping...the idiots either above me or the idiots above the idiots above me must have left something on and there was an inch of water on my brand new bathroom floor. I am ready to fucking kill someone.
Can you believe this shit?!?!
Ha! Almost a year to the day!
I should just shower now and go to work early... Yeah Ok.
I signed up for a chair massage today at work. 15 minutes. I need it badly. I must have slept in a weird position the other night because my neck was in agony. It's still sore today but not as bad as yesterday. Oh wait it's still in agony. OW THAT HURT!
Good lord.
I can't wait to call my mom to tell her that the pipes are leaking again. She's always so calm when something like this happens.
These whores who blackmail athletes into giving them money and gifts are ruining it for me. How am I going to meet my future husband with these bitches and hos doing this shit? Why you gotta waste my flava? Damn.
Ooooooo Andy Van Slyke is saying Barry Bonds took steroids. Well duh! They probably all did (Giambi, Sheffield, Bonds) and I am sure there are players that don't look like typical "roid heads" who also took them.
IF Barry Bonds did take steroids and they prove it, his record should be taken out of the books or his record should have an asterisk next to it.
Cause it is kinda weird that a guy in his late 30s can suddenly gain 30 lbs of muscle? Right?
To me Jason Giambi always looked chubby but looking at pictures of what he looked like when he was younger, unless he was anorexic in his early 20s, he also had some help in the muscle department.
I never really paid attention to Gary Sheffield so I don't know if he is any bigger now then he was a few years back and if it's a big difference.
I always thought Bonds was on something just from looking at the size of his head. (literally, not figuratively) His cranium is big. It looks like his head is going to blow up.
Hey I'm no expert.
Why are the Rangers and Knicks playing at all? They suck and should just stop. Just call it a season and spare us will ya?
Is Bobby Bowden an idiot? Yes he is. I'm not saying it's true but if the female kicker from Colorado was abused it shouldn't matter if she waited two years to say something, MAYBE SOMEONE THREATENED HER YOU ASSHOLE. If you've never been abuse then you know nothing Mr. Bowden. Idiot. You try being groping and abused. It's not fun. Jackass. It's shameful and humiliating. Have it happen to you and see how quickly you tell someone. You go through phases after it happens, maybe I deserved it, no one will believe me if I tell them, etc etc maybe she couldn't take it anymore. Bobby Bowden can kiss my ass.
And on that pleasant note I am going to shower and get ready for hell, I mean work.
Stace
March 2nd 2004
Happy birthday to my friend Alex who turns the big 2-8 today! You’re getting really old.
I have made a decision. I want to move to LA by the end of the year. If I were going to do it, it would have to be soon. I have nothing holding me back here. My family and friends will still be my family and friends if I am living 3500 miles away.
I have friends out there. I have already been looking up apartments on the Internet and all I have to do is get a license and a car. The car wouldn’t be hard to get. I could probably convince Gus to help me out with that.
I have to get out of New York for a couple of years. I know I’ll end up back here when I am older but for now I want to go on an adventure. I don’t want to end up being 60 years old, sitting somewhere bitching about how I could have done something cool with my life.
The rent isn’t too bad out there and I can get two jobs so I can pay for everything.
The apartments I’ve been looking at allow pets because I have to bring my boo boos with me.
They are the only boys in my life who love me no matter what.
Ooo I am so excited right now. I have something to look forward to.
A fresh start, a new beginning…
The only thing I have to worry about is my Yankee tickets. I can’t lose them. Hmmmmmmmmm.
I’ll think about that when the time comes.
Maybe I’ll meet the second man of my dreams out there.
I am so mad. I thought of something really funny to write this morning on the train and of course by the time I got to work I forgot it.
I need a pad to bring with me at all times.
You know what else will be nice? Not having a winter. My legs would be so happy! No hives from being cold, no cold weather asthma…I already have friends telling me they’d visit me out there. How come people will visit me when I am 3500 miles away but not when I am 30 minutes away? What is up with that?
I would love to make this move with someone. But I think I can do it alone. I am used to being alone so it’s no big deal to me. And there are phones and computers if I need to talk to people.
And I’ve never had trouble making friends or talking people.
I guess my dream of starting a production company could come to fruition if I had some people wanting to do it with me.
Someone had asked me what I wanted to do in the future and I said I didn’t know. Well now I know. I want to live live live like Auntie Mame!
Stace
March 1st 2004
What did I say!? February sucked and I wanted it over because March was a new month, a new start....
I'm going to LA
I'm going in May
YAY!
Good news for a fucking change! WOO FUCKING HOO!!!!
A 3 day little trip to the left coast is just what I need to get me out of this funk. Aw yeah! Something to look forward to. Two months from today and I'll be on my way. YAY!
Oh the hell that is my job is getting worse, remember when I said it was going to get worse before it gets better? The worse has arrived...129 new orders to send down for this one particular account and that's not even half of what I am going to get. Lord help me.
I have to say, having something to look forward to is probably going to make things better for me.
I wanted to go to LA again because I loved it out there and now I am going. WEEEEEEEE!!!!
This song "I don't want you back" song by Eamon SUCKS ASS!!!! His voice is horrific. How do people get record deals these days? Are record executives on crack? Good lord.
By the by Hideki Matsui's upper body looks bigger than Jason Giambi's now. I saw a picture of him today next to Giambi and was like, "Dude! How did that happen?" Did he work out non stop this winter and only stop for pee and sleep breaks? Wow.
I read in the NY Post that Josh Jackson got his girlfriend pregnant. That's nice. Way to go all Hollywood on us Joshua! Heh.
First it's kids then marriage.
So I had my girls night out dinner and I have to say I was feeling pretty okay with my life after hearing everyone else's troubles. My life aint so bad. Things could be worse.
Wow could it be? Could the glass be half full?
Hmmmm maybe.
New month, fresh starts all around...
Well, maybe.
I should be happy for everyone around me. One best friend will be having a baby any day now, another one got a big promotion at work and the other one is in a loving relationship with her boyfriend...and I'm going to LA!!!!!
I spoke to my dad, he's not going to Florida. BOOO!!!!! A couple of years ago...wait no it was last year he called me up from Tampa because our song was on the radio. Aw Gus is a softy.
Okay what is WRONG with Music Choice!? They have "So Many Men, So Little Time" listed as 1975?!?!?! Hello!? 1983 assheads. 1975???? What the fuck? Who do they have working there? I should work there. They wouldn't have any of these stupid mistakes anymore.
Oooooo "One" by Metallica is on the Power Rock station. God I LOVE "And Justice for All" what a great album.
A few years back during a trip to Wilmington "The Shortest Straw" came on at this place Firebelly...crap what was the whole name? I'm getting old I can't even remember things from 3 years ago. Anywho that song came on and I was drumming along to it in a booth and these two guys looked over at me impressed and I nodded my head at them like, "Yeah how do you like that?"
Another time I was at Firebelly my friend bought Kerr Smith from Dawson's Creek a beer. Now that was sooooooo funny.
I couldn't believe she had the balls to do it. I was impressed.
I can't remember and I am too lazy to look back but did I mention how much Jason Mraz and Maroon 5 kick ass? I LOVE Jason Mraz's voice. I love that CD. I think my favorite song is Absolute Zero. And Maroon 5 is great. Very soulful. I love it and highly recommend it.
Okay it's 9:03 and I am exhausted. I need to go to bed. Damn Oscars. Can't they start at 4pm ET?
Stace
February 29th 2004 7:48p
Oscar time!
Okay I am so in love with Charlize Theron. She looks sooooo HOT tonight at the Oscars. She is my Hollywood girl crush. Damn. If I had a male sex organ he would be engorged right now. Wow. DAMN. And my other girl Angelina looks pretty good too.
