Don't you care for me?
I've given you everything
Why do you fight so much
Was it all broken trust
How can I see this isn't right
And let you both just fight
Now I see it's hurting me inside
I need somewhere to confide

You say you love me, I don't believe it, Have you seen me, I can't take that shit

Why did you let me here?
Leave me to harm myself
Make my friends cry
I only wonder why
You thought you could try
And teach me to die
But its too late
I’m already dead

You say believing, is just like dreaming, Have you dreamt this, I can't take this life

I can't live with you saying you love, me… I hurt myself for you, what did you let me do
but now I see I could never kill myself, because I'm already dead

Don't you care for me?
I've given you everything
Why do you fight so much
Was it all broken trust
You thought you could try
And teach me to die
But its too late
I’m already dead

You say you love me, I don't believe it, Have you seen me, I can't take that shit

I can't live with you saying you love, me… I hurt myself for you, what did you let me do
but now I see I could never kill myself, because I'm already dead

No more crying no more lying
I only knew you as a perfect person
And now all I see is a curse on
Me!
*Don't let others drive you to hurt yourself, let life take hold and learn to love it, learn to love yourself, this songs about Jim*  

Bring The Pain
~~~~~~~~~~~~~

You never gave me a chance, I don't wanna hear it
Your filthy spiteful rants, are in coherent

Tattered and torn from the inside, Trusting reliability
Undefined love turns to lust, of some unnatural oddity
I Can't See All This Hap-I-Ness
Tainted and filled with stress

You never gave me a chance, I don't wanna hear it
Your filthy spiteful rants, are in coherent

You must pay for what you've done, to me
Misleading life of yours, has gone too long to see
Your in too deep, crippled bound and beat, All The Fun
I'd Feel With You But You Just Wouldn't See,

You never gave me a chance, I don't wanna hear it
Your filthy spiteful rants, are in coherent

What, do, you, want, from, me, to, live!

What! Do! You! Want! From! Me! To! Live!

You never gave me a chance, I don't wanna hear it
Your filthy spiteful rants, are in coherent

Tattered and torn from the inside, Trusting Reliability
Undefined love turns to lust, of some unnatural oddity
Your in too deep, crippled bound and beat, All The Fun
I'd Feel With You But You Just Wouldn't See,

You never gave me a chance, I don't wanna hear it
Your filthy spiteful rants, are in coherent

I feel it hard, growing more and more, why does
this life have to be so wrong if there's no pain

I wasn't suppose to be, so free to live my life
Make my own judgments, and leave myself to die
I wasn't suppose to be, so free to live my life
Make my own judgments, and leave myself to die
*This song is about just plain being angry and letting your anger out*

Fallen
~~~~~~

You never gave me a chance, I don't wanna hear it
Your filthy spiteful rants, are in coherent

Tattered and torn from the inside, Trusting reliability
Undefined love turns to lust, of some unnatural oddity
I Can't See All This Hap-I-Ness
Tainted and filled with stress

You never gave me a chance, I don't wanna hear it
Your filthy spiteful rants, are in coherent

You must pay for what you've done, to me
Misleading life of yours, has gone too long to see
Your in too deep, crippled bound and beat, All The Fun
I'd Feel With You But You Just Wouldn't See,

You never gave me a chance, I don't wanna hear it
Your filthy spiteful rants, are in coherent

What, do, you, want, from, me, to, live!

What! Do! You! Want! From! Me! To! Live!

You never gave me a chance, I don't wanna hear it
Your filthy spiteful rants, are in coherent

Tattered and torn from the inside, Trusting Reliability
Undefined love turns to lust, of some unnatural oddity
Your in too deep, crippled bound and beat, All The Fun
I'd Feel With You But You Just Wouldn't See,

You never gave me a chance, I don't wanna hear it
Your filthy spiteful rants, are in coherent

I feel it hard, growing more and more, why does
this life have to be so wrong if there's no pain

I wasn't suppose to be, so free to live my life
Make my own judgments, and leave myself to die
I wasn't suppose to be, so free to live my life
Make my own judgments, and leave myself to die
*As you journey through life you will find that the ones you love the most are the ones that confuse you the most*

