Wormbath - "Wrestler of the Year" CD Lyrics
wish you were dead - spelled with a k - broken - fat chance - open road - Jamee Thinks She's Hardcore
20 years - go - never again - empty grave - ballad song - goin' down - just another - misery
three little words - lottery - wrestler of the year
WISH YOU WERE DEAD I can't speak can't say the words to properly enunciate the hate but you can see it in my eyes. And I'm lost to figure out why I gotta deal with this smoking ignorance in a pack of lies I know I need a haircut and a facelift but I got some brains in my fuckin' head. What you're pullin is pissin me off but I don't know What I should have said. I used to follow you down that road but now you are starting to swerve And now it seems.. I got a taste of what I don't deserve. Tell me now what would you do, if you were me and I were you? I know I would commit suicide. But don't you fret cuz I'm not gonna kill myself cuz I wouldn't wanna become everything you desperately try to hide. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 yer not gonna go to heaven your purpose was to create a living hell for me. Mission accomplished but so you thought, you learned no lessons from what you taught. My weapons now are all those things you thought I couldn't see
SPELLED WITH A K You called me up yesterday. Not so important or I guess you’d of said it to my face. I thought that you thought that silence that came from inside me was a window of idiocy. Tried to act deep and introspective. Thought clear on your major objectives. Pointing out what was wrong in me, why don’t you turn the mirror on yourself? Your emotions were so fake, to think that you could change what’s inside of me to see you in a different light. Smart girl you think you hurt me, the tortures over, now I’m crowned in victory. Tried to find out what lurks inside me. What I told you, you didn’t believe. Confessions of an inner child are what you wanted, but they’d be all fake. Tried to get inside my head. Tried to find what makes me do the things I do. Here’s a word to the wise, to find out what makes you hate me take a look inside yourself. Try to understand, I’m not a perfect man, but I’m not trying to be…AND I DON"T EXPECT THE SAME FROM YOU. (now it's over glad it's over turn the mirror on yourself)
BROKEN Another broken yoyo string, and I can't do anything to make you come back. Took my heart of stone and made it glass so please don't dump my ass or I just might crack. But it's too late for that, I'm already too far gone: I need some crazy glue, cuz it's true, I'm broken over you. I'm not who you want, and I can tell by the way I feel like I'm in hell; I wish I were much more. Just smile at me and walk away I'll be nobody to you someday , But I've got what you'd settle for. Neverending search for happiness is lost on me I guess all I ever seem to find is pain and rejection. I'm like a zig without a zag; and now they're callin' me a fag. Maybe I'd be okay if you'd just look my direction
FAT CHANCE Dear Miss Smith please tell me what’s going on. Where did we all go astray and where did I go wrong. Please fill in the answers to these questions I ask. I can’t go another day not knowing where I stand. So let me know of your master plan. Do your thoughts involve me or am I in your past. You’ve made me a narcoleptic scatterbrain and all I need to know is if you feel the same. I don’t know what you want me to do. No matter how much you ignore me I will still love you. Should I wait or escape or hold on for one more day, just to hear you say that "I love you". Dear Miss Smith you got me all wrong. It’s just that when you’re around I don’t feel so alone, and this feeling is one I don’t want to let go. It’s also a feeling that you don’t show. So please let me know what I did to deserve all the abuse that you used to get rid of me and get me out of your life at a time when it was dark and you were my only light. I don’t know what you want me to do. No matter how much you ignore me I will still love you. Should I wait or escape or hold on for one more day just to hear you say that "I love you". I sit by my phone at night just wondering if your thinking of me. That’s the truth I’m that pathetic, it’s just that I want you near me. I don’t know what you want me to do. No matter how much you ignore me I will still love you. Should I wait or escape or hold on for one more day, just to hear you say that "I love you".
OPEN ROAD Under the streetlight, under the sky; the days of my life are passing me by. By myself, beside myself again. I feel my times are at their ends; I'm saying goodbye to all my friends Lonelier than you have ever been. The open road is calling, just to keep my hopes from falling. Forget the past, step on the gas, today could be your last chance to make something of yourself. I used to think I could leave but now I'm not sure; Thought my life was such a bore: Never knew just what I had to lose. I told myself I'd never be nothing more than what's inside of me: I tried to be greater but it's no use. In parking lots the Sun is gone, don't think I'll wait to see the dawn; definitely so unsure. Too pathetic to be the truth, I'm looking back upon my youth: chasin' the old days right out the door. It looks pretty bleak from here and I've got a thousand reasons for every tear. The bottom of the barrel is where I'll stay, and it's getting lower, oh so lower every day… I've waited for years and days on end, the months go by… I'm tryin my life all over and then, sit down and cry.
