Although I will not sleep
I will dream tonight
Rest will not come
To this lonely lover tonight
It has evaded me
What a coincidence
Sleep is not the only thing evading me now
I wish I could be that damn obvious with you
You can sleep
You can escape
A priveledge not given to me
A reward for the peace makers
Not the destoryers of lives
I am really fucking stuck
Between a lie and the truth
And I have told you neither of those
I have only hidden from you; from myself
It has cost me more than really had
I could still fix it all
But what's the point
It would only make my life less bearable
Fucking hell
Can't do anything right anymore
It's just a punishment for breathing
This so called life that I lead
In a place with no peace
In a hell with no boundaries
In a sea of tormenting lies
In a life I have chosen