You don't want to marry me
I can see why you wouldn't want to marry me
I shouldn't be concerned about it because I don't need to be married
I'm not good enough for you
You will love your children
I know I'm difficult
I'm scared that I will lose you
I hate that I'm jealous
Maybe I like to be the center of attention
i can know that you won't do anything
but fuck
it enrages me to hear anything about another girl come from your perfect lips
because i feel like they're all better than me
i feel like i don't deserve to be loved by you
i feel like a worthless blimp
and it makes me cry
and the hormones can be blamed for some of it
most of it cannot
i'm trying to be better for you
one day i will be enough
07-06-06