CHAPTER FORTY SIX Once the lights turned off and the band stopped playing, we rushed off the stage and all the way to our buses, which were waiting for us on different levels so we couldn’t all get mobbed if it happened. Bodyguards surrounded us as we ran. We were split up, into the groups we were going to be for the next bus ride. I wrapped my bathrobe that began untying tighter around me as I ran. I spotted the bus and breathed a sigh of relief. The doors opened and I ran in. My feet were heavy as I made my way to my bed. I felt the bus lurch into gear and roll away. Damn, all I needed was a couple of hours of undisturbed sleep. I closed my eyes and pulled up my covers. I was about to dose off when I heard footsteps. “Not now Nick, I just need a couple of hours,” “It’s not Nick,” I shot up from my bed hitting my bed on the bunk above it. Leighanne. The shock wore off and anger filled my veins. What the fuck? What the hell was she doing in my fucking bus? Kevin. I ran for my cell phone and dialed Nick’s number. It rang and rang, but nobody picked it up. Fear filled me. The thoughts that must be going through his head right now. My God. My poor baby. I walked into the tight bathroom and shut the door behind me. I sat on the toilet, and rolled my eyes at how small it was. No answer. I called again. After 7 rings someone breathlessly answered the phone. My stomach tightened as visions filled my mind of why Nick could be breathless. “Nick?” I choked out. “Naw, it’s AJ,” What was AJ doing answering Nick’s phone? My stomach knotted even more and I began to feel my lunch come up. “Wh-Wa-?” “Could I call you back?” “Why?” “Because Nick and I…were talking…” Tears blurred my vision. “Let me talk to him,” “He seriously doesn’t want to talk to you,” there was bitterness in his voice too. “What the hell are you doing with him?” “Talking,” “Bullshit!” “Brian! I would never do that!” He yelled. “Where the fuck did that come from?” “I don’t know.” I paused, trying to catch my breath and stop my head from spinning. “I’m sorry. Forget it,” “Okay, fine.” “Why doesn’t he want to talk to me?” “I told you not to go back to her,” My eyes grew wide, “WHAT?” “You went back to her, you prick!” He was yelling now. I winced. “What the hell are you talking about!?” I whispered, stunned. “Leighanne!” The knots in my stomach grew tighter. “Shit,” “Yeah, shit you got caught, right?” “No! It’s not like that!” “What? It’s not like that? Aww, did she seduce you?” AJ asked in a babyish tone, “poor baby.” “It-I-It wasn’t me! I swear!” “No, it’s Brian’s twin brother!” The anger in his voice didn’t relent. “Kevin did this!” I yelled, may temper flaring, not at AJ but at Kevin. “Did what?” “That bitch! I didn’t do this, I swear! He set this up!” My voice broke. I felt completely helpless. “Set what up?” He sounded skeptical. “How the hell was I supposed to know whom I was going to be rooming with?” AJ grew silent. “Come on man, you know I wouldn’t do that,” He still didn’t answer. I couldn’t really blame him. “I love him” “That asshole!” AJ yelled. I breathed a sigh of relief. He believed me. “Let me talk to Nick,” “Um….” “Please? Just let me talk to him for a second,” “Yeah, hold on.” I held my breath, waiting for him to answer. CHAPTER FORTY SEVEN “Hello?” I whispered. “Yeah,” he sounded so deflated. My heart broke. “Baby! I’m so sorry!” I cried. He didn’t answer. “I didn’t do this, Kevin did. I swear it!” “Why would Kevin…” “Because he’s trying to get me and Leighanne back together, but I promise you it’s only you. Only you baby,” I was blabbering on, but I couldn’t stop. I couldn’t handle the way he sounded. So upset. Like his whole world crumbled. Much like mine was doing at the moment if he didn’t believe me. “What?” “It’s only you baby. It was Kevin who did this, I swear.” “Why?” “Why what?” “Why does he want you and Leighanne back together?” “I don’t know. He has this vision of us together. That’s why he was all mad at the hotel, he wanted me to tell him what was up. He knew something was wrong,” I felt the tension ease slightly. I knew he was beginning to believe me. He had that tone of voice. “Oh,” “Yeah, ‘oh’.” He was silent. “Baby, you have to trust me with this, I don’t love her. I love you. It’s only you. Always.” “I-” “Please, it’s only you,” “I believe you,” I looked up at the ceiling of the bus and thanked the Lord. He was quiet for a moment. I figured I’d give him his time. “Kevin