I see myself asleep, lying in my bed My blanket is its usual spot and pillow under my head Suddenly everything fades away and all I see is carnations The wind blowing through and endless field like an open invitation Then it all disappears, just like that Everything turns black, I'm confused at where I'm at Various things flash through my brain and inside my mind One of which is a blank contract thats been signed Motionless images everywhere Less emotion Less devotion Lifeless screatures pulled from life's affair Whats going on? Why is this happening? Smae battles happen that have already been won My conscience is fading What am I here for? Words spining in my head decieving me more and more Then I see it My guy friends standing so quiet All these mixed emotions finally released Each one comes to me, just one at a time Others waiting for their turn, they know whats been in my mind Each one does something different but each romancing One does a poem, antoher does something else I see myself standing there, confused look on my face How could they have found out? Words flash all over the place: "Love is what life is all about." My favorite guy then comes Gives a kiss Walks away I hear myself ask why he's doing this He answers "just one kiss from you will make my day" My heart then starts to melt He knew exactly how I felt And more surprisingly, he felt the same way The words seem to fly out of my mouth "So you love me?" "You know I do" Another kiss Then everything fades into the bliss