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In My Eyes

I peek over my arms, folded around my knees,
Steering into darkness, wishing for my pain to ease,
my chin down, tears welling, my back against the wall,
Curled up in the corner, my depression made my fall.

Tears sliding down my cheeks, and running down my nose,
Life is so unfair, but I guess that’s the way it goes,
My release, I can’t find, I'm trapped within this mind,
my depression and tears, making me blind.

I live to love, yet I can not be,
I can not be, anything but me,
anything but me, is what I want,
and what I want, is something which I can flaunt.

Yet life’s unfair, I've lost the deal,
You enter the room, I ask "will it heal",
you look at me then laugh, enjoying my cries,
feeding off, the pain in my eyes.