Chapter 2

Destruction

Angelus was alone. He hated it and longed for the old days, to see his power reflected back at him in the eyes of his family. But time had wreaked its havoc and his mighty clan had fallen. Now only his two childer remained. One of them insane and the other ensouled.

He was surprised at how heavily a lack of a companion weighed upon him and this sense of wrongness niggled at him constantly, making him restless and uneasy. He searched for Drusilla, called across the world to her, but she was ever fickle and did not come. So instead he turned his mind back to Spike; the childe he’d regretfully left behind, and decided if he had nothing else, he would have Spike. He began investigating the possibility of banishing his soul.

Angelus spent months tracking down the greatest sorcerers. He threatened, fought and killed. He cajoled, he bribed and he cut deals with the audaciousness and determination that became legendary in the demon world. By the time he finally admitted defeat, he had re-established his reputation as one of the most ferocious and fearsome demons of his time. Yet fail he did, all his attempts came to nothing and the answer remained the same; the soul was tightly bound to his body, departing only when his body crumbled to dust.

He began to direct his thoughts towards creating a new family. Surely Spike couldn’t be that unique? He deliberately chose those humans that bore some resemblance to his childe and awaited each awakening with eager anticipation. But the ones he made were inferior substitutes and he could not tolerate any of them for long. They were too cowardly, too stupid, too dull or too meek; they lacked Spike’s beauty, his humour, his exuberance, his casual grace. Each time he turned a human hoping that this was the one. Gradually he came to realise that there was no substitute for his ensouled childe. After their turning, he no longer shared his powerful blood and those he'd created with suchhigh hopes and expectations, deteriorated into expendable minions and lackeys. He sent some brighter ones to gather news and to set a watch over Spike and the rest of Angel’s friends. Knowledge was power and eventually he’d find a way to use this power.

Whilst considering the problem of the soul, his contemplation expanded to embrace human wickedness. It occurred to him that despite their souls, humans could educate demons in the subjects of cruelty and destruction. A soul was corruptible, therefore so was Spike. This line of thought attracted his interest. It brought the old glint back to his eyes, and wheels in his head whirred and screeched with the white heat of manufacturing his plan.

He appreciated that he would have the might of the Council and the strength of the slayers to contend with. Rashness would lead to failure and never again would he allow himself to become incarcerated within a soul again. The first thing he needed to do was remove that potential threat. He focused his attention on the only person who had ever successfully re-souled him. The witch. Unfortunately, killing Willow would be a little difficult. Who would have believed that geeky little red-head would grow into the most powerful witch currently living? Hell, what next? Xander Harris, superhero?

What he needed was something that would take all of Willow’s attention, a diversion. He cast his mind back to earlier times for anything that might distract her and keep her bound to a different fight. There were various demons and monsters he could call upon but they were not what he required for this situation and for the moment he could think of nothing suitable.

oooo

Spike was truly abandoned. Again.

Apathy transmuted to rage against Angel’s betrayal. Any hope began to fade and the months passed without further word. Gradually, anger became mixed with self-hatred. He blamed himself for being such a pathetic wanker. He should never have revealed his cowardly fear of loneliness or exposed his passion in that kiss. He imagined the pure contempt Angel must have felt to take flight without a word.

Meanwhile, the visions continued without regard for the missing Champion. Fred, Wesley, Gunn, Giles and his L.A. slayers rallied around, rescuing victims and capably filling one of the Angel-shaped holes. But there was one void they could not fill and that was buried deep in Spike’s heart, where he suffered alone.

It was Gunn who made the break through. His old crew picked up a homeless guy who had travelled south from San Francisco. The man knew about vampires and reported that there was a new player in that city, picking out a certain type of guy. Wesley had run through police reports and examined the missing persons’ photographs. He frowned slightly, the connection was staring him in the face and the implications…. He showed the photographs to Spike.

Spike leafed through them, betraying no sign of emotion. Wesley broke the silence.

“They all look a little like you.”

He couldn’t deny it and Wesley continued.

