Below is some more thoughts on bdsm and things I like, but first, here is one of my favorite fantasies for a scene!

It starts when I come into contact with a guy who tells me that he belongs to a group who organizes private slave auctions. He tells me to go to specific spot and follow certain orders if I am interested.

Of course, I am kind of scared but also very turned on! So, I do as he tells. The spot I have to go is far away and deserted, in the back of a large park. When I get there I see some distance away a dark van exactly as he had told me. I take off all of my clothes as he instructed me, kneel on the ground, clasp my hands behind my back and lower my head and close my eyes (my back is towards the van).

Then, after some time, I feel rough hands touching me. Qucickly, a mask is put over my head and I can not see anything anymore. Next, my hands are cuffed behind my back. I am pulled up and made to walk naked to the van. There, I am pushed in the back.

During the drive nothing happens. Nobody talks and because of the mask I can not see anything.

Then, after a long time the van stops and I am taken out. I have to go on my knees and they lock a collar around my neck. I am put on a leash and blindfolded I have to crawl. We go into a house and finally we arrive at a large room. Here, the mask goes off.

In the room are about 8 to 10 guys, all older than me, in their late 30ies and 40ies, most of them are muscular and dressed in leather and boots. I am put on a podium and the leash is attached to a bolt in the ceiling.

Then, the guys have the opportunity to check me out. They pull and squeeze my cock and balls, my nipples, they make me bend over and check out my asshole. They put their finger up my mouth, check out the firmness of my muscles and also, they make me go on my knees and take their cocks in mouth, just to check out how much cock I can take up my throat.

Finally, when everybody is satisfied, the bidding process starts. But after a while, when prices go higher and higher and I get confused they start laughing and tell me that they are gonna change plans. Instead of being auctioned off they will all use me.

My hands are then stretched above my head and locked to chains hanging from the ceiling. I can just about stand on the tips of my toes.

Then, they attach a very large weight to my balls and order me to swing it around which hurts. My cock is rock hard and they make fun of me. Then, they put clamps on my tits and insert a large dildo up my ass. They decide then that it is time to whip me. They all take turns and whip and flog me all over my body untill I start crying, but they still continue. Finally, they stop and loosen the chains and I fall on my knees to the floor.

Next, I will have to crawl around the room, pulling the weight on my balls and I am made to lick their boots. Some of them piss over me while I am licking their boots and they make me lick up the piss as well.

One grabs me by my hair and starts fucking my face. Then they all start taking turns fucking my mouth, sometimes I have to take two cocks at the same time. I am whipped by others while I am sucking cock.

This is just the start. After I have satisfied them all, they lock me in a metal cage for a while while they go relax and drink some beers….

TO BE CONTINUED…!!!

Some more thought on bdsm en scenes I am very interested in doing.

The first category has to do with submission. This is a very hot part of bdsm because it deals with how you lose control and become a slave. Below are descriptions of 2 scenes I am very interested in doing.

Kidnap

I am ordered to go to a certain place at a certain time when there will be no people, for instance a park or the woods late at night. When I arrive I see the van parked exactly at the spot where I was told it would be. Then, I quickly strip naked (close to the van or at an other spot that I was ordered to) and kneel on the ground. I put my hands on my back, bow my head en close my eyes. Then, after a certain period of time, rough hands grab me, put a mask over my head so I don’t see anything anymore and quickly my hands are cuffed behind my back. Then I am pulled up and taken to the van where I am thrown into the back….

Slave Auction

I am ordered to go to a certain house for a private slave auction. After I arrive I am quickly stripped of my clothes and a collar is put around my neck. A leash is attached to it and I am marched to the podium. There, the leash is attached to a bolt in the wall and I am on full display. The men in the room have now the possibility of checking me out: they can squeeze my cock and balls, pull my tits, check out my ass or they can order me to do certain things like bend over and show my ass or getting my cock hard so they can check how big it gets. Also, they can order me to go on my knees to take their cock in my mouth (not to suck them off, but just to test how much cock I can take down my throat). Then, when all have checked out the merchandise, the bidding procedure starts. I will become the slave to the highest bidder…

LOSING CONTROL

Some examples:

Cage

After being taken as slave I am put in a heavy metal cage or a small cell, completely naked. I can have a metal or leather slave collar locked around my neck and possibly my hands can be handcuffed as well. In addition, I might have a chastity belt locked around my cock and balls and/or a dildo strapped into my ass. Like this I have to stay in the cage or cell for as long as the Master wants, only to be taken out for punishment or training.

Bondage rack

I am strapped to a metal bondage rack, naked and upright, with weights pulling on my balls. I am masked or blindfolded and clamps are attached to my tits, and like this I have to stay for I don’t know how long… I am only taken off the rack for punishment or training.

TRAINING

Training has two big components: PAIN and HUMILIATION.

Pain has to do with undergoing physical torture while not being able to resist because I am in bondage or chains. Humiliation has to do with undergoing or forced to do things that are humiliating and degrading.

I think there are two forms of pain: pain that is just pleasurable because it is not too heavy and gets your cock hard. And then there is pain that goes (way) beyond that and is really PAIN. The first type of pain is erotic from a pure physcial perspective, the second one I find erotic from the psychological side (the idea of undergoing real hard pain and torture and not being able to resist it is a big mental turn-on!!!).