XXXJAMEE THINKS SHE'S HARDCOREXXX Jamee's got a problem now, cause she thinks she’s hardcore oh well. Going to see Hatebreed and buying all new CDs oh well. Now you can go see here floor punching at shows, doin’ the windmill and pickin’ up change and punchin’ kids in the nose. Putting X’s on her hands and hangin’ out with new friends oh well. Preaching all her women’s rights and getting into stupid fights oh well. She used to be a sweet young girl, she used to be the nicest, but all ever does now is listen to Earth Crisis. I accept the fact that people change. But who put these thoughts into here brain? Pretty soon before to long she’ll have a hate crew of her own oh well. It just seems like yesterday that she used to like green day oh well. She used to have a Crush on Joel from MTX, but now to be down with her you’ve got to be straight edge. JAMEE…THINKS SHE"S…HARDCORE…NOW.
20 YEARS Gimme a night of nothing. Gimme that loneliness, too. Tell me, do you recognize me? No, no… but I remember you. You used to talk behind our backs, but face to face - always shook my hand. You were that talentless, sleeping useless drunk, growing up to be a man. 20 years, each one a scar on my face. 20 years, just trying to get out of this place. I wonder if I really belong here: I feel like a weed in the yard. Pull me out before somebody kills me, and plant me in your heart. What's the point of this sorrow? Where's this so-called perfect joy? What's the point of calling myself a man now? I'm a twenty year old boy. Stars in the sky offer no comfort for this weary head to rest. Cuz I know it'll be a long time 'til I see you, and those times are the best. So I attempt to ignore it. Whoever said ignorance is bliss was some kind of goddamned fool you know - there's no getting away from this. I wanna take you with me, make all my dreams come true: I wanna live them with you. But plans hit the pavement, before we even get off the ground, not 'til you are around.
GO I recognize your face, I guess I’ve seen you around. You look familiar but it doesn’t ring a bell. I guess we met some time but it was different. Maybe we did, maybe we didn’t maybe it’s not important. Why did you have to go. Your voice is reminiscent of some one in the past, a soothing sound, a comforting touch before it wall went crass. I’ll rack my brain for years and not have a clue of who you are, where she went and what I should do. Why did you have to go. I didn't mean to do you wrong, that's why I'm singin this song, why'd you have to go go go go go away, the only thing I ever wanted is for you to stay right here with me. I recognize you now but you have tired gray eyes. I recognize you now, but not that boy at your side. I recognize you now but it brings me no joy. I recognize you now because I should be that boy. Why did you have to go.
NEVER AGAIN You came all the way here, just to see me and I couldn't even look into your eyes. You said some things that no one's ever said before, oh what a wonderful surprise. And you sent those words from 30 minutes away… And I could not believe they were really about me. It was just like a dream, that you were there with me and I'll never forget the way your smile showed through all my darkness and there's no way I'd regret. When you sat there next to me, my heart's goin so fast and I wish you'd never leave, so my happiness could last forever. But now I'm scared, how am I gonna keep you here? My heart has died before I can't deny, but now I'm gonna open up the cage around my emotions: If this is love then it's no lie. Then you had to go away, but somehow I felt you near. But every step's another mile, every minute feels like a year. Cuz I never wanna be away from you again … never again.
EMPTY GRAVE It’s another day down like a notch in my belt, and I feel my yourh slip away with every notch rhat I dig I loose myself. It’s funny when your gone no one remembers what you did. When I’m gone there’ll be nothing left but a pile of memories. Just a pile of bones with a head stone reading another one rest in peace.I’ve tried to live straight and do what’s right but sometimes I’ve slipped away. I try to help fellow man the best that I can but my efforts fade away like the sun at the end of the day. When I’m gone there’ll be nothing left but a pile of memories; just a pile of bones with a head stone reading another one rest in peace. I know whats in my heart is good but that’s benn said a lot. I can't change the world single handedly, but that’s all that I got. When I’m gone there’ll be nothing left but a pile of memories. Just a pile of bones with a head stone reading another one rest in peace.
THE BALLAD SONG I don't wanna make you sad and I don't wanna seem cold But sometimes I just wanna let it be cuz I am gettin' too old to worry about seeing you when I know we're somethin' good I'd rather make the best of it I really think you should. cuz I don't wanna think about missin' you, I just wanna think about kissin' you, in your arms tonight ..I miss you, I really do, don't need to say it to make it true. We both know that it gets hard when we can't be together; But through those long and lonely nights I'll dream about you forever Remembering the way you smile at me… when I'm dumb. Knowing just how close we are and just how far we've come. I would wish upon a star that you would never be far away. Tonight I'll pray that you could forgive me when I think everything's okay. Even if I have to wait a couple days. I wonder why it had to be that we're so far apart, But I'll never worry 'bout losing you if you'd always keep my heart In dreams at night you'll never go, and every day I love you so It gets so hard to know that I can't always stay. But please believe me when I say it'll be O.K. Cuz in my mind we're together every day.