“It’s Angelus, isn’t it? He’s turning them”

“Well maybe, but how could that tosser have returned? I think I’d have noticed if we’d…”

Spike frowned, his head full of scenarios each more unlikely than the last. Angel sneaking upstairs to shag with one of the slayers? On a scale of 1 to 10, and taking into account his relationship with a very young Buffy, he gave that likelihood a 3. Angel and himself shagging and then doing a spell to make him forget was even more difficult to believe and got a zero. Angel taking advantage of him whilst he slept and him not noticing? Minus three. Unless he used a date rape drug, which was ludicrous…. Even Spike realised his thoughts had tumbled into the ridiculous. There must be something they were missing.

They called Willow and discussed the curse, it was a revealing conversation. Her idea of happiness was a little more complex than that of persecuted gypsy folk. Being loved by the one she loved, being accepted by those she respected and saving the world from evil. Orgasms, although very nice, didn’t necessarily feature, perfection being more concerned with inner rather than physical satisfaction. They considered Angel, accepted by his son, loved by his childe, respected by the slayers, vanquishing the legions of hell and set back on his path with the blessings of the Powers That Be. Willow agreed it sounded perfect.

The Council and Angel Investigations erupted into a flurry of activity. They focused their search on San Francisco. But he’d had too much time to prepare. If he was still there then he’d set up powerful veiling magicks.

“I have contacts in San Francisco but they can’t find any sign of him. God knows where he is.” Wesley was beginning to sound defeated.

“We’ll just carry on searching. Damn I wish I still had access to the contracts that Wolfram and Hart hold. I’m certain he’ll have been setting up deals all over.” Gunn said with some frustration.

“But we don’t, so we’ll just have to continue searching in the-old fashioned way.” Wesley replied.

Spike nodded. Despite the bad news that they had lost Angelus, he felt more at peace than he had during all those long months since Angel had vanished. All his anger at Angel disappeared. It was just life pissing on them again. He wavered between joy that Angel hadn’t deliberately walked away from him and uncertainty that seeped into his bones. What did the change in the curse mean for Angel and himself? His face remained neutral; hiding both his hopes and fears. But his eyes betrayed his doubts.

oooo

Angelus went out to hunt, taking his frustration out on this city he despised. He’d much preferred San Francisco but reports indicated that the hounds were closing in and he had quickly moved on.

Winter was setting in early and the humans were swathed in coats and scarves, which was irritating. He hated having to unwrap all that fussy packaging before he could eat. Finally, a smooth throat lay bare and exposed in front of him. He allowed canines to linger on the pulse point in anticipating of the pleasurable warmth and the rich flavour,carrying the underlying metallic taste of terror. Her face felt chilled even against his own cold skin. He was about to crunch in and take his fill when suddenly he let her drop, his eyes distant and thoughtful. Her icy cold skin had given him an idea and he quickly returned to the lair and called for the minions.

The idea began to take shape. There was so much to arrange when travelling distances and his destination was remote and inhospitable. He wished he had some of his reliable minions of old. Nevertheless, there were a few in this batch who were capable. He’d long got tired of seeing images of Spike wherever he looked and his current troupe were more varied, picked according to their skills rather than appearance. It was time they were tested. He set them to work organising the details of the trip.

“I’ll be gone for about a week. Kyle and Elle you’re with me. Smith,” he indicated the bulky minion who towered over the others, “you’re to see to things whilst I’m away. We’ll leave as soon as possible. If any of you let me down, I’ll… well, I don’t need to threaten you do I?” He asked with a look of pleasant enquiry on his face.

It was true, he didn’t. They were already terrified of him.

Now that he was taking control he finally felt something like his old self again. The joy in hatching and juggling fiendish plans and the pleasure in his own cunning, there was nothing to beat it. This new undertaking was his first step to his childe and he finally allowed his thoughts to turn to William. He was almost in sight, and damn, Angelus was looking forward to the thrill of the chase, the struggle for dominance and finally the pleasure of having Spike at his side once more. There was not a sliver of doubt as to the eventual outcome.

oooo

“Our problem is, of course, Angel was familiar with our techniques, so Angelus knows what he’s fighting. Also, like all supernatural creatures he has an affinity for magic. If he wants to disappear off our radar he can. I’m convinced that we would do better searching for him utilising human processes.” Wesley said.

“Human processes? You mean trawling through papers and police reports?” Spike’s voice held a distinct lack of enthusiasm.

