Awake all night again, seeking some truth
Peace of mind
I keep losing pieces of my mind
To the never ending idiocy that I possess
I grow tired of making the same mistakes over and over again
Would it be too much to ask for heaven to smile on me?
Even a brief moment in time
I would give anything to escape -for a time- what I will eventually have to endure
Just to hold myself up
Losing an uphill battle every second
I am lost
In a world and a wall that I have placed around myself
When the veil of mist lifts and you can all see inside of me
You will run for your sanity
And you will hide
Escaping what I cannot
You will know then what I could never say or show
Even to myself
Simply
I cannot allow it to hurt anyone else
The heart, the soul of a reptile
The stranger that none of you can know
Is the one that knows you so well