i think about suidicide all the time. it is constantly on my mind...though at times in the back of my brain, always there. Suicidal ideation is like breath to my lungs. I dont think i could function without it. ......I dont think i would know what to think.... i daydream of suicide. when i laugh i am thinking of it. When I am at my worst I think of it. I think of suicide at my best too. when i draw i am thinking of it. when i sing i am thinking of it. when i am talking to you i am probably thinking of it. when i am waiting at a red light i am thinking of it. even as i type this, my head fills with fantasies and visions of me dead. I know it sounds..obsessive or crazy. But it is true. This page is going to be my suicidal fantasies *a plan! oh my god! haha. a therapist would hate to hear that there is a PLAN!!! AHHHHH!! haha* anyways, here goes. Click on the logos for the fantasies that interest you...