“Tedious I know, but we have to presume he’ll have minions now. He and his entourage will make an impact wherever they settle. Besides the glut of missing people, one of them will eventually make a mistake.”

“Good point, actually. New minions are a bunch of brain dead tossers. Although we might not need to find him, there’s a pretty good chance that he’ll find us first. I doubt if he’s spent the last few months holidaying or relaxing on some moon-drenched beach.”

Wesley sighed wearily.

“That has occurred to me. I’m particularly concerned about you, Spike. We’ve been developing tracers - a mixture of the magical and the technological. They’re only prototypes but early indications are excellent. I would like you to carry one. We’ll sew one into the hem of your coat and you won’t even know it’s there”

Spike protested out of habit. “It’s a bit Big Brother, innit? And I’m talking about 1984, not the reality show, yeah?”

Wesley shook his head in earnest disagreement.

“It’s essential for your safety. We’ve seen both Angel and Angelus in the throes of obsession before and those pictures indicate that, this time, you’re his fixation. You, more than anyone, Spike, must understand what he’s capable of. I’ll continue searching for him but meanwhile, we all have to keep safe. We need to know where you are at all times. If it makes you feel any better, the rest of the team will also be tagged.”

“So what’s with the new development? How are they different from normal tracers?”

“I think it’s probably best that you don’t know. If Angelus does capture you it’s vital that you don’t betray its power with a look or even a thought.”

So Spike agreed and gave in gracefully, accepting the protection, secretly touched by the genuine concern everyone showed.

He returned to training his slayers with a renewed vigour and intensity, taking down Angelus would almost certainly fall to them. Spike became grim and increasingly focused. They were his slayers and they were going to survive. They, for their part, mirrored his intensity and set about their new training regime with bleak determination. They were his slayers and Angel was one of theirs, they would not let either of them down. During this time, they saw more of Spike in gameface than in his human aspect, as he allowed all his vampiric speed and strength to come into play and antagonised their slayer senses into overdrive. After the speed and adrenaline rush of their all-day training sessions, the real world felt slow and dull. They realised that they were becoming conditioned to a different rate of living.

“You know that saying; live fast, die young?” Chris queried, raising an eyebrow.

“He’s killing us.” Kirsty agreed.

“What does it matter? You only fit in a certain amount of living and you can either live it fast or drag it out to fill the years.” Neesha replied.

“We’re the humming birds of the human world.” Kirsty laughed.

“We’re becoming real slayers. He’s turning us into the best.” Chris answered. “The fist of the Council.”

“Spike’s fist.”

They nodded and Neesha raised her glass of water in salute.

“Live fast, die young.”

The others nodded their agreement.

Spike watched from the shadows, guilt gnawing at him. He felt affection for them, they were his, but he was prepared to use them all to bring back his sire. And they knew it. Accepted it. His fist. His sword. Forged in battle and sharpened by adversity. He hoped they would not break in the clash.

When he had finished training and patrolling, he would spend time with Angel’s friends, people who understood and shared Spike’s sadness. Sometimes he would stay with Wesley and Fred - of all people they knew. In the love that bound them, they had some comprehension of what Spike had lost and although they never spoke of it, Fred’s sweetness and Wesley’s strength, during this time made him appreciate them as never before. Together they would spend time away from duties and responsibilities. They would call Gunn, order Chinese and lounge around sharing wine and memories. Eventually talk would turn to old battles and new evils. It felt familiar and comfortable to the humans. Wesley reflected that the only thing that had changed was the vampire they shared it with.

And whilst they searched and fought and let duty consume them, they failed to notice the spies watching and observing the minutiae of their lives. Recording it all and forwarding reports to their master.

oooo

It had been a tedious and complicated journey to arrange but here they were. Angelus was blessed with a photographic memory. As he observed the bleak and featureless landscape of the Russian Steppes he ran through his memories and grinned with immense self-satisfaction. His confidence soared. The flat rock in front of him was distinctive. It was the place he remembered. His plan was going to work. If this didn’t distract the witch then nothing would.

“Damn, I’m good!”

He turned to his minions.

“I’m opening a portal here. You’re to guard it. Nothing is to come in or out of it except me. It’ll take a couple of minutes and then I’ll be back. If I’m more than five minutes, then Kyle, you jump through and come and find me. You understand?”

