Where to start hmmmmm... Well I have been in the lifestyle for almost 4 years now. Still letting my heart overrule my head and better judgement. Hopefully one day I will learn, who knows. There are many things I like, such as, a really good flogging. For me it starts off as sensual and I have had orgasms off of this being done, when continued with a little (or lots) more force it sends me off into what most call subspace, I call it la la land. I absolutely love getting waxed, and can live without canes and most paddles. I love to cook, serve the food, and clean up afterwards. I love to hear him start to stir in the AM and have his coffee there for him when his eyes open up. I love just sitting at his knees when watching a show on TV and feel his hand stroke the top of my head and go through my hair. Like most I always thought I was strange for feeling like I did and wanting what I did. Then believe it or not one day I was talking to my oldest son and caught a glimpse of the screen of his pc, he was in a bondage room! The more I read the more I saw others like me, he saw the look and told me to read some of the sites and try some of the chat rooms. Now I know how most feel about the rooms but I did make a few friends, one of which I met last year when he came to Florida on business. This friend gave me a list of stuff to read and also e-groups that I could join and where local munches were so I could meet others in real-life. The rest is...History. kim |
09/15/02
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