Marcia Gay Harden's husband is HOT. Damn.
Ooooo Nicole Kidman's dress is GORGEOUS. And I love her hairdo. That's how I'd want my hair to look if I were to ever get married.
Maybe I should be a lesbian. I am finding the women more attractive tonight than the men. I was shocked to see Johnny Depp dressed normally for a change but it is the Oscars...you kinda need to dress for them.
Jennifer Garner looked great, Diane Lane looks good as well. I don't like Catherine Zeta Jones's dress at all and it's red, I love red.
Oh okay found a hot guy...Jude Law. Grrrrrrrr.
Ooo and Johnny Depp. NICE.
Angelina Jolie looks good. I like her hair color.
Julia Roberts looks very un-Julia Roberts like. She looks so glamorous and diva-like. I love it.
Renee Zellweger looks nice too. I haven't seen an ugly dress yet.
I love Sean Connery's accent.
Billy Crystal is cracking me up right now.
"I can't believe the Yankees got A Rod!" BWAHAHAHAHAHA!
Best Supporting Actor will probably be Tim Robbins...and it is.
Not a shock. At all. He's been winning everything.
Just please don't spew any liberal crap...please.
Oh thank God. He said a nice thing.
Isn't it Sir Ian McKellen? Not just Ian McKellan...
He was knighted.
Tuesday is supposed to 62 degrees but rainy. But still 62? Wow.
Damn Angelina Jolie looks good.
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Robin Williams is a crackhead.
I am actually brushing my teeth as I watch it.
I want to see "Finding Nemo". I heard it was very cute.
Commercial break
I think I want to get an Ipod. Maybe I'll get one with my tax refund...instead of a laptop. Now that my computer is functional again I think I'd rather get an Ipod and be like everyone else in the world.
They had an article in the Daily News and they asked some Yankees and some Mets what music they're listening to on their Ipods. Derek Jeter said "50 Cent, Beyonce, Jay Z and Alicia Keys" and Jason Giambi said, "Right now I'm listening to OutKast and Linkin Park a lot." I am trying to picture him listening to "Hey Ya" and I am cracking up right now.
Renee Zellweger looks stunning, wow.
Oooo Best Supporting Actress time. Hmmm Renee Zellweger is the front runner, but you never know. Strange things have happened in other years.
YAY!!!!!
Renee won!!! Finally!
Good for her.
Aw it's the Bob Hope tribute time. Okay I didn't cry. SHOCKER.
The term bling bling is way overused. When overweight white men throw a phrase arund like that you know it's over. It's as over as fishizzle my nizzle.
They have jumped the shark.
Can't they cut out the the middle of the awards?
I want Ben Stiller's Starsky sweater...he's Starsky right?
Sting Grrrrrrrrrrr.
I love Alison Krauss's voice.
Same for Annie Lennox. I love her. LOVE HER. Always have. One of my favorite songs of all time is "No More I Love Yous"
Will Smith is so tall.
Jada Pinkett Smith is so small.
The Lord of the Rings won again...how many is that now? Like 4 or 5?
Jennifer Garner's dress is GORGEOUS. Wow.
Alert: I hate when people say they're going to call back and DON'T.
Now back to the Oscars!
It's weird seeing Sean Penn with a smile on his face.
Aw...Blake Edwards
I am falling asleep right now.
Bill Murray my dad's favorite person. For some reason he HATES Bill Murray and Catherine Zeta Jones.
I like Scarlett Johanssen's dress's color.
What is with the fur on Sandra Bullock's dress? It would have been fine without those fur rings...ick.
I can't believe John Travolta is 50...50 years old!
Sorry had to homage to my mom's favorite SNL skit ever. Her second favorite is the Continental. Wow, wowee wow wow. Champagna?
I can't help but think, "Up your nose with a rubber hose" when I see John Travolta.
My girl Julia Roberts looks good tonight.
Aw Katharine Hepburn tribute.
I LOVED Guess Who's Coming to Dinner.
I'm not crying! What's wrong with me?
I'm all cried out I guess.
Ooo an hour and a half until March.
Did Oprah Winfrey have an incident with a light socket before she went to the Oscars?
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! The Tiger Woods commercial with the Chaddyshack gopher...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Sting
Excuse me while I drool all over my keyboard.
Mmmmm my cousin Pierce Brosnan. Grrrrrrr.
Mitch and Mickey from A Mighty Wind. HAHAHAHAHA!!!
Blah blah blah Twistin like the Triplets from Bellville.
Oh no...the Pepsi Biz Markie commercial that I haven't seen since the Super Bowl. I'm gonna go cry now. Excuse me. I'll be back...
I hate having to hate that song now.
Excuse me, back to the Oscars...
Jack Black and Will Ferrell
That was so funny. Oh my God.
Wow, Lord of the Rings won AGAIN. I am in SHOCK.
They've won almost everything they've been nominated for tonight. I think they "lost" one category.
Excuse me again while I drool...Charlize is on. She looks STUNNING. Dear lord.
What the fuck is Uma Thurman wearing?
Wow Lord of the Rings won AGAIN!
Susan Sarandon's breasts are spectacular. I wish my boobs were like hers.
Sofia Coppola won! Yay!
I need to write. Something spectacular.
But I need a muse like Sofia had. Who wants to be my muse?
Anyone? Bueller? Bueller? Bueller?
Hmmm I am guessing Peter Jackson will win Best Director. Uh yeah...not a shock.
Best Actress time....could it be an upset? Hmmmm I wonder.
YAY!!!!
Charlize!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Ha she made Will Smith cry!
Best Actor probably will be Sean Penn, but then again you never know. Could be an upset.
We'll see after the commercial.
I love Nicole Kidman's dress.
Wow Sean Penn got an Oscar. And a standing ovation.
Of course he had to sneak a WMD dig at GW Bush. Heh.
Best Picture time. Um I am willing to bet a million dollars that Lord of the Rings is going to win...if it doesn't I think everyone will be SHOCKED.
There's no way it can lose.
Oh thank God I don't lose a million dollars. Wait they didn't lose anything? They won EVERYTHING THEY WERE NOMINATED FOR? Jesus Mary and Joseph!
Hehe Billy Crystal thanked Long Island!
HAHAHAHA!
Okay it's time for bed. I just noticed the clock on my computer says "11:54" and it's really 12:11...that's a weird number to be off.
Stace
February 29th 2004 5:05p
I made a decision. I am giving up giving things up for Lent. God never answers my prayers so why should I bother?
I don't go to church regularly so why do I have to abide by the rules? Screw it.
Stace
February 29th 2004
Happy Leap Day!!
I am delaying Stacey day again. I just don't feel like being around anyone today. I am feeling anti social.
I had 3 unfamiliar numbers call my cell phone last night.
They didn't leave voicemails so I didn't call them back.
I am craving ice cream right now. I feel like going to the supermarket, getting a big ass tub of ice cream and eating the whole thing in one sitting. You gotta love PMS.
My mom sounded depressed to me when I spoke to her yesterday afternoon. I think I am going to convince my dad to take her on a vacation. She needs one BADLY. Worse than I do.
Then again it could have been because I didn't invite her to my apartment yesterday. I wasn't in the mood for her yelling at me about how messy everything is. I'm a slob, what can I say?
The only place I am not a slob is at work. My highlighters have to be in a specific color order, hello? My stapler has to be in the same place every night when I leave. Anal Virgo anyone?
It smells so nice out. I can smell how warm it is out.
My new favorite saying and I will be using it a lot: You feel me?
People are already outside the Kodak Theater for the Oscars. It's 10AM in LA. WTF?
