UP UNTIL NOW
Up until now, I thought I could take it.
But in every silent moment I'm pressed upon with pain.
It creeps into my head and preys upon my lonliness.
A disease with no cure.
And up until now, I thought I could take it.
But as my heart sits shattered and broken I can barely stay composed.
There are so many questions without answers, so many doubts without proof.
And up until now, I thought I could take it.
But i tremble unceasing and I'm lost in my own world.
Fears chase me unrelentless and scar me every time I fall.
There is a room with no light, a saddness with no end.
And up until now, I thought i could take it.
But I can't stop weeping and it's so cold in this place.
It's almost as if I've lost all sight of hope and light.
There is a love unreturned, a heart finally dead.
And up until now, I thought I could take it.
But as you can plainly see, I can't
WRITTEN BY MONIQUE DOUCETTE