| Bush
founder and guitarist Nigel Pulsford says a message about his departure
by Gavin Rossdale on the Bush website last week was "offensive and patronizing".
Nigel has spoken to Undercover
Media to tell his side of the story and set the record straight because
"this is still a difficult issue for me but for my sanity it needs doing".
Following is the exact Q&A
between Undercover's Paul Cashmere and Nigel Pulsford.
Paul Cashmere : Why
the decision to leave after all these years and how difficult it was as
a founding member to make it?
Nigel Pulsford: The
decision was taken out of my hands when I was sacked 6 days after the birth
of my son. I'd tried to quit in September when there were complications
during my wife's pregnancy and I didn't see how I could continue but I'd
been persuaded to carry on by getting a temporary replacement for the US
tour. My motivation then had been to not screw things up for the band.
I didn't want to quit but it was obvious what my priority was and I couldn't
see how I could promote a record by not being around.
During the few months after
Xmas there was little contact between myself and the band - no apparent
interest in my wife's condition - I was absorbed at home and helped when
I could with rehearsals but I'd already showed Chris the parts on the previous
tour.
And then out of the blue
a poisonous email from Gavin telling me that he didn't want me to return.
He said the whole band felt the same way which was strange as Dave had
rung me the day before and spoken for over an hour and failed to mention
anything. After the email I was unable to contact any of them and basically
left to stew while they were on tour. I know who led the charge and knowing
the politics of the backing band I suppose I'm not surprised.
Paul Cashmere : Gavin's
comment we actually quite complimentary for you. How is your relationship
with him and the rest of the band?
Nigel Pulsford : He
said very nice things but the underlying truth is that I didn't leave -
I find the remarks offensive and patronizing. We haven't spoken since I
rang him from the hospital when Oscar was born on March 7. Dave and Robin
well - after 9 years I expected a little more from 'friends' but it's a
shitty business and there has been an air of paranoia around the band since
the failure of Golden State. The fear that Gavin would leave seemed to
dominate the whispers. I figured that we'd done so well that if Gavin left
it would be okay - time to move on etc. . I guess the answer is that relationships
end.
Paul Cashmere: What
are your plans musically after this?
Nigel Puslford : I'm
not sure just yet - I've been busy in my studio doing various projects
although I'm still getting my head around what has happened. I'm hoping
to get into film & TV music. Band wise I'll take a break for a few
more months and then put something together as touring is still in my blood.
I'd like to work on lots of different things - it can be stifling just
playing with the same people all the time - so variety is required. I'm
also spending a lot of time with my family which is fantastic.
Paul Cashmere : Were
you disappointed over the sales of Golden State and as a Bush album how
do you feel it stands up alongside the catalogue?
Nigel Pulsford : I
think we were all disappointed about how badly Golden State has done -
the low level of promotion worldwide was shocking. I think it stands up
well as a Bush album - certainly a big improvement on the last album but
a large chunk of our audience has clearly moved on. Music tastes change.
I think it will stand up as a great album in years to come. From my point
of view I think I played the best guitar of my career on there and I think
the band ensemble playing is very strong. Sales wise I suppose it is difficult
- we had new management and a new record company - I guess everyone was
trying to figure out the best way of doing things but the bottom line has
to be that people either like it or they don't. It is hard when you have
achieved such huge success to deal with the other side of it. I know some
people in the band are finding it tough but things turn around and the
level of success right now is pretty decent. If we'd had the record company
support that we had been promised then I think things could have been very
different - half a million sales is as much a reflection on Atlantic as
it is on the band.
This whole business has actually
been devastating for me and I feel I should set the record straight. I've
thought about leaving the band for a while but thinking and doing are two
different things. It was put to me that I could have tried to rejoin -
I even read Gavin saying something along those lines but he knows that
I'm not going to 'beg' for anything so it is a fascicle comment. It isn't
the way I work even if I wanted to. Too much pride.
I don't bear the boys any
ill will. I hope they find success again. I guess for me I thought we'd
achieved so much already that anything more was a bonus and so I was more
relaxed about the future. I recognize that this isn't a helpful attitude
to have around and so we've moved on.
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