GOIN DOWN The day I read you letter the clouds opened up on me. It rained down forever, and wouldn’t let me be. So now I’m here all by myself with no one by my side. I’m so down I hate myself so I break down and cry. What the hell is going on and where the hell did I go wrong? Why does nothing ever work out for me? Why is my life in such a mess and all my emotions are a wreck? My whole life ends up in misery. There are times I felt happy but those times have gone astray. There are times that I smiled, but smiles fade away. So now I screw my whole life up with one emotional drought. Now I think that it’s about time that I should check out. What the hell is going on and where the hell did I go wrong? Why does nothing ever work out for me? Why is my life in such a mess and all my emotions are a wreck? My whole life ends up in misery. I remember the nights that you slept by my side. I remember the nights that I held you when you cried. Now you’ve gone and got someone else to do that work and all the fucking thanks I get is my heart left in the dirt. What the hell is going on and where the hell did I go wrong? Why does nothing ever work out for me? Why is my life in such a mess and all my emotions are a wreck? My whole life ends up in misery. I’m goin down…to meet my heart that’s in the ground.
JUST ANOTHER All I know is I don't know what the hell to do Guess I'll just write another sad, sad song The Thing is it's all my fault that I'm in love with two and I know exactly what I did so wrong. Soon I'll be all alone, breakin all of my own bones; cuz it's just another heartache and I'm just another… Born to lose and I can't choose because I'm stretched apart. If there's a light ahead, then I'm too blind to see. Cryin in my bed that night, I tore out my heart. Is there any happiness left in this whole world for me? No sorry it's all taken, hope to God that I'm not fakin' Cuz it's just another heartache and I'm just another… Why can't these things ever work out for me? Why can't I sort through all the feelings in my mind? Why can't these things ever work out for me? Why am I searching for a smile I'll never find? Well can somebody help me? Why can't somebody help me? Cuz it's just another heartache and I'm just another.. nothing at all.
MISERY A bowl of shit is how I feel now. Left with no emotion or recollection of myself. Left me at such an opportune time, a time when I was at my worst with an absent state of mind. Misery, my life’s a mystery to me. Can’t seem to find where I fit in. It’s a mystery to where I should be, but even misery loves company. You said to me you wouldn’t go. I guess I was a fool for believing you. Ain’t much I can do but now I know, that this is a game that I’ll always lose. Misery, my life’s a mystery to me. Can’t seem to find where I fit in. It’s a mystery to where I should be, but even misery loves company. I bought you flowers that you threw away the second I turned my back, I guess they meant more to me than they did to you. I should have seen it coming like a train wreck, but I guess I was just a love struck fool.
THREE LITTLE WORDS Best thing that ever happened to me is when you said that you would be mine forever and a day. Sometimes I wonder what tomorrow will bring, but everytime the telephone rings I know there'll never be a reason to go away. I know how you feel: 'is this for real?' or are you just dreaming? You wonder how it'll be, if you'll be with me or wake up screaming. And I know you feel whipped and all, but it could be much worse, cuz the only thing I can't say is three little words. You turned my hell into heaven on Earth, made my life of something worth of something, anything, everything I've got. I hope you're not feeling too alone: so far away from my new cordless phone; sick and tired of hearing 'I like you a lot!' I would drive a million miles … just for one kiss, just for one of your smiles..I'd say it each and every day The only thing I can't say is that I love you…
LOTTERY You won the lottery, the numbers you’ve been given have been called. It was over before you ever grew old, and now it’s left you out in the cold. You’re just a kid now you haven’t seen much more in your world but it’s to late now, your chances have been killed. Though it hasn’t all been fun it’s all been real. So take my advice and go on with your life, you got to take the black when you take the white. You better do what you think is right and know when to turn out the lights and say good night. So you’re dead now an end to your struggle and your strife so put the pennies over your eyes and turn out the light and say good night.
WRESTLER OF THE YEAR We all have dreams, but we don't know where to begin, then tragedy discourages it and impatience wears us thin. And sometimes we never get to finish cuz we never got to start, but we'll always have our heroes to keep it in our hearts. But what makes a hero? It's not something you can see. Is it the way their dreams came true or apparent indestructibility? I don't want no Superman as a hero to me. Heroes are like mom and dad and Mr. Mick Foley. Hey there Cactus Jack, this song goes out to you. Your body scars show all the pain that you put yourself through. And I know guitar strings aren't barbed wire, but in a way I can relate. Cuz back in high school, just like you, I could never get a date. But I could still be a hero even if I'm workin' 9 to 5, Cuz up on stage is my steel cage where I'm keepin' my dreams alive. So I'll pack up all my hopes, bloody strings and tears; face that stage every day without an ounce of fear. Maybe I could be the Wrestler of the Year….