Indigicide
~~~~~~~~~

You!

I find a picture that I can't see through, and all I can think of is
Where!
Has my life gone that I don't even care, and all the images are just
Fake, I can't bleed, all these lies

Confronting you was never a challenge that I can't
Stop all this, Anger! From coming out! Pull the trigger!

Its alright, its what I expected, now my life has all been infected
With my touch, of uncertain ways, I never knew those were the good days

Dead!

You seem to think that I did what you said, your such an arrogant
Bitch!
I can't keep living under my skin, keep my thoughts buried within
Stain! I can't see, all these lies

Confronting you was never a challenge that I can't
Stop all this, Anger! From coming out! Pull the trigger!

Its alright, its what I expected, now my life has all been infected
With my touch, of uncertain ways, I never knew those were the good days

I hated you, you always yelled; I never knew you helped me
And all this punishment, was just a way of development
Changing the way I lived, changing the way I sinned
But now looking back I see, you were always there for me

Confronting you was never a challenge that I can't
Stop all this, Anger! From coming out! Mother Fucker!

Its alright, its what I expected, now my life has all been infected
With my touch, of uncertain ways, I never knew those were the good days
*As you grow you will realize that life only gets harder, and when you were little you always dreamed of growing up, but now, realize that "those were the good days"*

My Own Voice
~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Waiting! For the rise of completion
Dominated by principles of thought, celebrating their masculine ways
What do I want, so I can live
Away from all of you, who treat us like you do

I see your arrogant ways
I'm so distraught, down on my knees
And so I pray, for my choice
For the freedom to speak my own voice

Resistance against your tedious acts
Failure due to lack of numbers lack of acceptance
What do I want, so I can live
Away from all of you, who treat us like you do

I see your arrogant ways
I'm so distraught, down on my knees
And so I pray, for my choice
For the freedom to speak my own voice

What, did you want from us; Could, we survive your trust
You, slapped the cuffs on us first, cause we are different……..

I see your arrogant ways
I'm so distraught, down on my knees
And so I pray, for my choice
For the freedom to speak my own voice
*The people listen with there eyes closed, but they open them and see that there listening to a freak, so they shut there ears*

Now
~~~~~

Do you want me to; Be Your Friend
Want me to; Learn Not To Live
Like a good boy; Clean Your Self
Like a preppy boy; Live For Wealth
Do you want me to; Be Your Friend
Want me to; Learn Not To Live
Like a good boy; Clean Your Self
Like a preppy boy!

Time and time again, I have only wondered
Can I be your friend; Instead of buried under
All this stress! Can I take it; All this stress! Could I fake it

Now-Now-Now---Now!

So what if I messed up, It's my choice so fuck off!
Famous! For a moment; With out your love or consent
Free! From restraints; Of rules so obsolete
Guided! By my will; to find something more real
Then this! Boring life; Will fade away and die
Danger! Escapes me; I only see what's fun to me
Trouble! What's that; Noticed only by parents

Do you want me to; Be Who I Am Not
Want me to; Be Someone Else
Would you make me; Give It All Up
If you saw; I Was Already Fucked
Do you want me to; Be Who I Am Not
Want me to; Be Someone Else
Would you make me; Give It All Up
If you Saw!

Time and time again, I have searched; To find some way; To get away
From this stress! All these preps; From this stress! All this staff

Now-Now-Now---Now!

So what if I messed up!
*This song is about all the asshole preps at Dakota who don't actually realize that we are all the same*  

Timmy
~~~~~~~

Timmy!
Deep inside this grave I try to dig a hole to breathe
This suffocating pattern called life takes a hold of me

Life, was a blessed thing
Yet we used it like it's just a dream
Why, do we test our selves
Crying in our flourishing wealth

Timmy!
Deep inside this grave I try to dig a hole to breathe
This suffocating pattern called life takes a hold of me

Try, My taste of life
You'll see there's nothing there
Just anger and lies
And it's filled with no care

Design, a principal of thought; In defiant thoughts distraught
Decide, if you'll stay; or be there's to this day
Design, a principal of thought; In defiant thoughts distraught
Decide, if you'll stay; or be there's as Timmy

Design, a principal of thought; In defiant thoughts distraught
Decide, if you'll stay; or be there's to this day
Design, a principal of thought; In defiant thoughts distraught
Decide, if you'll stay; or be there's as Timmy

You can't break me
Humiliate me
Separate me
Cause I am Timmy
*Timmy is us, Timmy was different and we are different, Timmy is god. Timmy!*