December 31,1998
WOW another year gone by.But I can't say this year I am not happy to see it go! Been a hell of a year for me and my family! But I have a lot to be thankful for here as well! Hey this year brought me Austin.A sweet little baby.*smiles* He is such a good baby . Thank goodness with the brothers he has.*giggles* They love him to death. Which I am very glad to see! I was worried that the two would be jealous. But they haven't been one bit!!I am very proud of my boys!I always get sentimental on this day. I like to refect back to what the year has been. To give thanks to all that has happened. This year was a very trying year. But it taught me a lot . I have grown and I beleive I am a much better person now. That should be a wish for me. To every year become a better person. To learn and grow. I have learned to slow down and to take long looks around me. Cause You never know what you are missing if you don't! *smiles* I want to say God blessed me with many wonderful people. Thanks to all for alway standing beside me when I needed you! You all know who you are. there are way to many to name! You are the Angels.*smiles* I am blessed to have Three wonderful sons. I am very very proud of all of you!*hugs*Thanks to my family for being here and for supporting me too! last but not least Thanks you Dan for keeping us together. For looking and seeing things before it was to late for us. *S* I know the boys are happy to see you back. I am too. May not say it enough but just in case you didn't know it is written here! *S* Love ya all!HAPPY NEW YEAR*huge groups hugs*
March 17,1999
Well I know it has been awhile since I have written here. but I tell you with a baby,Two boys and a husband to boot I have very little time. When I do I want to relaxe a little. Dan and I are doing so wonderfully . I can't beleive it. Next month will be a year since we got back together. I see no bumps in the road either at this time. Sure is great for a change. The baby is grown like a weed. He is such a happy baby everyone tells me that! The boys are doing good too. Craig is A- to B+ in school!Getting A on spelling and Math. I am very proud of him!*S* Christopher they don't grade at his age. But he is doing wonderful too. The Teacher just loves him in there! Oh By the way no Dan in not wanted by the FBI . Nor have they ever been here.*laughing* Sad to say some people need help I see and Fast too. Sad they have someone in their life . But they just don't seem to be able to move on.Cause of that they might lose them all together in the end. I know I wouldn't want to played second fiddle! Well I will pray for you! At any rate I gotta fly ... I have a life! *giggles* a great one at that! ~POOF~
March 29,1999
There are times in my life when everything seems to fall apart. Everything seems to happen at once. I am being pulled in 500 directions. Feeling I am not making an head way. I feel like I want to give up. I want to just crawl under a rock and tell the world to go away. I feel over taken with all the tasks to be finish. No one to do them but me. Don't get me wrong I am more the happy to do them. I know everyone gets feeling like this sometimes....Just sometimes I wonder where Dawn has gone. Then one of the most remarkable things happen. Seems to melt all those troubles away. *s*
You see.. I give the boys a kiss every night before bed. Tell them I love them and tuck them in. Most parents with young kids do that! (I think I always will)Any way, I was giving Austin a kiss good night He lend over and gave me an open mouth kiss.. *tearful smiles* "Another first."When this happens as a parent you think.. did I just imagen that or did it really happen so you test the waters so to speak. You try it again. Sure enough he did it again and again to me. We giggled and laughed the boys and I tonight. Some night I wish bed time wouldn't come. Cause I hate the time to end. But I must admit there are times I pray for bedtime to come! *Laughing* I guess that just proves I am very human! Well I will write more soon... Nighters all! *hugglets to ya* Take care~~~~poofer~~~~
