CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN - REBELLION
Sammy carefully tugged his shirt back over his head, the fabric sticking slightly to his damp skin. He could feel his skin trembling still and feel the rasping breaths deep in his throat. His eyes gazed up at Heather as she ran slender fingers through her long hair and he couldn’t stop his lips from curving in a slight smile. He slowly stood up and wrapped his arms about her waist.
“What happens now?” he asked softly. His hands massaged her gently and sadly. He couldn’t dispel the lump of guilt that had stuck forcefully inside of his chest. He had never used anyone before in any way and now his heart was being flooded with waves of wretched gurgles.
Heather turned her head slightly and he saw the smile that ran across her lips. “Sorry, but I can’t give you the keys to get out.”
“Damn,” Sammy replied playfully. At the same moment he let a hand slide down to the pocket of his jeans where he could just feel the rectangular shape of the keycard he had managed to discretely snatch before she’d reached for her uniform. “I guessed as much. Maybe you could do me a small favour though.”
“Your brother?” Heather asked softly.
Sammy nodded slightly and lowered his head. He felt his hand gripping Heather more tightly, desperate for some kind of human contact. “I just want to know if he’s okay.”
Heather slowly turned around and allowed her blue eyes to gaze into his own. “Marlowe will not harm him. The scientist has a soft spot for B and will not allow him to be killed. He was always against killing the boy. I think he originally wanted to keep the boy for himself when he was younger.”
Sammy felt a flicker of jealousy inside of him and a rush of clam relief filled him. He remembered carrying B from the base when the boy had been five and he felt slightly sick as he imagined what could have happened if he had not found him. B could have been raised as a Gerai. He could have been raised by the very people he feared the most…
“What is Marlowe doing to him?” From what Sammy had seen, Marlowe’s ‘soft spot’ for B did not run very deep. B had been suffering when Sammy had seen him, he had sensed his pain.
“Experiments. He’s trying to create a vaccine for the virus. We thought it prudent to create one before we actually tried to use it,” Heather replied. She looked away from his eyes and he saw a hint of shame glimmering there. She was torn. Everything she believed in was crashing in with an inconvenient attraction.
“Will he let B go afterwards?” Sammy closed his eyes slightly. B was too old now to be kept as somebody else’s son. He still needed looking after but he needed Sammy, Brian and his friends to do that. He would never accept anybody else.
“I don’t know.”
Sammy looked away from her. Why did it have to B? B was the most precious thing in Sammy’s life and everything he tried to do to protect him all came to nothing in the end. Anything else the Gerai had wanted and Sammy would probably have given in, but B was something he would fight to the death for. He didn’t belong to Marlowe and Marlowe had no right to even think about keeping him after what he had done.
He glanced back up as Heather leaned against him slightly. He could easily feel what she was feelings, a mixture of confused emotions and forbidden feelings. A part of him was surprised that Heather had let things come this far between them and at the same time he felt a strange connection for the Gerai. For once he finally saw that the Gerai were human and most of them were probably like Heather and had been raised in this life without knowing any difference. For a moment he had been allowed a glimpse into the enemy’s side.
“Heather,” Sammy said slowly as he clasped her hands. “What is this?” He stared at her and tilted her face up to stare at his.
“What?” she asked, her forehead creasing in slight confusion.
Sammy sighed before gently leaning forward and pressing his lips lightly against hers. He had always imagined Gerai women as being fearsome and manly. Heather may have been fierce, but Sammy had begun to see other sides to her. He had not dared to question her about the Gerai’s principal about murdering people in case she did turn out to be a monster, but beyond that there was still something attractive. He doubted if it could ever be love, but there was still something.
For a moment she did not reply and her eyes flickered away. He could see her fighting with her professional desire to remain cool and collected, but at the same time he knew she felt the attraction. He remembered the look he had seen in her eyes during their intercourse and he had a terrible suspicion that her icy exterior was beginning to melt when faced with him. He did not even want to think about what it meant.
“I don’t know,” she replied eventually.
Sammy nodded slowly. Things always seemed so easy and simple before something like this happened, but how did they deal with it now? Sammy knew that he ahs used her and she would soon realise this.
“I’m a resistance member,” Sammy said. “You’re hurting my brother and I can’t stand aside or back down. I can’t join the Gerai nor ever truly help you unless you’re blackmailing me. And at some point, I’ll have to fight back.”
She looked down at their clasped hands and nodded. “I know that and if that happens, then I’ll have to try and stop you. Nothing personal.” She pulled him closer for a moment. “Still, for an inferior resistance member, you’re pretty sexy.”
Sammy smiled again and then leaned forward to kiss her, allowing himself to reveal some of his passion in a long kiss.
“I suppose I had better get you back to your cell,” Heather murmured finally. She took a step back from him, seemingly determined to let him go.
Sammy tilted his head and gulped to try and clear his suddenly blocked throat. He weakly tried to smile, wanting to lighten the dark air before they left. “Pity you can’t keep me in your room huh?”
She smiled in reply and looked up into his eyes again. “If you don’t escape then maybe I can arrange that.” There was a sparkle in her eyes, but it was something she knew he would never accept.
“Tempting offer,” Sammy mused, but they both knew he meant it as a joke. His eyes softened slightly and he leaned forward and kissed her again. “Shame,” he whispered barely audible. Such a shame she was a Gerai. He laughed inwardly. Even if she wasn’t he knew there was no certainty that this would ever work. She was still such a cold person, but he couldn’t help but wonder what would have happened if she had been raised on the opposite side. He kissed her once more, knowing that he would never do it again. He was closer to escaping than Heather knew.
Heather slowly and reluctantly released his hands and then retrieved her gun from the opposite side of the deserted office. “Let’s go,” she said calmly.
“Yes ma’am,” Sammy replied. For a moment their eyes locked and read each other, but then Sammy turned and let himself walk away. He could hear her footsteps close behind him, but he refused to turn back. He couldn’t let this become any more emotional than it already had been.
He thought of the card in his pocket and his eyes flickered slightly in guilt again. He wondered if she even suspected that his friendliness towards her had been fuelled by ulterior motives.