The two minions nodded.

“Bring the human forward.”

They pulled forward a man heavily wrapped in warm clothes. His eyes appeared blank and hopeless.

“Remove his coat.”

The man didn’t try to struggle. His body showed fang marks on his neck and wrists. He had been their sole source of sustenance for the last two days. He turned to them expecting the feeding frenzy of previous days. Tears appeared in his eyes.

“Pozhaluista…please”

“Don’t beg.” He shook his head at the minions. “I hate it when they beg.”

“Ya ne ponimayu.”

“You don’t need to understand, old man.”

Without further warning Angelus surged forward and ripped at the man’s throat, a meagre flow of blood drained out onto the rock below. He took a heavy disc from his pocket and dipped it into the gaping hole in the man’s neck, covering it in the last drops of blood draining from the man. It was the disc Angel had been given to move through to the demon dimension. He needed to realign it to a different world and so sent the bloodied disc spinning to the blood anointed stone.

“Chi’lustra.”

He pronounced it carefully. His glee was evident as the portal flashed to life before him.

“Get this wrong and I’ll teach you what lies beyond agony.”

The two vampires nodded and held themselves poised for whatever came next. Angelus leapt through the mystical gateway and a blast of icy air hit them. They held their ground and waited for their master.

oooo

Spike put a hand to head, he could feel the emptiness, the sudden void before his senses were filled with sights and sounds and tastes of the vision. He groaned in pain as images were hardwired directly into his brain. He became momentarily lost to the world and immersed in a new one. A world where the cold froze him to his very core…

Snow falling, wind howling, ice creaking, falls frozen. A man sitting, frozen eyes, frosted lips, as though all of winter is drawn towards him, is embodied in him. The falling snow, the creaking ice, the wind all whisper the same refrain, echoing the words barely breathed passed the man's own lips, haunting the dreams of unwary travellers. And those that stumbled free from the frozen land would whisper to those who would hear, "Please set me free..."

A stranger appeared in the heart of the land of snow and ice and saw the man and heard his words and laid cold hand upon frozen brow.

"I will set you free, old man."

Thus the pledge was spoken. The traveller wiped his knife and left. The man remained. Warm blood flowed into pristine snow, red streamlets oozed, cutting furrows through the ice and then that too froze. The sky threw down hail, the cold bit and icicles fell like knives in the screaming wind.

The last breath, the last beat and a frozen body in the frozen wastes.

The stranger strides through icy winds, bleak blizzards. His footsteps crunch, the earth cracks beneath his feet. Winter spreads out around him, black and desolate, as cold as death. The heartbeat gone forever from this land. Flowering trees brittle with hoary frost. A rabbit caught forever, wide eyes staring, ready to flee, a girl in summer dress, arm thrown up, countenance reveals a look of eternal surprise. Hearts stopped and bodies frozen, all trapped within this rimy web. This beautiful, crystalline world. No life, no breath to animate this frigid land. No life. Except dark stranger. Looks around and sees it all, lips draw back and teeth glint white, glacial laughter echoes, branches crack at the sound, shattering the eerie silence. Haunting laughter, echoing in every corner and the fragile world is cracking, crystal splintering, a crescendo of icy laughter crashing into it, smashing it. The world is glass and it is fragmenting, snapping and tinkling, tumbling, dissolving and gone.

The icy breath of laughter hangs over the void.

…Spike awoke clutching his throat and gasping for air he no longer needed, wide-eyed he turned to the others in horror and breathed the words that fell like a pebble into emptiness.

“Angelus.” Spike whispered.

“You saw him?” Wesley asked.

Spike nodded.

“What happened?”

“He destroyed a world.”

“Destroyed… this world?”

They reflected the silent horror in his eyes.

“No, but close to this one, too close.”

His voice was calm but his hands betrayed him with a tremor, as the shock of what he had witnessed echoed through him.

“What did he do? Tell us what happened, Spike.”

Spike nodded and took a breath to compose himself.

“There was disease in the world. Not physical you understand?”

“Well, not really, but carry on.”