Wow my PMS is kicking in hard core. I am tempted to go out and buy: a pint of ice cream, a bag of Lays potato chips, a bag of sunflower seeds and super sized fries from McDonalds....Could you imagine? Ooo and a block of mozzerella cheese. Hmmmmmmmm. I sound like a pot head in the middle of a muncies fit.
Mmmmm super sized fries....
Oh God maybe I won't go outside.
Ah fuck it.
I'm going....I'm hungry and I don't care about my ass expanding right now. I'm sure I'll feel differently tomorrow but for right now...I really don't give a shit.
Stace
February 28th 2004
Wow I slept a lot last night. I was in bed at 8:45 but called my parents and talked to my mom for a half an hour. I was alseep by 10 and woke up at 8 this morning. Ooo another exciting, fun filled Friday night for Stacey!
At least I wasn't at work until 12:30a like I was last Friday night.
Normally tomorrow would be March but NO! Stupid February 29th has to get in the way. I am mad because Leap Day is delaying March from getting here.
Why can't they just show the videos on the VH1 Top 20 countdown? They show like 10 seconds of the video then they have people I could care less about yapping over it. Shut up. I don't care what you think.
I am so pissed I made a prediction about myself and it didn't happen. DAMN IT. Unless I go out tonight bring a random guy home and get it done...Hmmmmmm now there's an idea.
I had to lock my cats in the spare bedroom because they would not stop knocking things off the hall table and because I am PMSing it was REALLY pissing me off..
I would probably like "You Don't Know My Name" by Alicia Keys if she didn't yap in the middle of the damn song. Do I need to hear her calling some dude up for a date? No. Just sing.
My girls night out dinner is scheduled for Monday evening. Yay!
My coworker is going to the Dominican Republic with her boyfriend and another couple for 8 days! I am so jealous. 1) that she has a boyfriend and 2) that she's going away for 8 days! How cool.
I would love to go away for 8 days and just lie on a beach, under an umbrella of course because of my highly sensitive skin.
Uh oh there's an I Love the 70s marathon on VH1 today...hmmmm Greg Evigan or midtown Manhattan. Tough choice.
I can't believe Alanis Morisette cut her hair.
Wow it's even shorter than it was in the Sex and the City goodbye special.
I was tempted to cut my hair again but then it looked so nice last night when I got home (which was useless since I wasn't going anywhere---ahem, excuse me) that I decided to keep growing it out.
Did I mention a friend of mine got engaged on Valentine's Day? Did I also mention how I wanted to puke when I heard that news? Heh.
Nah, good for them. It was a long time coming and I am sure the rock is huge since her fiancee has money. Jealous? Who me?
I am sitting here trying to think of how to get to the East Side from here. Because it's a bit of a pain in the ass. I think I'll take the A to 42nd, walk over to the N/R take either the N or the R to 59th street amd Lex and then the get out and walk. Okay so that's not that bad.
Ooo and Bloomingdales is there! Woo hoo!
Not that I can buy anything but it will be fun to walk around and look at stuff.
Maybe I'll go downtown too! I can go to the South Street Seaport and walk around there.
Or maybe I'll just sit here all day and do nothing...Yeah I'll probably end up doing that.
This "I Believe in a Thing Called Love" song by Darkness gets into your head and just stays there!
Damn the chick in the black bikini in the "The Way You Move" video by Outkast has a BOOMIN ass. Wow I don't think I'll ever talk about how my ass is boomin again because it's nothing compared to that.
I am doing Stacey day tomorrow instead. It's going to be 55 degrrees. WEEEEE!!! And 57 on Monday! YAY!!!
I woke up with a bloody lip this morning.
Did someone come into my apartment last night and punch me??
No because I haven't had another person in my apartment since my dad came to pick me up last Saturday morning. And before that it was Black Staurday when my mom came over to try and get me out of my apartment because I wouldnt't leave. Yeah what a great night that was.
At least I ate some good Greek food.
"Nobody puts Baby in a corner"
Jack is on my lap. Boo boo.
There are slang flash cards??? Hahahahahahahahaha.
Oooo I like that.
Stace
3:55p
My co-workers boyfriend must have fucked up royally because he sent her the biggest bouquet of roses ever made.
Either that or they broke up and he’s trying to get her back. In that case, PUKE.
Just kidding.
I cannot get this one John Mayer song out of my head and it’s BUGGING me. It’s called “Clarity”. It’s the woo-oo song. I’m sure you’ve heard him wooing all over the radio.
I think I may post last night’s bitter and pissy rant just for shits and giggles. We’ll see how I feel later.
Back to work I go…those of us who went to the memorial service don’t feel like doing much.
Stace
.February 27th 2004
The memorial service wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. There was a big turn out because like I said right after she passed away, Gina was a good egg. And to hear the eulogies for her and her boyfriend made me think about how I would love to have a love like they shared.
One of the John’s friends said that it was only fitting that they died together, that it couldn’t happen any other way, that they were so good together that it would have been more tragic if one were left behind.
I cried for the people who were close to Gina who lost a good friend. I don’t know what I’d do if I lost a close friend suddenly.
I saw a lot of people I hadn’t seen in years. Former colleagues who have moved on either through NBC or to other companies and one of them said, “I hate that we are having a reunion at an occasion like this.”
They touched so many people’s lives. And from the eulogies I could tell that they made a great couple. They had a great love for each other, they respected each other, and they made each other and everyone around them laugh.
Even though their lives ended way too early, they lived life how it should be lived, with lots of laughter and lots of love.
We should all be so lucky.
To John Irwin and Gina Smith, your friends love you and miss you. And Gina it was an honor being in your presence.
Stace
9:55p
I tried going to sleep but of course my STUPID brain prevented me from doing so. Because it is constantly thinking and overanalyzing. I am so tired...I need to sleep.
I HATE BEING A WOMAN.
By the way Jason Mraz and Maroon 5 kick ass. Those CDs are really good.
Okay now I am going to try and go to sleep. I am going to try to not think of why people suddenly hate me for no reason...
Stace
12:56p
I had the weirdest dream right before I woke up. I was going out with of my friends’ younger brother or maybe we were just trying to hook up, who knows. But the gist of the dream was that every time we tried to kiss each other, we couldn’t. What the hell? It’s bad enough I am not kissing anyone in my real life but now I can’t even do it in my dreams? WTF?
So annoying. If I can’t get a guy to kiss me in my dreams then I should just give up now.
I am looking forward to going home tonight and watching the Jeter/A Rod interview on ESPN tonight. I hope this interview will shut people up for a while.
Hey maybe they’ll ask them questions about how skinny Jason Giambi is!
Assheads.
Has anyone else seen how silly Johnny Damon, the Red Sox centerfielder, looks? He looks like a Neanderthal. Long hair, full bushy beard…I am so glad the Yankees have grooming rules. It sets them apart from other messy teams. The Red Sox are just sloppy. Baggy uniforms, shirts not tucked in…very unkempt. I HATE THAT. Manny Ramirez had dreadlocks coming out of the hole in his batting helmet.
I hate that in all sports. I hate when I see basketball players running around with long hair like Steve Nash of the Dallas Mavericks. He really needs to do something. I hate when you can see people’s hair coming out from under a football helmet as well. It just looks sloppy to me.
Hey I think someone at the Oscars should flash a boob or better yet someone should come out completely naked…just to piss the FCC off. Heh.
Oh yesterday I was showing my supervisor my Uggs and one of the managers was standing there and says, “Steve Madden’s are better.” Did I ask you for your opinion? Um no I didn’t.
Ugh.
It’s amazing how many people were staring at my forehead on the train ride home last night. Then again they were probably amazed at how well the priest did my cross. I had the perfect cross on my head.
