blu{Ice} once known as bluroze.. before He came for me
Not sure what to say
Let's see, I am 39 years old born in Mass been here in Central Florida for almost 12 years. Single mom of 2, ohh the joys of motherhood.
I have been in the lifestyle for about 6 years. Started online....in a normal chat room on irc when a friend who later I learned to be a Dom, befriended me and saw within me what was there to be awakened.
So started the journey of awakening, realizing that there was a name and a whole lifestyle for what I felt within. I no longer felt as an outcast.
So over time I branched out and found a local group online, one in the Tampa area. Met some wonderful people. Living up here in the boonies makes it hard to join in so many of the functions in the Tampa area but I was blessed to have been able to be a part of the creation of SUN long before it was SUN. Thru my friends I was able to learn many things. I continue to learn and grow with each conversation and each group that I am blessed to be a part of.
I have known 4 that I called Master. The first was online only. He released me when He saw that I needed more than an online relationship could hold. He was in Texas and I here in Florida. The second I met online and entered into a 2-year relationship. He was my first experience in reality of bdsm and while I will always remember Him for all He brought to my life, there was sadness there as well, but it was something I grew past.
I wore a collar of consideration for a short while. Learned first hand the difficulties that a triad can hold. Can't say I always made the best choices, but I can say I learned from every aspect of the paths I chose.
I don't know what I would have done, or how I would have survived without the F/friends that I have had over the years. Hopefully T/they know who T/they are for I have tried to always express myself where possible. Sometimes my eyes did not always see what was there, but within my heart T/they always remain. I hope to always remember the openness I have been shown and return that to others I meet along the way.
Now I am fortunate to have found a Master who sees within me more than I see myself, and has joined my life and chosen to be a part of not only my bdsm life but all that life encompasses as well.
I don't believe I have any special areas to contribute. One thing I do have is an innate ability to listen and a heart that is non-judgmental and accepting.
Well that is pretty much all about me, so what about you???
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