“A world eater that moved from dimension to dimension, devouring a world before moving on to the next. There was a man, he was powerful and he had sat alone for the last five hundred years, holding back the cold, protecting his world. He was tired beyond the meaning of the word but still he persevered. I saw Angelus appear before him and slit his throat.”

Spike swallowed convulsively.

“What happened next?”

“The world was drained of power. It froze and then fragmented into a million lifeless shards. It took minutes.”

“It disappeared? A whole world? Are you sure?” Wesley could hardly comprehend the magnitude of such an event.

“Yeah, I’m sure. I watched it happen.”

“Right, we have to stop it. Did you get a timeframe?”

“It’s already happened. Angelus left the portal open and the dying man reached through it and found me. He shoved it all into my head just as he was seeing it. He told me it’s close. Close to where we are. Only a few dimensions to go and then us. He said it was coming for us.”

Wesley felt the hairs on his arms stand on end as a chill swept through him. He took a deep, calming breath.

“So let me get this straight. There is a disease that can travel between worlds and now, because of Angelus, it is making its way inexhaustibly to our dimension?”

“That’s about the size of it.”

“My God! But this is dreadful. How long do we have?”

“It took weeks before he realised what was happening on his world and he managed to get to it in the nick of time. He told me the signs - temperatures drop, the weather changes and the warmth of the sun diminishes. He called it a parasite.”

“So this sorcerer guy thinks we have what? About twelve weeks? We have about twelve weeks before it strikes our world?”

Gunn rubbed his arms and looked around, as though he could already see and feel the encroaching cold.

“Perhaps a little more…”

“Did the man give you any clue as to how he held it back?”Wesley's mind had absorbed the threat and was already seeking the solution.

“He wasn’t exactly coherent. He was mourning his world. That he couldn’t save it. He kept saying that he was only a spell-caster, not a spell-maker.”

“What does that mean?” Gunn asked.

“All spells are created by someone or something and people with an affinity for magic can use these spells themselves. They are spell-casters. Spell-makers are considerably rarer, they create spells. There haven’t been any new spells for generations.”

“That ain’t right.” Spike replied with a puzzled frown.

“What do you mean?”

“Red, I mean, Willow, was always making new spells. The one that empowered the slayers…”

“That had been done before.”

“But she changed it to include every potential. Doesn’t that make it a new spell? She was always pulling apart spells and joining them together, twisting them into what she needed.”

“That is so incredibly dangerous, was she never taught…”

“No, she never was. That’s the point though, she was never taught about danger. She’s used to moving pieces of computer code around and she assumed that spells were the same.”

“But they aren’t.” Wesley protested.

“What’s the difference?” Fred asked curiously.

“Spells involve asking favours from very powerful entities. Her cavalier approach could have been incredibly dangerous.”

“Well they must like audacity and an enquiring mind because they love her.” Spike said. “She couldn’t get the Latin right once and in the end swore, said that she knew the goddess understood what she wanted and to just do it. She’s a little spitfire sometimes. Dunno if I’d care to cross her.”

Wesley was stunned.

“I see what you mean about audacity. And yet she lived through it.”

“Uh huh. Not only that. They did her bidding and the spell worked.” Spike finished.

“We need to get Willow working on this immediately.” He noticed that Spike looked troubled. “What is it?”

“You get that this is probably why Angelus destroyed the world? Red is the only one to ever successfully force the soul back into him, so the evil bastard is using the death of that world to draw her away.”

“Yes, I see. A diversion. But frankly, I don’t know what else we can do. The end of the world is currently more important than getting Angel back. You know he’d say the same thing if he were here. Still, we’re not going to stop searching for him.”

oooo

Angelus returned in triumph. He had never seen the fall of a world before. It had been exhilarating! The feel of everything falling apart and disintegrating, the power he’d felt as he’d walked through the destruction. Jeez what a buzz. Of course, they would eventually discover this new threat and that would be the witch safely out of the game for a while.

He was intrigued to find an email from Spike waiting for him. All it said was; Angelus.

Angelus nodded in satisfaction and then typed up his reply.

You took your time. This is the crack Council / AI team? I’m embarrassed for you. And hey, guess sweet, tasty Fred fixed your computer following your little temper tantrum. Ah William. So destructive, I hate to see you tamed, you should be untrammelled, a force of nature.