I should have taken a picture.
I need a massage.
I need a hand massage…like the ones they give during manicures. I went one time with my roommate in Staten Island and the girl was doing such a good job on my hand that I was making noises…the other women in the shop were giggling.
I am listening to a mix that my Windows Media Player made on its own and “Black” by Pearl Jam just came on. I LOVE this CD.
A lot of people at work are having virus problems on their computers. I delete EVERYTHING that isn’t from a friend. I don’t trust anything.
I am looking forward to going into my room, reading a book and relaxing after I watch the Jeter/A Rod interview…then again if Baseball Tonight looks good I’ll end up watching that too.
“Shanti/Ashtangi” by Madonna just came on. I have no idea what the hell she’s saying in this song but I try to sing along…it’s pretty damn funny. Ohm Shanti.
Can it be March now? Please? I need February to be over.
Maybe I should just sleep for the next few days.
Someone read my website and saw that I wrote about having a crappy month and they sent me a joke. Isn’t that sweet? And I don’t really know the person at all but they wanted to cheer me up.
I like nice people.
Such a change from the idiots I deal with on a daily basis.
Actually I have to go home tonight and figure out what I am wearing for the memorial service tomorrow. If I am allowed to go, we’ll see.
Stupid place.
Did I tell you guys that I saw Billy Bush from Access Hollywood eating lunch yesterday? He’s small Or at least he looked it to me.
Aw. “All I Want Is You” by U2 is on. This reminds me of college because it was in “Reality Bites” and I played the hell out of that soundtrack. Ten years ago…
HEY!!!! The Nancy Kerrigan/Tonya Harding thing was ten years ago.
Wow. And in June it will be ten years since Nicole Brown Simpson and Ronald Goldman were killed and shock of all shocks…the killer is still at large. Actually the killer is probably somewhere playing golf right now.
I swear if I wake up tomorrow and I have another zit on my face I will not come into work. I cannot take it. What the hell is going on? It’s like I’m 15 again. I know I always say I want to be young again but minus the zits!!!
Jeez.
Okay so I decided that on Stacey day I am going to hang out the East Side. Window shop on 5th and Madison, go to Barney’s, go the Metropolitan Museum of Art, walk in Central Park…I am so excited. I already have an outfit planned and everything!
I am in dire need of a Stacey day. Although I wouldn’t mind company…because I don’t really want to go to a restaurant alone. Not that I haven’t done that before because I have and it’s not as bad as you’d think. It’s not uncommon to see people dining alone.
Plus it’s fun to people watch.
HA! “Love Bites” just came on.
What is this thing doing to me? “I’ll Never Get Over You Getting Over Me”, “Love is a Battlefield”…Good lord.
I sense a pattern.
Come on! I need a happy song!
“Come Back to Me” is NOT a happy song! She is begging a dude to come back to her!
“It’s a Mistake” isn’t much better.
“Ask the Lonely” Oh dear lord…Don’t I have any happy songs downloaded?!?
FINALLY!!!! It’s a Celine Dion song (shut up Bren) and it’s one I wish I could dedicate to someone…maybe someday.
Carole King wrote it. I love it.
I am a hopeless romantic. Ick. When the fuck did that happen?
Oh whatever. Screw love.
On that happy, chipper note I am getting back to work.
Stace
February 26th 2004
Happy half birthday to me, happy half birthday to me, happy half birthday dear Stacey, happy half birthday to me!
Oh my God what is going on in this country?
We are becoming like Nazi Germany. The FCC needs to calm down. Why all the fuss suddenly? Is it because they want to deflect away from the fact that President Bush is a moron? And that we went into Iraq and started a war and there were no WMDs to be found? Mike Powell needs to be stopped. If we let the conservatives continue to run this country we are in deep trouble. People need to get a grip.
This also goes for the idiots who are heading up the witch-hunt in Major League Baseball. Isn’t it innocent until proven guilty? Why is everyone accusing Barry Bonds, Jason Giambi and Gary Sheffield of using steroids when they don’t have real proof, you know, besides the fact that Giambi lost weight during the off season. Oooooo. It’s not like he’s 150 lbs. He’s still a big guy, he’s just leaner. I agree with Dusty Baker, this whole ‘investigation’ reeks of McCarthyism. We are regressing back to the 1950s. I mean I am no fan of Barry Bonds but I have no proof that he has used steroids so I won’t accuse him of doing so. Other people, like members of the media should do the same.
And as for them being subpoenaed by the Federal Government for the BALCO trial…people are called to testify in trials all the time. None of the players have been charged with anything. So until they are, once again for the people who don’t understand, INNOCENT UNTIL PROVEN GUILTY.
Thank you.
Hey Shane Spencer I read that you rooted against your former teammates when they played in the ALCS. Please do it again.
Wow it was chilly this morning.
I had a dream that I cut my hair and when I woke up I thought I did so when I looked in the mirror I was relieved to see that my hair was still long.
I am NOT cutting my hair for a while.
So I have 6 months until I turn 30. It doesn’t seem so scary to me anymore. I certainly don’t feel or act like I am 29. And with all of the breaking out my face is doing lately I look like I am 16 again. Heh.
I am definitely voting this year. John Kerry all the way. I will do anything to get President Bush out of office.
By the way it’s 8:31am and I am at work already. Can you believe that?
I’ve been here since 7:40. And I am leaving right at 5. Heh.
HA someone just called Jay Leno a big chinned bastard on Stern.
The FCC sucks.
They need to be stopped.
Janet Jackson deserves to have crappy record sales.
Moron.
I need to get some breakfast.
Stace
3:41p
MY UGGS ARE HERE AND THEY ARE PERFECT! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
How pathetic am I? A pair of boots has gotten me giddy like a little schoolgirl.
Ugg.
HA!!!
February 25th 2004
Ahhhh I am having my last cup of coffee before I go to church to get my ashes.
Man it was cold outside this morning. I really needed my gloves…HINT HINT
Tomorrow is my half birthday. I’m going to get half a cake.
What the fuck is wrong with President Bush? The Sanctity of Marriage? What a crock of shit! 50% of all marriages end in divorce. If two people love each other, it shouldn’t matter what sex they are, they should be able to get married if they are silly enough to do so.
Stupid conservative right wing crap!
God! And Jerry Falwell needs to go away as well.
Idiots.
BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Howard Stern is making fun of two Jewish women who were interviewed after see Mel Gibson’s movie and he called them the “Jewiest Jews ever”.
HA!
Why do people have to drag their hands along the side of my cubicle as they walk by? Do they realize how annoying that is?
Another pet peeve: people who stand in front of a turnstile, then decide to look for their MetroCard. HAVE IT READY WHEN YOU GET THERE, ASSHOLES!!!!
Ahem.
Sorry I am actually in an okay mood, which is surprising since I only got about 2-3 hours sleep last night.
I couldn’t fall sleep. I was thinking too much. And it was way too hot in my apartment last night. It was extremely uncomfortable. Even sleeping with nothing on didn’t help me. What’s left after sleeping naked? NOTHING! I even had windows open!
I finished the book I was reading this morning on the train. I think I am either going to read Wicked or About a Boy. We’ll see what I am in the mood for.
Go to kiehls.com and click on kiehl’s baby and you will see my coworkers son. He’s with the giant bear.
You know what when people are obnoxious to me via email…I tend to not want to send them things that they need right away. Don’t fuck with me.
Oh she did not. This bitch had the nerve to try and give me a verbal smackdown in an email. Only I am allowed to do that (as people in my life have come to find out)…she will learn that soon enough. Whore.
