The only way to see you now
The only crucial point to your existance- is me
For the betterment of an entirity that is no longer real
And you can not beg me to stay
Beause you are already gone
It should be all my fault
It sohuld be love that lasts
Somehow, the "should be's" are what is killing is now
Should have said no
Should have just walked away
And I, in my apathy,
Can not express the ground to you
It's deeper than your eyes
You have less than nothing to offer me
Yet it feels as if you are the black hole to my x-ray vision
I am the the only one who escaped your power
I suppose it could make less sense
Stranger things have happened
I was up all night with you again-
in my dreams
It plagues me to see you in such duress
But-
I can not help what I can not touch
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