So Much

Too good for me I know, but still,
I have to feel so feel I will.
For when you're near I know so true,
I have to feel - So much.

One sweet smile is all it takes,
Seeing you leave causes my heartbreaks.
You might forget but I wont you,
Because I know I feel so much.

Of course I left it far to late,
But I have to say for my hearts sake.
The fondest memories to my mind,
Were of you asleep, and your soft touch.

I denied it to myself it's true,
Denied all that I felt for you.
So much easier to be blind,
But i'm going to miss you so much.

Was scared perhaps, i'm not enough,
You're so beautiful and i'm not so tough.
Have nothing at all to offer you,
and so it hurt so much.

Beautiful body, Beautiful mind,
Twas your laugh that sealed my bind.
Had no idea what there was to do,
Just wish and dream so much.

So I guess this is goodbye,
You know it's wrong for guys to cry,
So i'll smile and shoulder the blame,
for missing you like I do, so much.

Remember if you want and will,
come back down here, i'll love you still.
Though all things change they stay the same,
I'd love you - So much.

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