She needs to get laid then maybe she wouldn’t be such a crabby, uptight bitch. Like I should talk…
Stace
February 24th 2004 7:46pm
I am sitting here in my TV room/guest room/computer room listening to the music channels and trying to think of story ideas for my manuscript that I am in the middle of writing. I am only 50 pages in and have a LONG way to go.
I am so drained from work and my own personal life is boring so I don't have much to go on.
When I started it in October 2002 I was involved in a really bad situation and used that experience to start the story but now that I am past that chapter in my life I am finding it hard to find inspiration.
I need something. I have to write something spectacular and get out of my job.
Okay my friend mentioned to me yesterday that she is seeing Living Colour perform somewhere on Long Island Friday and so far I have caught two of their songs tonight on the music channels. Weird.
Earlier my cell phone was ringing and I didn't recognize the ringer because I thought I had programmed musical ringers for everyone. It was one of my coworkers from Washington, DC It seems things aren't good for her either.
I am about to get CRAZY busy in the next few weeks so it's a good thing I stayed late on Friday night. Ugh.
I think I might go to bed early tonight and go in to work early. Yeah ok. Okay every time I say I'm going to go in early I oversleep.
I overslept today. I actually woke up at 5:36a for no apparent reason, was up until about 7:10 when I decided to close my eyes for two seconds and ended waking up at 8:15. OOPS.
DUH.
Needless to say I was late for work.
YAY! Last week Queer Eye is on right now.
All things just keep getting better!
"You wipe your ass twice with baby wipes but it doesn't occur to you to use moisturizer?" BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I love Kyan.
You're so vain...you probably think this rant is about you. You're so vain, so vain!
I am listening to Carly Simon on the 70s channel.
I was just about to complain that there is nothing on and I come across Coming to America. I love this movies.
"I'm wanna tear you apart...and you're friend too."
Heh.
When Eddie Murphy comes home from being out with whatsherface and he's singing "To Be Loved" and everyone's yelling at him to shut up...that's one of the funniest parts...oh wait. How could I forget? SEXUAL CHOCOLATE!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
This is definitely one of Eddie Murphy's best movies.
You know him as "Joe the policeman" from the "What's Going Down" episode of "That's my mama".
HA!
This is so funny.
I don't know how they didn't laugh their asses off while they were shooting this scene.
I just turned on MTV and Ludacris is on. I love his voice. And something about him makes me laugh. Maybe its because his new CD is called Chicken and Beer. Now that's funny.
Tyra Banks has a song??? Oh Jesus, Mary and Joseph.
Who's next Anna Nicole Smith?
Trim spa baby!
Ugh.
My girl Britney is on right now.
You're toxic I'm slippin under.
Is that the chick Derek Jeter's boning? She's pretty...yet annoying like all other MTV VJs.
Did I just say boning? How romantic am I?
Can't get any more romantic than that.
Please God, let me get normal ashes tomorrow. I don't want to look that weird.
You know what I've noticed? Now that everyone is so busy and stressed out at work that the funny emails have disappeared. No one sends anything around.
OH!!! Did anyone else see that dude propose to his girlfriend in the middle of a basketball game only to have her literally run away from him saying no? How horrible was that?? Oh my god. Say yes for show and then tell him no in private. I felt so bad for him. How embarrassing!
I'd like to know how she got home that night.
What an idiot.
I'd kill for someone to propose to me at a public sporting event, more specifically at Yankee Stadium.
And not on the diamondvision like everyone else. I want Derek to do it in the middle of a game. HAHAHAHA!
I've already had my name on the scoreboard for my birthday...even though they spelled Stacey without the 'e', dumbasses. They got my big ass Greek last name right though.
I think that was for my 18th birthday...or was it my 19th?
The Yankees are on the road this year for my 30th, asswipes. Maybe I'll try to go and see them. I think they're in Chicago...and I work with a station in Chicago and I have friends out there. Hmmmmmmmmm. Now there's an idea.
Asswipe is my new favorite word. It replaced Assclown.
I've been referring to a lot of people as asswipes lately.
Oh my God...Silent Lucidity by Queensryche! I loved this song. It reminds me of my first season playing lacrosse in high school. Well if you called what I did playing.
I keep having recurring dreams about John Mayer. Its annoying me. I don't really like his music that much. I tolerate a few of his songs but he's too breathy or something. The other night I had a dream I was at a concert and he was singing to me. Weird.
Why can't I have recurring dreams about someone I like!?
Well, recurring dreams about someone I like where they're nice to me and not mean to me.
M-E-T-H-O-D-O-F-L-O-V-E. It's on the 80s channel.
Twenty years ago I was in the fourth grade, my favorite group was Duran Duran, I liked a boy who's initials were JM....HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
JM was the asswipe who a couple of years ago when seeing me at a bar, pointed at his wedding band and said, "This could have been you." Yeah ok. And now he's divorced.
Idiot.
"When I Think of You" Janet Jackson, reminds me of the beginning of Junior High. And it also reminds me of a time in 9th grade when I was taking the bus home with a friend and the hottest guy at the time was singing along to this song. It was funny to see a guy with long head banger hair singing along to Janet Jackson.
Do you see how my memory works? I remember the strangest things.
I just turned on ESPNews because I KNOW they'll show my man...even though they'll be yapping about how skinny he got and how he was juiced and blah blah blah.
A lot of people are coming to New York for memorial service on Friday.
Our Providence station has a busload of people coming down.
It's going to be sad and since I am a sympathetic crier AND PMSing I will be a mess. Maybe I shouldn't go.
No, I have to. She was good people. I have to go.
Steve Nash of the Dallas Mavericks NEEDS TO CUT HIS HAIR. It's horrific.
I was laughing earlier while watching Sportscenter. Pedro Martinez was talking about how nothing affects Manny Ramirez because he is in and I quote, "la la land". BWAHAHAHA!
Nice use of Soul Glo Pedro. He had a BAD ASS curl thing happening. Keep the cap on babe.
The Nets are winning AGAIN? Will they ever lose a game?
"I Need Love" by LL...aw yeah.
Farmers! What! Sorry Mama said knock you out just flew into my head.
I think President Bush should stop worrying about gay marriage and start worrying about the non existent WoMD in Iraq.
Ass.
Yes I called the President an ass.
I can do that. He won't read this.
Attention all New York Sportswriters, "STOP WRITING ABOUT THE JETER/AROD BATTLE!" God can we have a day where there isn't an article about the rift between Jeter and Arod?
It's so STUPID.
And annoying...
I am so excited I am probably getting my Maroon 5 and Jason Mraz CDs tomorrow. WOOOOOO!!!!
And my Uggs! They're in Jersey right now. I just checked on the UPS site.
MY SONG!!!!!!!!!!!
"The Rose" by Bette Midler. Hee! I sang this drunk one night. Oh dear. They said I was good.
This song reminds me of my best friend. We used to sing it together when we were little.
This and "Endless Love". I was Lionel Richie because I had the deeper voice.
I remember complaining to my mom when I was little like 3 or 4 about my voice. I didn't think I sounded girly enough.
Someone on MSG described the Yankee infield as a Matinee Idol infield. Heh.
You know I like Art Howe, the Mets manager.
He seems like a cool guy.
Oooo my chest hurts, let me rephrase that, my lungs hurt. Weird.
Hey when did Doug Collins start working for MSG???
Wow, Jayson Williams is fucked, isn't he? I think it's ironic that after he shot a man and killed him he said, "My life is over." Um so is the guy you shot's life, ass.
If the Yankees don't win the World Series in 2004 I want the Chicago Cubs to.
The Knicks are playing Sacramento tonight...Sacramento is 40-14. The Knicks will probably win because they're not expected to.
St John's has only won 6 games? Did they suck before the prostitute incident?
It's almost NCAA Tourney time!
