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My Life

A shell designed to shroud my interior,
an image I created to hide how I feel,
I frighten away those near to this area,
just leave me alone it will never heal.

People dont understand what I have to deal with,
People dont understand whats going on,
People just need to leave me alone,
People just need to get the @*$% away from me!!!

I cant eat, I feel ill, I cant even leave my home,
Depression is what it is, and it wont go away,
I have pain, death, loss and gain, leaving my mind to roam,
To much stress, to much fear, to much for me to stay.

I understand, there are people for me,
I understand, I'm loved,
I understand, but I still cant see,
Why I have to suffer...