YES I AM A CROSSDRESSER
AND I AM PROUD OF IT
GOD, that grate LORD created me as a
woman soule but in a man's body
He gave me a chance to enjoy two
lives in a single life span. WHO I AM
TO QUESTION HIM,
HOW HE MADE ME SO. I am rather greatful
to him for his
kindness showered on me.
I was born as a male child in a middle class family, the second male
child to my parents. Since my birth, I think, my mom loved me as a female
child and like many others, I must have been dressed as a baby girl by my
mom in my infency.
I just remember, my ears were pearced
and I use to wear pink stone studs in my ears. When I was of 11 only, my mom left us.
God called her back leaving me alone, a motherless child with my two
younger sisters. My elder brother was shifted to my maternal uncle's home and as such I
became the eldest in
of my two sisters.
AND here from
now my crossdressing started.
I remember, in the late night in my bed I use to wear any of the clothes
of my mom and weaping in her memories passed many a nights.......slowly
my pession for female clothes took over me & whenever or
wherever I found the chance I used to
wear female clothes or just hide my self covering a saree all
around
me.
Till I became self-dependent (in my age of just 18 only I started earning
. I did my Graduation when I was 17 only. Yes, it is true) my crossdressing
was without any make-up or accessories excepting for few days. Those
few days will ever remain in my memory when I was forced to remain in
female clothes with all makeup and accessories, ornaments etc., like a
genetic girl. Since I started earning, I started buying some accessories
like bindi, kajal, bengals, but every time after using these for very few
days, my sisters use to take away them whenever they visited my room and I
was forced to give them these items telling that I bought these for
them only, in reply to the querries why I am having ladies items with me.
So, every now and then I use to buy some ladies items and slowly got
perfection in buying ladies clothes even. hi, till today, I use to
purchase sarees for my wife....and my wife says that I am more perfect then her in
wearing saree and makeup.
Yes, I got married soon after I shifted to another better job
leaving previous one and there was a break in my regular
dressing. It took years together to have the courage, plan the things
and adopting different pleas to tell her about my
dressing interest......but like any other indian women, she could never
accept me dressed as a woman