Nomar Garciaparra's glove ritual is soooooo maddening. Ugh and Fox kept doing close ups on him during the ALCS. I thought I was going to have a seizure.
But I have to say he is taking the high road. If I were him I'd be outwardly pissed at the Red Sox for what they did to him over the winter.
Okay it's 10:00 I am going to attempt to go to sleep.
Yeah sure. Not in this heat.
Stace
February 24th 2004 3:13p
I think the people who control the air conditioning know I am not wearing a padded bra today and want me to walk around all day with my arms crossed. Oy.
Jackasses.
I didn’t go to my training session today because my back is bothering me. I think I aggravated it when I was moving all of my files into the file room yesterday.
Oooo a new Queer Eye is on tonight!
I am so excited I finally found my Queer As Folk Season 2 soundtrack which has been among the missing for just about a year. It was in my No Doubt “Rock Steady” jewel case. Duh.
This is a great CD to workout to. If my back is feeling better tonight I will workout on my elliptical machine. I am determined to look good again. I want to get rid of my winter blubber. I know last week I was saying, “who cares” but now I am motivated again.
Maybe I’ll give up more stuff for lent. Like ice cream, sugar, sweets, etc.
I wonder how much weight I’d lose if I ate only brown rice and vegetables?
I hate giving up steak but it’s so good when I start eating it again after Easter.
I want people to look at me and say, ‘Wow Stace you look great!’ again like they did two years ago when I lost 25 lbs.
Then again I was up to 170. Oy. That was terrible. I am only 150 right now. I just want to lose 8-10 lbs.
That’s not a lot. I want to be as thin as I was in October of 2002 when I was at 143. I looked incredible and didn’t have to suck anything in.
OW I almost just ripped a nail off!!!!
I have both the Post and Daily News on my desk and all of the girls in the office are talking about how hot Jason Giambi is now. Heh. I am converting everyone!!!! Derek who? Arod who?!
One of my female coworkers was just like, “Anytime you have extra tickets let me know!”
MWAHAHAHAHAHA!
Aw yeah.
Stace
February 24th 2004
Happy 34th Anniversary to my parents. They’ve been married 34 years and known each other 37 years. I would be happy to be with someone 34 days at this point.
I have to give something up for Lent. Last year it was coffee, soda and a person.
This year I think I am just giving up coffee and soda.
Maybe I’ll give up meat again. Yeah those are the 3 things: meat, coffee and soda.
I should be able to do it. I am good at giving things up.
I have good willpower.
I don’t know where I am getting my ashes; maybe I’ll go to St Pat’s like I do every year at lunchtime.
Or I could go to the church around the corner from my apartment.
Last year I just had a big black splotch across my forehead…even other people with ashes were looking at me like, “What the hell happened to you?”
Heh.
People think I am crazy when I give three things up but I like a challenge.
I like challenging myself. It’s fun. Plus I am a competitive person by nature.
I like when people think I can’t do things and I do them.
I’m a little too competitive for my own good. I am a maniac when I am playing games like volleyball or board games.
Some assclown boxed someone in this morning on my street and the boxed in guy blew his horn for nearly a half an hour. It was so annoying.
He was still beeping when I left so he could have been doing it for another half an hour after that.
Okay Jason Giambi is so thin. Lost four pounds my ass, more like forty. Not that I am complaining because he’s still hot. But everyone who is saying he used steroids now has visible proof that he was juiced and now he’s not.
Wait I didn’t phrase that right. I am hoping he wasn’t on the juice but seeing his picture yesterday makes a strong case for the people who claim that he was on steroids. Does that make sense?
Don’t mind me. I am babbling as usual.
How do I go about telling someone that no matter what they do to me I am not giving up on them and that they’re stuck with me?
Okay I am looking at the New York Daily News right now…DAMN Giambi looks good not so bulky.
This season is going to be AWESOME.
Heh.
Stace
February 23rd 2004 8:22p
So I am sitting here watching Game 7 of the ALCS and getting all excited because they keep showing close ups of Giambi (its the 5th inning and he hit his first of two solo HRs--aw yeah)
This game ROCKS.
I CANNOT wait for the 8th inning.
That's when Mystique and Aura arrived at the party, they were a little late but well received.
Aw...Soriano.
Oh yeah and I am wearing one of my Giambi shirts. Heh. I ate dinner and dessert and now I am all nice and relaxed.
I got a lot of stuff done at work. And didn't stay late tonight. Well I left at 6 but I was playing around on the Internet and IMing two friends.
So tomorrow shouldn't be too bad.
Famous last words.
Ooo my last training session of the month is tomorrow. I have to remember to sign up on Friday for next month.
I also have a memorial service to attend on Friday for my former coworker who was killed a couple of weeks ago in a car accident.
I think we're all being excused so we can go. Well, the ones who worked with her.
She wasn't my manager when I first started but I had known her for five years. And the last thing I remember her saying to me was "Stace you look snazzy today!" On a day I actually wore a dress to work and I did look nice but the way she said it was really amusing.
I like getting that reaction from people.
Damn Mussina KICKED ASS in this game.
Wow.
Okay how can anyone take Tommy Thompson seriously? Who does that to their kid? My mom had a student Johnny Johnson.
So silly.
I don't know what's worse, a guy with a huge wod of gum in his mouth or a guy with a huge ass piece of chewing tobacco in his mouth.
It's funny to hear them talking about how this might be the Yankees last game of the season and how Boston's record when Pedro had a lead of at least 4 runs was 83-4 and how ominous that stat was. COWBOY UP YOURS!!!! Hey Ben Assfleck, God is a Yankee fan son.
Aw yeah.
Sexy sexy, oh ah.
Whoa Jay Z CHILL and stop typing on my keyboard. DAMN.
Damn it is HOT in my apartment tonight. Ick.
Oh here we go. The bottom of the eighth. Aw yeah.
"The Yankees only have 5 outs left"
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Sorry.
I can't help it because I know that at this point all the fans in Boston were starting to think, "We're going to the World Series."
Jeter, hits a double. Aw Yeah.
I would kill to go back in time and actually be at this game.
Ooooo Sterling is mentioning how the Cubbies were also 5 outs away. Weird.
I love this. I feel like it's happening now.
Fuck yeah Posada.
Double.
I fucking love this...What a game.
I'm sorry but beating Boston in the ALCS last year was the best thing ever.
I would take it over the 4 rings in 96, 98, 99 and 00.
And the way they beat them. HAHAHA!
I am so excited. I have like 3 or 4 social activities lined up for next week! A lunch with former account manager/friend of mine, a dinner out with a few of my girlfriends, a happy hour gathering with some coworkers and maybe another lunch with a coworker.
Yay!
I just put on My Big Fat Obnoxious Fiancee. How stupid is this show?
It's amazing the crap they put on TV these days.
Boone is coming up after the commercial. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Aaron Boone is HOT.
I can watch this home run on an endless loop for the rest of my life.
Now I am watching the replay of Sex and the City. Because I have to see it again.
Aw...Big...Sorry, John.
Okay sleepy time...
Stace
February 23rd 2004 6:00p
OW
Damn he looks good. And DAMN I wish I were in Tampa right now. Rowr.
Stace
February 23rd 2004 1:49p
Okay you can cancel the APB I had out for Jason Giambi, he reported to Yankee camp this morning. Aw yeah.
I think I am just going to keep my TV on the YES Network all day and all night.
Just kidding.
The Sopranos promo looked really good. That starts in 2 weeks.
I still can’t believe that Sex and the City is over. It doesn’t seem right.
It’s supposed to nearly 50 degrees on Saturday when I wanted to do my Stacey day! Yay!
