......Today I'm feeling tired. My tongue is gone today. Do what others say. I'm here standing hollow. Falling Away From Me. Life's Falling Away From Me........
Ok. This is gonna be the spot one my page where I say the things I want to say to the people listed.
*Rania: i could never ask for a better sister..you have done more for me in the past 22 years then i could ever do for you in those years...i thank god for having you as my sister...for someone to always look up to, to talk to, and to give me the words to make me stop crying all those times my heart was broken...im not perfect and im sure i could have been a better sister to you but ive tried my hardest to make you proud of me...im just grateful i will always have a sister like you..now you are soon to be a mother and i couldnt imagine anyone who deserves a baby more than you, i only hope i can be half the aunt that you are going to be a mother...im grateful that you consider mine still apart of the family...and apart of me...words arent enjoy sometimes....
*Justin: Thank you for being the brother I never had. I asked a lot of you and you never let me down. I have seen a lot of people come and go around Rania...many hurt her and others, she just didn't like...But you make her happy and thats something she deserves...And you are the braver one of us because you can survive nights with her!...you are giving my sister a gift, a child. and i could ask for anything more...
*Bridgett: oh my..i know you have read what i wrote before...you have been my longest and closest friend...my girl..my partner in crime...you have been there for me for so many times...from sandelwood to deep creek to eastern to post high school to airhorns...we never once looked back..all the boys hearts we broke..all the mall adventures..i just am so grateful to have found someone who understands the things that i find funny..my wife....you are the closest thing to a sister to me, then rania..and i wish i could repay you for all of those times you helped me out..thank u...thru stan and all...thank you...thank you so much...
*Michelle: girl, where to start with you!!...you gave me stan...u gave me LEG...you are up there with bridgett...my girlfriend...throughout high school..and past then..u have been a great friend...i couldnt think of anyone i would want to cause trouble with me and my wife...thank you for listening to me bitch...thank you for holding me up...i cant say enough!!....
*Rachel: i can only say that throughout everything, im glad that we have put everything behind us...i couldnt think of someone else i would want standing there with me...from the damn bear bone to the fuckin countless full dress days..up to now, thank you for being a friend...i truly consider you a friend...a good friend...i only hope that i can be the same...
*Stan: god..where should i start...i just deleted what i once wrote on this page..i dont know if you ever seen this page or all of the other hidden messages that i have posted on this site over the past four years...god, its been that long..that you have been in my life..all the hard times and all of the good times...i would never trade any moment that i spent with you...like i said before, after every broken heart i get, i go back to you...its like this on going thing we have....we stop talking for awhile, then you come back to my life...as if nothing never happened...im happy that i got the chance to love you, to know what it was like to love you...and im proud of you, im proud of having you in my life...i cant help to think that things happen for a reason, and for reasons unknown--we havent killed each other yet...but i loved you like no one else...and i will remain to hold a special place for you in my heart..and in my car...
...now you have left this world and moved on, i cant count the tears that i have cried...i never thought, in a million years you would leave. you could go before me...i only hope that you didnt feel any pain and that you are well...my love wont end..it cant end..i just wish i would have dont something....
*Kevin: You are the one who has my heart. That young, playful love. You protected me. And you always were willing to give me the flannel off your back. I am just thankful that you will always be there for me. With or without a flannel. I came to your footballs games and I was there to watch you put one of our own in the ground. I am just glad that you still came to me to cry with.
Thats all for now. I dont have that much time to write everything I want to say.