The Day You Left:Part One. By S.A.M.R.

I didn't know what to say to you when you told me about your true feelings for me. It changed our friendship. My whole life. But why was I so shocked upon hearing that you loved me? You had given me so many hints... the constant filming of me when I was recapturing the Clow Cards, the constant blushing whenever we were together...just to name a few.

Of course, I thought it weird that you filmed me and only me and made me all of those weird Battle Costumes. But I never once thought that you liked me in that way.

Sometimes I wish that you had never told me of your true feelings. At least then, we could go on with our lives. But now... how can I be near you and not feel weird? You are my best friend. And that is how I love you. Nothing more.

But...why did you suddenly disappear from my life after I told you how I felt? Is it that I caused you pain to be near me after knowing that I do not love you back? That must be it. Why else would you leave me? Oh Tomoyo-chan... I am so sorry if I hurt you. But not having you in my life hurts ME. I could always come to you for support whenever I needed it. Now who can I turn to? Kero-chan is only interested in his video games and Syaoran has his hands full with Meilin...Touya and Yukito are inseperable now that Touya knows that Yukito is Yue. And dad...dad is busy researching things for the University. So I have no one to turn to. To talk to.

Oh, I know that there is always Chiharu or her cousin Takashi or, even Rika...but they are not YOU, Tomoyo-chan.

Maybe I should just let you be. Give you time to heal. But I so desperately want to talk to you now, Tomoyo-chan! We need to work things out.To smooth the ice. But you will not even talk to me on the phone whenever I call you and you huddle at your desk in school, absorbing yourself in school work that you will not talk to me...acknowledge my presence.

I have made up my mind. After this storm is over tonight, I am going to fly to your house and make you talk to me.To let me know that I still have a best friend.Until then...I shall wait.

To Be Continued...

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