I am going to Barney’s. I have never been there and always wanted to go to see how the rich folk shop.
Saturday I’ll wander around Manhattan and Sunday I will be cleaning my apartment and going through everything to decide what’s staying and what’s going. Clothes, furniture etc.
Of course I would need someone to help me…I am trying to think of organized people I know who would really be able to help me.
I cannot wait for the weather to get warm. I am going to make an effort to explore the island of Manhattan better. I live in the best city in the world and I never take advantage of it.
Like last weekend I wanted to go out on Friday night and go to all of the places I don’t normally go to but I didn’t go out that night.
So this weekend is for me. Damn it.
Heh.
Stace
February 23rd 2004
So today’s water cooler discussion was obviously the Sex and the City finale from last night. Most of the people here wanted Carrie with Big. One woman wanted her with the Russian. Ick.
Oooo Game 7 of the ALCS is on tonight! I have something to watch. Yippee!
And I still have to watch Curb Your Enthusiasm from last night. I was so hyped from SATC that I didn’t even look at the TV. I was on the phone with my best friend yapping about Big and Carrie.
Everyone agrees that Big’s real name was a let down. I was hoping they would make him a Bartholomew, not a John. John is so ordinary. Jack would have even been cool.
By the way I want a jeweled cell phone just like Carrie’s.
So I found out what my pregnant best friend and her husband are thinking of naming their son. I LOVE the B name they chose. They chose an M name, a D name and a B name. The B name rocks and if they don’t use, I will. When I get artificially inseminated at 37.
She’s due in less than 3 weeks. Oh my God how frightening. I’m going to be an auntie. AHH!
I guess I should get over my fear of small babies by then.
I am listening to Duran Duran right now to get me in the mood to work.
No no notorious.
My former Account Manager’s sister in law was invited by YES to go to Spring Training for a weekend. She has access to the field and she is allowed to get autographs and take pictures with the players…I was like, ‘Can she get me a vile of Giambi’s sweat?’
Is that too much to ask?
I have to clean my keyboard. It’s grossing me out.
Man I hate the people I work with the outer office people, not the people here. They’re all so fucking stupid.
And annoying.
This morning is flying by. Thank goodness.
I was not in the mood to come in, when am I ever in the mood?
Today is bill day. I must send EVERYTHING out today. I’ll do that at lunch.
There was something I needed to do at lunch today … what the hell was it?
Eh I can’t remember.
I have short-term memory loss lately.
Wait, didn’t I want that?
Stace
February 22nd 11:11p
I just read spoilers for Queer As Folk and I am NOT happy. They're making my favorite character sick with cancer! What the hell?
Hmmm Samantha on SATC was the most promiscuous of all the characters and they gave her breast cancer. Brian is the most promiscuous on Queer As Folk and now they're giving him cancer...hmmm coincidence?
I guess being a whore will make you sick.
The hell?
How stupid is that?
Okay I have to go to bed. Hopefully I will fall asleep.
Stace
February 22nd 9:40p
I am crying like an idiot right now! DAMN THIS SHOW!!!!
I like happy sppy endings...
CARRIE AND BIG WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
Mr. Big's name is John???? What the fuck? I was expecting Fred. John?
That's a bit of a disappointment.
John?????
Sorry.
Aw Carrie and Big! YAY!
Oh wait, Carrie and John. Nah Carrie and Big sounds better.
You knew Carrie would choose Big. Come on.
I mean John.
Ha.
Stace
February 22nd 2004 5:59p
I am a little anxious about the Sex and the City finale. I really want Carrie and Big together. I don't know why. I just love Big.
Even though he's an asshole.
We're all attracted to assholes. In fact the more a guy shits all over us the more we want him. It's nature. As much as we say we want a guy to treat us right we always fall for the ones who will break our hearts over and over again. Why is that? Why do we love the bad boys?
I want, for once, someone who will treat me right for an extended period of time, like say more than three weeks. That's all I ask for. Nothing more than that for now.
God are you listening?
Okay enough about that.
I am trying to decide what I want for dinner. I have ruled out Mexican. I guess I'll do Chinese.
Oh good my Dukies got out of their funk and are beating Maryland's ass.
But they'll still fall in the rankings.
Asses.
What's this crap about Juliette Lewis and my boy Josh Jackson? That lucky bitch!
I have decided to call the Spanish/American restaurant around the corner and order pepper steak, rice and beans, tostones and salad. Aw yeah. And then I will have plenty of leftovers for tomorrow.
I love tostones (fried plantains)
Oooo someone in the building is cooking something garlicky. Mmmmmmm yummy. I love that.
I need to shower...badly. I haven't showered since Friday. Bleh. But fuck it, I have no one to shower for. No one's here, just the cats. They don't care if I smell.
Wow Richard Gere was pretty hot in An Officer and a Gentleman.
I forgot about the SAG Awards. Why do all of the awards shows air on Sunday?
The woman at the restaurant recognizes my voice when I call. Heh. She calls me honey or sweetie. I think she likes that I say "tostones" instead of fried plantains. And I say it with an okay accent.
My former roommate invited me to go to Staten Island and spend the night in her new apartment. She doesn't like when I am depressed. Lord knows she's seen me depressed many times. And I get to see the rat dog! I miss her.
My little TV watching buddy!
Actually my mood will probably improve now that I can write at home again.
Yay!
I think "Red Carpet" shows are getting a tad out of hand. Do they need to be 4 hours long? Good lord.
No
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory is on! Weeeeee!
I love this movie.
My first daughter will be named Veruka. And she will be a bitch, just like her mommy.
I usually do the "Augustus save some room for lata" thing for my best friend to make her laugh.
It's hard to believe that this movie is 33 years old.
"Let me in I'm starving!"
I want to go to Wonka's factory and eat EVERYTHING in sight!
Wait, am I PMSing already?
Come with me and you'll be in a world of pure imagination.
"If you want to view paradise...simply look around and view it anything you want do it want to change the world there's nothing to it."
Forget it if I have twin girls, Veruka and Violet.
God that is such a cool set.
Where's my food?
I'm starving!
So my mom said that she told my dad that they should go to Astoria every other week for dinner. He agreed.
Maybe I should move to Astoria? Nah, I'd get fat.
Oompa Loompas!
Vermicious kanids. Wait how would you spell that?
"I'm sorry but all questions must be submitted in writing." Next time someone asks me a question I am saying that.
HA!
"The suspense is terrible...I hope it will last."
This movie is so evil. I LOVE it.
Henry is now lying next to me. Cleaning himself.
Oh speaking of evil. I don't know if anyone else thinks the same thing as me but there is a Chips Ahoy commercial that I think is the most evil thing I have ever seen on TV. It's like a claymation commercial where there are little kids at a birthday party and they have just finished singing Happy Birthday. They show a little cookie sitting there with a party hat on and the cookie says, "Where's the cake?" And the little girl says, "We're not having cake." The cookie looks around and realizes what she means. I HATE IT! It's so evil!
Gene Wilder screams a lot in his movies.
Hair cream?
WHERE'S MY FOOD!!!!?????
I am curious about Mel Gibson's 'The Passion" but I know I can't see it. I'm sure it's extremely violent and I can't take violence. It literally makes me sick.
'Violet, you're turning violet Violet!"
Aw I love Miranda and Steve.
I am watching the Farewell to Sex and the City. I want to be like Samantha and get someone back by posting his picture all over the place...of course I need to have someone really fuck me over which hasn't happened yet. Wait what am I saying? Why would I want someone to fuck me over that badly?!
I am biting my tongue...
Okay this is depressing me. I DON'T WANT THIS SHOW TO END!!!!!!
Ooooooo five minutes...hopefully no one will call me during SATC. Wait, no one calls me ever why would they call me now?
