Spinning

8-6-2000

My head is spinning.
And I can't seem to win.
It's the same line
Every time.
I love someone-
They don't love me as much.
Actions speak louder than words.
That's what's missing in my world.
For one year,
He's been my dear.
I have yet to see an act of love.
I keep giving my heart and soul.
He keeps making me a fool.
In one night
I have seen some light.
I still can't seem to let go
After he made me feel so low.
He always made me feel so loved
Like I was a beautiful dove.
In every way
Every day
From the very start
He had my heart.
I knew he wasn't in for the score.
From the on, I wanted to live more.
After all we've been through,
It's hard to believe this is true.
I need a clue.
I know what to do.
Put him to the test
And us to rest.
If being with him is right,
He'll put up a fight.
I was blind to how much you cared.
Maybe we could make a cute pair.
You've done more than he would.
But now is not good.
I need time to think
And let the truth sink in.