Mate

You have always been the one hiding from me.

I have often wondered if you’re thinking of me.

There are other choice clichés that I could use to lure you inside, but I don’t want to be a fisherman.

I want to use live bait to catch you off guard.

My own bait.

Somehow, I fear that I am not enough to catch you.

It seems like we are the same person.

My own Siamese dream.

I know that I have a soulmate in you.

I also know that I have more than one soulmate.

Are you the true half?

Is the separation of a whole sprit is completed in you?

All these years have been empty.

It seems that most people spend all their lives searching for what I may have found in you.

There is still the question though.

In the back of my mind

I know that the doubt will kill the thought

Soulmate...a decent idea.

It's just an idea.

It's easy to change an idea

I still need to complete the circle within.

The mate cycle.

Cycle of the circle

Completion has become almost an obsession...

Only this time, the circle becomes a sphere.

The one...the one that I want.

7-5-02