HAHAHAHAHA!!
Stace
February 22nd 2004 3:00p
Stacey has a keyboard at home...that works...Uh oh. Is it time to put her Paint Shop Pro to good use and doctor some pictures she has??? Hmmmm. That's a fine idea, ain't it?
Both babies are here with me. Henry is actually lying down in front of the monitor while Jack is to my right getting up and jumping off the table. Where the heck is he going? Brat.
Debbie Gibson is on the 80s music channel. "Foolish Beat" Hee. God I loved Debbie Gibson in eighth grade. She ruled.
Whoa the screen just went black and then came back on. That was a tad frightening. Knowing my luck my monitor would explode just as I got a new keyboard.
I just turned the showcase channel on and they are playing a 90s block. The Friends theme is on. I can recall a time in our dining hall when this song came on and at the part in the beginning when they sing, "So no one told you life was gonna be this way...(clap clap clap clap)" Well nearly everyone in the dining hall did the clap. It was so fucking funny. We were such losers in Oswego, weren't we?
They are playing a lot of songs from my college years in this particular block. As long as I don't hear "You Were Meant for Me" by Jewel I will be fine. OH MY GOD THE SPICE GIRLS!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
2 Become 1. HA!
Aw. I turned the Party Favorites channel on and "Be My Lover" by La Bouche is on. This definitely reminds me of Onondaga. I want to be 21 and drunk again.
Being 29 and drunk isn't nearly as much fun.
Plus I recovered quickly back then.
Now I need like 3 days to recover from a night of drinking. Pretty pathetic. I have Irish in me for crissakes I should be able to drink with no problems.
Okay I had to turn the 90s block back on. Just to see what's coming next. Probably some really bad song. Everyone always says how crappy 80s music was, but the 90s weren't much better people.
NO FUCKING WAY!!!!!!!! Color Me Badd!!!! "I Ador Mi Amor". Seriously can it get any better than this?! This is the epitome of cheese. I LOVE IT! Stuff like this cheers me up. Because it's just so funny.
Although I would have screamed my ass off if "I Wanna Sex You Up" came on.
Jack suddenly attacked the remote, I guess Jack is not a big Color Me Badd fan. Heh.
1991...what a year. I enjoyed 1991 if I remember correctly. I was heavy into my 90210 obsession. Hello Brandon Walsh was the shit. No going out on Thursdays unless mommy and daddy were taping 90210 for me. Heh. I was in the best shape of my life from playing lacrosse. Great muscular legs, no cellulite, my acne was getting better, my Jlo butt wasn't quite as big BUT it was still noticeable.
"If It Makes You Happy" by Sheryl Crow reminds me of the Yankees 1996 Playoff run.
Aw.
What shall I eat for dinner? I'm thinking Mexican. A big ass burrito. Yeah that's the ticket.
Sounds good right?
OH MY GOD!!!!!! "Poison" by Bell Biv Devoe. I am going to cry. Summer of 1990. Aw Yeah.
My best friend and I played the crap out of this CD...wait was it a tape back then? I think it was.
That girl is Poison. Never trust a big butt and a smile. HA!
The first song was on the tape was "Dope". Aw I want to be 15/16 again.
I just realized something, if I am turning 30 this year then my cousin Jimmy is turning 40. But he's getting married and I'm not so I guess turning 40 won't be that bad for him.
Heh.
His 30th birthday party was a BLAST. We were on a fishing boat went from shit was it Freeport to Long Beach and back? I know we were in Long Beach because I lifted my dress for the people who were outdoors at the bars on the channel. Heh. I could do that when I was 20. It was so much fun. Lots of food, a DJ, etc.
You know what? I want a big 30th birthday party (hint to family members and friends who read my site) with lots of drinking, dancing and fun. And presents. That's not a lot to ask. But it has to be the weekend before not the weekend after. So that would be Saturday 8/21. Cough cough.
I hope my cousin who is getting married in July is smart enough to NOT invite me with a guest. I don't want to have to scramble for someone to take me. And I certainly don't want to show up alone. Ugh "Oh you're still not dating anyone Stace?" "NO I'M NOT!!!!! GO AWAY!!!" Yeah that will be fun.
Do I have any really cute guy friends I can bribe to go with me? Hmmm well I have until July to worry about it. Or I just won't go. It's on a Thursday night out in Long Island. Somewhere out east. What the fuck? On a Thursday night? So I have to take 2 days off from work? Or at least a half day the day of and definitely the day after since I plan on getting trashed so I don't start crying about the fact that I am single at a wedding and will be hanging out with my 14 year old first cousin once removed.
Wow my good disappeared really quickly.
In that case I will have to make sure I look really hot for the wedding. Wear a hot outfit, be thin and flirt with every single guy there. Yeah right. Like there will be any single guys. Even my cousins friends' who I had crushes on when I was younger are all married with kids. Why couldn't one of them be single? Like Roger....grrrrrrr. Roger was hot. I loved him.
That was one good thing about having older cousins...drooling over all of their hot friends. Heh.
Whoa. I forgot this song ever existed. Holy shit. "Mouth" by Merrill Bainbridge. "When I kiss your mouth I want to taste it, turn you upside down, don't wanna waste it." What a dirty whore!!!! HAHAHA!
Aw yeah "Love TKO" by Teddy Pendergrass is on the Smooth R&B channel. My mom had this tape. She played it all the time. I bought for her a few years back on CD.
This was a great tape/album.
I can't wait to tell my Account Managers that I was at work until 12:30am on Friday night.
They'll probably gasp and say, "You're crazy."
Okay the channel says "Finally" by Cece Peniston as coming out in 1993. 1991 assheads!!!! Late 1991/early 1992 I was a senior in high school. Her second single "We Got A Love Thing" came out in the Spring of 1992. I hate when people get that shit wrong.
Could the New York Arena Football team's uniforms be any uglier? We're New York!!! Get better uniforms!
Wow I am singing along to "Brass in Pocket" and I am sounding really good.
VH1 is trying to kill me. They just inadvertently showed Rob Thomas's chest hair.
Oy.
Okay I love my cats but does Jack have to lick Henry's ass right in front of me?
If hear Anna Nicole Smith say, "Trim Spa baby!" One more time I am going to throw my TV out the window.
My favorite Lionel Richie song is on right now. "Truly" I LOVE it. Lionel Richie was the bomb in the early to mid 80s.
My new theme song: "Are you Happy Now?" By Michelle Branch.
She's so pissy in this song. I love it.
I love pissy singers.
My hero Alanis Morissette was really good at being pissy. "Jagged Little Pill" is still one of my favorite CDs of all time (no comments from the peanut gallery who lived with me in Oswego)
One of my favorite songs of all time is on right now. "Fooled Around and Fell in Love" by Elvin Bishop. It's one of the first songs I remember. It came out in 1976. I just love it. Reminds me of being really little and in my car seat.
I hate when I am hungry and a restaurant commercial comes on.
Oh I found my destination. "Real Genius" is on.
There are so many funny lines in this movie. And it's under appreciated.
Jesus Christ Val Kilmer has scary long toes! Scarier than mine!
"If you think that be threatening me you can get me to be your slave...well that's where you're right."
Heh.
"Straight Plan for the Gay Man" BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Oh I have to watch that.
And what the hell was that big booming noise that came from downstairs?
Oh wow. Soundgarden "Fell on Black Days" should it depress me that this song is ten years old?
"Cause I fell on...black days...I fell on...black days. How would I know that this could my fate?" Wow another song that hits close to home.
I am identifying with lots of depressing songs lately. WTF?
It's annoying.
Okay it's time to go doctor a few pictures...
Stace
