The topic and reason that I wrote this will be pretty obvious once you read it.
I saw someone today that I haven't seen in over 5 years. Someone I once loved more than anything in the world. Someone who hurt me worse than any pain I've felt before or since. Someone who I once hated, to steal a line from a movie, "with the fire of a thousand suns." Someone I've tried to put out of my mind and memory for the last half-decade.
It was... interesting. In those times when I couldn't keep from thinking about her, I've often wondered what it would feel like to see her again. I thought I might still feel some of the love I once did... of some of the pain that drove me to a nervous breakdown... or some of the hate that burned in me for so long. But I didn't feel any of that.
I felt nothing. No love, no pain, no hate... nothing. It finally answered a question I've been asking myself for over half a decade... am I finally over her? The answer is yes.