Part Two: To Have and Not To Hold

Part One Summary: Carly tried to get an abortion, but instead got a broken arm and a lawyer. She's getting a divorce, going to court for full custody of Michael, and has a job. The only one pleased by her events is...well, her!

In Part Two: Carly goes to court to fight for her son. She had him...and she will hold on, no matter what. But, what will AJ use against her? What will she use against him? Will Sonny play any part in the proceedings? Find out...

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To Have And Not To Hold by Madonna

To have and not to hold
So hot yet so cold
My heart is in your hand
And yet you never stand
Close enough for me to have my way

To love but not to keep
To laugh but to weep
Your eyes they go right through
And yet you never do
Anything to make me want to stay

Like a moth
To a flame
Only I
Am to blame

Ba ba da ba ba ba... What can I do
Ba ba da ba ba ba... I go straight to you
Ba ba da ba ba ba... I've been told
You're to have... not to hold

To look
But not to see
To kiss
But never be
The object of your desire
I'm walking on a wire
And there's no one at all to break my fall

Like a moth
To a flame
Only I
Am to blame

Ba ba da ba ba ba... What can I do
Ba ba da ba ba ba... I go straight to you
Ba ba da ba ba ba... I've been told
You're to have... not to hold
You're to have... not to hold
You're to have... not to hold

Like a moth
To a flame
Only I
Am to blame

Ba ba da ba ba ba... What can I do
Ba ba da ba ba ba... I go straight to you
Ba ba da ba ba ba... I've been told
You're to have... not to hold
You're to have... not to hold
You're to have... not to hold
You're to have... not to hold

A Difficult Journey