Silence of the Mind
I can still hear you talk
feeding my heart with dearing words
Maybe today will be a good day
Cut me open, steal my blood
Hurt me, more and more inside
What will today bring?
Time has past, too much time
Make me feel used
Make me remeber all that pain
You tell me its ok to trust in you
Are those more lies?
Will you open back up to me
You have been gone for so long
And in one day
My feelings return and grow stronger
Why must things hurt so much?
How can you be s cold
But make me so fucking good?
I want to hate you
for everything that has happened
And the pain you have put me though
But I cant
My heart wont let me
My mind had grown silent
as my heart grows larger for you


--06.21.00