That would send them panicked and wild-eyed, suspecting that even within their inner sanctum he had spies. They forgot he had a brain and knew Spike well, his reactions were easy to predict, especially in the light of the silence that followed his provocative emails.

I don’t like being played with, mate.

Angelus gave a laugh.

Shame. I enjoy playing with you so much… mate.

He enjoyed the hunt almost as much as catching the prey. He knew Spike wouldn’t be able to resist answering the challenging message. He was right, as usual.

Enjoy your game whilst you can, you can’t hide forever and then before you can say ’ensouled’… but I guess you know the rest.

He quickly typed a new message, he loved sparring with Spike, even if only verbally.

Your bluster is boring me, Childe.

He pressed send.

Not trying to keep you amused. You destroyed a world and angered some powerful people. You can’t win, Angelus. I want my sire back and I will. Whatever it takes.

It irritated him when Spike denied their relationship. And how the hell did they know about the dead world already? He reflected that he might have finally found some worthy opponents.

Like all things, worlds are born and then they die. So I cut short it’s existence by a few months /years/ aeons. What’s the difference? I mean really? Be honest. As for your sire, you were sired by a demon, by blood and fang, not by a human or by a soul. Guess that makes me your Sire, so you want me? Come and get me. And finally, I always win.

He waited for the click of a new message and was not disappointed.

You always win? Yeah, right! The gypsies beat you, Willow defeated you and Buffy sent you to hell. See a pattern emerging here, Sire? And technically maybe you’re my Sire… but we both know my eternity could never be you.

Enough of this. Time to introduce the boy to some realities.

Your eternity? What makes you think you have one? Anyway, you make Angel too happy, so either way he can’t stay with you. I’m the only Sire you’ll ever have.

Send.

I refuse to believe that. Somehow we’ll find a way.

This was beginning to irritate him.

Yawn.

Send

I will get Angel back.

Foolish boy.

Zzzzzzzz

Send. Log out.

That had whetted his appetite. No one understood his games quite like Spike and he was more determined than ever to move on to the next part of his plan. He studied the reports from his spies. At first it seemed a hopeless task trying to find any sort of pattern in their movements. Their days and nights seemed to be chaotic and unpredictable. He then noted that Spike would often spend time with Wesley and Fred and, providing nothing else intervened, these visits had a certain regularity. This was exactly what he was looking for. He prepared for a trip back to Los Angeles, ensuring that his protective tattoos were in place. Lindsey had been good for something, these tattoos actually worked.

The bond he’d had with Spike had dissipated and his childe would have no warning, it had been too long since their last blood sharing. He took with him the two minions who weren’t complete idiots.

Angelus composed a note; the letters were scratchy and rushed, but overall he felt it was a satisfactory imitation of Spike’s hand. He despatched it immediately.

Wesley, expecting the arrival of Spike, instead received the message:

“Sorry, Mate. Can’t make it this time. Cheers Spike.”

Although presenting himself as an oddity in auto-addicted L.A. where only the down-and-outs walked the street, Spike often journeyed on foot. He enjoyed it. Naturally nocturnal, the night held precious little fear for him. Daylight leeched him, but this was his element. Every scent carried clearly on the warm breeze that stirred the trash in the backstreets. His body stiffened, his footsteps stuttered and he whipped around.

“You may as well show yourself. I can frigging smell you.”

“Spike? It’s me.”

Spike buried all signs of apprehension, never show the bastard weakness.

“What do you want, Angelus?”

“Would I be here if I were still him? It’s me, childe. I’ve been re-souled.”

“Angel?” Spike felt his heart lurch in hope.

“I’m sorry, I returned to you as quickly as possible. Jeez, it’s so good to see you again!”

Spike moved closer, scenting the air and then his face screwed up with a bitter laugh.

“You really thought you could fool me?”

Angelus grinned. “No, I didn’t.”

Spike had been so intent on his sire he’d gotten careless. Too late he turned, responding to a noise and realising that his sire had merely been distracting him whilst the jaws of trap snapped shut.

As Spike brought a hand to the stinging dart, Angelus patted him on the shoulder and chuckled good-naturedly.

“Do you remember that tranquillizer gun you helped Fred to develop?”

Before his horror could register on his face Spike had collapsed to the ground.

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