I tried to be your everything
I tried to be, but I'm not
The first love is a big responsibility
You'll remember this heart ache forever
Remember my promises lost
Remember me for breaking your heart
Have I forgotten what that feels like?
Never
I had a first too
Ruined me forever
Doomed me to doom myself
I've tried to escape it
I tried to avoid hurting your soft heart
I couldn't escape that either
It's been a long journey from the jaws of death
It's an irritating cycle
But it will be my pain in the end that turns your love to rage
And finally to hatred
I only wish I could stop it