won’t understand,” his voice was just above a whisper. My heart broke. The poor boy, he looked up to Kevin, and oh God what a sight that would be if Kevin rejected him. I swallowed back tears. What would I do if he rejected me? “I know,” I did. That’s what started this. “Shit,” “I know. And he’s not going to stop until he finds out.” That’s stubborn Kevin all right. I just can’t believe how scared we are for him to find out. “Thank God,” “Thank God he’s going to stop at nothing until he finds out?” I asked completely confused. His rich laughter filled the receiver and I felt chills run down my spine. “No, thank God…you know…you and Leighanne…” “Never. There is no Leighanne and I.” I could almost see his smile. “Baby, I miss you so much,” he whispered. My throat went dry. “I miss you too,” I choked out. Was it suddenly getting hot in here? Damn. A knock at the door interrupted me. “Hold on a sec babe,” I whispered to him. “Are you okay?” Leighanne asked through the door. I realized how I had left her. Storming out of the room and into the kitchen. She must think… “Yeah, sorry. I’m just not feeling well,” “Come out, I’ll get you some water,” she suggested. “In a second,” I answered. “No no, go ahead. Go out,” Nick suggested through the phone. I raised an eyebrow in question; I didn’t think he liked me spending time with Leighanne. “But…” “I’ll still be on the phone,” he cut me off with a slight tone I couldn’t decipher through the cell. I guess he trusted me more now. I nodded, forgetting he couldn’t see me and opened the door to the bathroom. “Over here,” she called. I sat down on the random chair that was nailed to the floor. “You wanna make it up to me?” Nick whispered. I recognized his tone when my body heated and I got hard. I swallowed hard, “Yeah. Anything,” “You sure you wanna say that?” “Yeah,” my throat was dry and I reached for the glass of water in Leighanne’s hand. She eyed me warily for a second before returning to her magazine. “Stay on the phone,” “Okay, I can do that,” I answered. “And don’t move.” “What do you mean?” “I know you’re with Leighanne right now, right?” “Mmm hmm,” “So don’t leave her.” “O-Okay…” He didn’t speak for a minute. I was beginning to get anxious. “Baby,” his voice was suddenly deep. I gripped my chair and felt my knuckles turn white. “I miss you so much,” “I…miss you too,” I whispered. Leighanne looked up, “who are you talking to?” “My mom,” I replied. Leighanne nodded and turned back to her magazine. “I’m your mom now?” “I guess,” I replied in a whisper. “I bet you I could take care of you better than your mom or any can,” I could hear him smile through his words. I took a deep breath, trying to calm my nerves and my fast beating heart. “It’s so hard,” I closed my eyes and felt my cock press against my pants. “I miss you so bad, it’s so hard to be away from you. Oh God,” he moaned. My stomach fluttered at the realization of what he was doing. “God, you don’t know what you do to me,” he whispered huskily. It took all I had not to moan with him. Okay, just stare at the wall. Stare at the wall and think about basketball. Not how much you wanna fuck him senseless. Look at Leighanne. Look at how she purses her lips when she reads. There. How uninteresting is that?! “Baby, God. Oh shit,” My God. My head began to spin and I closed my eyes to try and stop it. Come on. Basketball. Road trips. Something! “I can’t…uh…fuck…baby, I know I told you slow, to go slow…but I wanna rip your clothes off and fuck you right on the bus.” My erection was now so hard it hurt. His heavy breathing filled my ear, as I tried to regulate my own. He was making this hard. Really hard. It wasn’t fair. I couldn’t not think about his sexy voice against my ear. I just couldn’t. I needed him. My heart was pounding and my grip on the chair didn’t give up. “The next time I see you, I’m going to make you come so hard you’ll forget how to breathe,” he whispered huskily. I could hardly see straight. “Fuck, I want you so bad,” “Please,” I whispered. I couldn’t breathe. All I could think about was him on me. Sucking me. Jerking me off. Fucking me. Something. Leighanne looked up, “are you okay?” “Yeah,” I croaked. Nick laughed in my ear, which caused me to harden even more. “Baby, I’m so hard right now. I need you here with me.” “I can’t-,” I couldn’t handle this. I needed him. I was so hard I could barely breathe. Fuck. I couldn’t focus my mind on anything