By: Kelly Biego
My heart is in the hands
Of the wrong man.
He squeezes it tighter
The more I fight.
My heart aches,
Though loving you is a mistake.
I still cry for your love,
Yearn for your tender touch.
Just when I think I've moved on,
I hear that song.
I reach for a cigarette
And try to forget.
Must I stop being your friend
To put this mess to an end?
You will always have a piece of me
But I know again we should never be.
I don't want to be your girl
After all I've learned,
All I've gone through
To get back with you.
I felt I was the only girl
You wanted in your world.
We shined so bright
Until you said good-bye that night.
We seemed so perfect.
No longer do we connect.
The past is the past-
Something meant not to last.
I'm in disbelief
that these are my memories.
You don't seem to care
About the special memories we shared.
Was our love too good to be true?
Did I really know you?
For the man I see today
Is not the man I loved yesterday.
The more I learn
The more my heart turns.
But it clings to the past,
Beating to bring it back.
Could it be
You were all a dream
Showing my future
With a love so pure?
For I pick up signs
That you long to be my guy.
You're too shy
To look into my eyes.
Are you hiding from me
Feelings that run so deep?
Are you full of pain
Grasping your heart just the same?
When you sing that song
Do you feel I'm forever gone?
Does your heart ache
From our mistakes?
At night do you cry
Since you're no longer mine?
Am I the girl you miss?
Do you crave the sweetness of my lips?
No matter the case
It's a useless chase.
We'll never be the same
But the pain will remain.