alone with my thoughts.
Memories
floating
around
making me laugh
and cry.
A face drifts in
others fade
the eyes
haunting, sad.
Pain fills my heart
tears fill my eyes.
Remembering
that sadness of death
that brought us together.
Letters and calls
wonderful conversation
replaying the past
future tripping
laughter and tears
alot of emotion.
Sigh come out
tears
start
to
fall
hanging my head low
sobbing out loud
overwhelming loneliness
no word
6 months
gone.
Thoughts
dreams
and wishes
torturing my heart
wishing the train will stop
leaving me in peace.
Wondering
where
he
might
be.
Pictures appear
closing my eyes
wishing them away
until I am stronger
able to deal with them.
Eyes pleading with me
begging
for relief.
Pain inside
cuts
too deep.
Memories fading
back to subconcious.
Out of the chair
into my room.
Lying down on my bed
hugging my dog.
Smiling
again
drifting
off to sleep.
S. Boudreau
Together we wrote stories.
Laughter was common with us.
The festivity is gone, replaced with hollowness.
What ever happened to our light hearted repartee?
Have I not been a friend?
Did I do something immoral?
My heart is twisting in the darkness of agony.
I see you about and my eyes fill with tears.
Come be my confidant once again.
Please don’t leave me forlorn.
Don’t leave me to grieve.
A affirmation is all I ask for,
Whether benevolent or adverse
Your silence is killing me.
S.Boudreau
