My Master first started calling me that when I met him back in 1973(!), when he was not my master, and I had no clue as to what a submissive might be, or a master either, for that matter. He has never called me anything else, and I had no idea that 'grace' would someday be my 'slave name!' I moved to Florida from Ohio in the spring of 1999 to live with my 'one true love'. My Master still wasn't my Master then, he was just my David. He was married when we met, got divorced, and then I married someone else, but we still kept in touch, up until about 1985 or so. He'd moved to Atlanta, got married again, was very happy, etc. I divorced from my first husband, in 1989, got re-married in 1991, and was deliriously happy. David would call me occasionally, for my ex still used my old phone number, and sometimes my daughter would give me a message, and sometimes she would forget. Several months after my 2nd husband passed away, I found a phone number for David, and wondered how his life was going. I called, and left a message, he called back, etc. I came to visit him for a week, and two weeks later came back to check out real estate! It wasn't quite two years ago when the discussions about dominance and submission started, and I began to understand who and what I was. I came to understand that the reason I was never happy with my first husband was because I was the dominant personality in that relationship, and some part of me knew that's not what I wanted. I came a lot closer with my second husband. I wanted more than anything else to belong to him, and that's how I thought about it. I wanted to 'belong' to him. He was the boss, period. I remember telling my Master before I moved to Florida to be with him, that I wanted to spoil him rotten, I guess that was part of my submissiveness, also, but of course I didn't realize it at the time! I guess my change in status finally happened in March of 2001, when he sent me to the mall to get a dog tag engraved with the word 'slave'. It was for me to wear. I guess it was my first collar. I kept thinking that I couldn't possibly do such a thing, as I was at the mall having it done, if you know what I mean! ~grin~ So, here I am, relatively new to the life, but glad to be here, finally! I have met some wonderful people through SUN, and I hope to meet more. I am constantly learning new things. I'm still a little giddy from experiencing my first public scene a few days ago! ~grinning~ I adore 'spoiling' my Master, and even bought a massage table last year so I could give him a proper massage, instead of him having to go pay someone! I also took up bellydance when I moved to Florida, with the intent of entertaining my beloved. I have to admit to a fascination with Japanese rope bondage, and hope to experience it someday to find out if I actually like it! I'm still not too fond of paddles, but maybe he hasn't found the right one yet! I also love bicycling with Master, reading, historical reenactments, and the beach. Sometimes I miss my children and five grandchildren, but I wouldn't give up living in Paradise with my Master for anything. Master and I live in Pinellas County with our two fuzzy canine 'children'. |
Updated 01/04/03
