Life's become a watered down monotone for me. Studying in RJC now and i can't say it sucks there but there's just stuff about that place which i hate so much and sometimes i wonder what it'd be like if i had stayed on in ACJC. There's so many changes i wish i could have made but in the end i'm left with a maelstrom of my own problems.
Basically the only things i do are swim and listen to music. And go online. I love the music i listen to and it'd be natural for people to call that being posuer but they probably just don't know that much themselves. Only thing i regret is not being able to play the guitar well because i hate listening to music and not being able to play it as well. I like melodic bands. Children of Bodom, Skyfire, In Flames, Ebony Tears, Dead Silent Slumber, Throes of Dawn, Cradle, Emperor, Dark Tranquility, Dissection, Eternal Tears of Sorrow, Autumn Leaves, On Thorns I Lay, Theatre of Tragedy, Opeth, Amorphis, Dimmu and others.
In some ways i hope nobody ever visits this homepage anymore. Let it be my private space to displace my self pity and rage and anguish. So fuck your criticism i don't need it.