but my release. He had got me past the point of return. I needed him now. “Brian baby, you can’t leave her. Stay.” He replied, almost reading my mind. I shut my eyes tightly, hoping to stop the spinning some. “Uh, God Brian,” he moaned. I opened my mouth so I could breathe. This was getting out of hand. It wasn’t fair. I couldn’t do a thing. “This tour…Brian…the more I’m away from you…” his voice cracked. “The more I’m away from you, the more I wanna fuck you so hard…” I glanced at Leighanne, but she wasn’t paying any attention to me. I was trying to keep my cool, but it was getting harder to control myself. I could almost feel his hot breath on my neck and I could hear my heart pounding in my head. I opened my mouth to respond in some way, but I closed it. I couldn’t. And Nick knew it. “Baby, God…I…every time I close my eyes B…Fuck...Brian,” I tried moving my hips, to get some kind of stimulation. It just wasn’t enough. And just this entire scene was making me hotter. “Brian, I’m almost there, you’re so fucking hot. I love it when you get turned on, your accent gets thicker. Fuck. I love the way your entire body glows when you sweat. You’re fucking beautiful Brian.” I couldn’t take it any longer. My fingers that had a death grip on the chair moved and gripped my erection under the table. I could hear his heavy breathing against my ear “Brian,” he whispered. I gripped my hard on tighter. And the pleasure was almost painful. “Brian?” Nick asked. I opened my mouth to try and speak, but nothing came out. “Bri-an” he singsonged. Even his voice was getting me closer. I pumped myself harder. “Yeah,” I panted. “Brian, are you…” he trailed off. When I didn’t answer he started to laugh, which in turn made me go faster. “Brian you bad boy! I can’t believe you’d do that in front of her!” “I can’t help it,” “Yes, you can baby,” his voice was low again. He was telling me to stop. Shit. I couldn’t stop. “Brian…” I shut my eyes tightly and let go of my throbbing cock. Shit. It hurt so bad. He was quiet for a moment, which mean he was continuing with himself. After a few shallow breaths he whispered in my ear, “Brian, make me come…God…let me cum…” “Oh, Fuck,” I moaned. Leighanne’s head shot up. I shook my head like it was nothing. I hope my cheeks weren’t flushed. “Brian, God!” He cried. My breathing accelerated with his and I could almost see stars. He was quiet and I was trying hard not to concentrate on how much I wanted my release. “You don’t know how worried I was, how scared I was that you went back to her. Oh baby, I wouldn’t have been able to handle it,” his voice was just above a whisper, his breathing was still rapid, obviously coming down from his high. “I know, I’m so sorry,” “But now I have you back,” “I never left,” I shut my eyes and tried to ignore how his normal voice was also turning me on. I told him I’d do anything for him, and he asked me to stop. “You did, but now, before I take you back, I’m going to get you back,” “Get me back? For what?” “Scaring the fucking shit out of me,” “Okay then,” I wasn’t exactly sure how this was going to go. All I knew was that I needed to see him, to feel him. “Now Brian, walk away and to your bed. Okay?” All I wanted was to get my release, but I couldn’t. Nick wouldn’t let me. I stood up slowly and walked to my bed. Leighanne didn’t look up once. “You there?” “Yeah,” my voice was raspy. I closed the curtain. “Good. Now you have to promise me something,” “God, anything,” I begged. Desperate. “Don’t cum until I tell you to,” My eyes opened wide. “Are-I..” “Brian, you told me you’d do anything. I warned you,” my jaw hung open. Was he serious? “I’m completely serious Brian,” Shit, how did he do that? “Okay Brian?” I sighed. “Fine,” I could do this. I could soooo do this. “Now we aren’t going to see each other until tomorrow… we aren’t going to be alone until tomorrow night. Don’t touch yourself. Don’t get touched. Don’t in anyway stimulate yourself until I see you tomorrow night, got it?” “Y-yes,” I whispered. “I’m going to make you come so hard when I see you baby. You won’t regret it,” he whispered back. My eyes rolled back as I lay down on the bed. “Goodnight Brian. Sweet dreams,” it was evil. And he knew it. But he was going to enjoy every bit of it. “Oh, and don’t forget to wear a long shirt tomorrow,” he laughed and hung up. Evil. Simply pure evil. BACK NEXT |
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