my_wife

Now since I am relaxed having disclosed my most loveble memories, I would now
like to continue telling about my crossdressing and my wife which I left with on
my second page 'Crossdressing'.

My crossdressing was once again in trouble when my wife, though in mild way,
but started objecting to my dressing which by that time became a part of my
daily life.

Every day during my daily POOJA in our temple I use to pray to the great Lord
to get me out of the trouble and show me the way to convience my wife again.

Although I am straight forward and do not life telling lies and/or cook the stories
but for my passion to dressing, I confess, for the time and again I have been
telling lies to my better half (I will not say it cheating because nothing was to harm
her or any body else), my wife who is a very simple domestic lady from marwari
culture, God fearing, very loyal to me and devoted to her duties of house keeping.
I always use to share with her my every action whether right or wrong. I am
sorry, for my dressing atleast, I never remained honest to her.

This was the time when I was passing through bad time. Not only that my
dressing was minimised almost to nil, more and more troubles started mounting
to my life and to my family. My earnings slashed down. Then one by one, we
three in my family fall sick. I had to undergo an operation and
so on.....so on. We were exercising to get out of all these unpleasent happenings.
Then I once visiualised that the better time is now to come again and an idea
clicked to my mind to think of crossdressing again.

I left for Sri Vrindavan (place of lort Krishna) telling my wife that a great Saint
is in Vrindawan now a days and I am going to meet him and get his blessings for
the welfare of our family and that I was confident that with the Saints blessings,
our good days will come back soon. My wife is a religeous lady and so she
happily agreed to it.

When I came back, my story was ready to tell her. I started the things telling that
how the saint is great. That very rich persons, persons with very good social
repute, persons from highly qualified educated cadre like doctors, enginners,
industrialist from every age group are the pupil of the saint (I used Maharaj) and
that now I too have became the pupil of him. He is now my GURU JI.

I told her that Guruji could tell me the reason of all the trouble that started in our
family due to my leaving my dressing. He linked my dressing with the prayers
to lord Krishna as his SAKHI. (Yes, this Sakhi is a traditional branch of some
devotees of Lord Krishna who assesmles in some lonely place, two or threee of
them dress as woman and then all sings the prayers/bhajans of Lord Krishna).
So that my leaving worshiping Lord Krishna invited the troubles. If I start my
dressing again and worship the great Lord, all our troubles will be no where near
us and we will be enjoying our fine days again and that too very soon.

For once she didn't agreed to me and told me that I was cooking all these sayings
but I kept on telling her to believe me and try it for a short period and that since
it will not be new for me to act so, let us try it and if no results are there, I will
leave dressing as a woman for ever. I added, but if this works, I will have to
carry on dressing regularly and also now since I am a believer of my Guruji, I
will have to attend his invitations whenever or whereever he calls all his pupils.

I have had a good analysis of the circumstances soon going to favour me, in
perticular to my earning income, I was confident that the things now onwards will
work in my favour. Really it worked and we agains were away from the tensions.
This is how my dressing became regular once again and I am sure, now for my
remaining life, there will be no restrictions atleast from my wife for my dressing.

Now I enjoye dressing regularly, atlest 4-5 days a week. It has become a regular
part of my life. My wife also cooperates me now to keep my son away from me
in night that allows me to dressup in my room, work on my computor and then go
to bed.

My son is in his 20ies. He do not know
any thing about my crossdressing fascination and I would never like that he
should no about it or even have an idea about it. I will like that he should always
respect me as his father. Our social structure do not have any place for the
persons with tg interests.

With all my experiences of the life I have lived, I can say that :

> No indian wife wants or ever like by her heart that her husband should ever
    dress like her ;
> If at all under the circumstances she is compelled to allow her husband to
    dress like her, she will minimise her company to her husband when he is
    dressed.
> This tendency of indian woman is in general excepting that she has her own
      interests otherwise.