lonesome




i thought i once knew where i was going
wasn't lost, left wandering without any direction
now i'm never to be found
i try to reach out, grab those hooks who were friends
but i miss and tip, fall flat, fall short
god i'm losing, ground and mind falling away
everything i thought i had, never was really mine
and i'm scared and pissed, like a caged animal
frenzied and losing it, no longer grounded
some one tie me down
i need soem one to hold me, keep me still
but no ones there,
soemtimes i wish i was alone, and then i remember

i am