My Poetry

"Two Useless Souls"

Two useless souls brought together,
Two useless souls who find each other.
Each in pain and apathy,
And feeling the effect of melancholy.
Two unwanted measly souls,
Both looking for something to fill the holes.
No one cares if they live or die,
But care only about protecting their lie.
Two young souls with fresh young blood,
Cutting themselves and letting it flood.
Out of the shadows and darkness, they came,
Unwilling and unwanted, they are the same.
All dressed up in nothing but black,
Anyone who pass afraid to turn their back.
The two useless souls share each other's pain,
As they realize their lives have nothing to gain.
Two useless souls alone in the depression,
Fighting together the battle of oppression.
In the end it will all work out,
Because the two useless souls understand what life's about.
Nothing.

"The girl"

She is the girl standing in the shadows with no emotion,
She is the epitome of evil, and evil is her devotion.
She never speaks or smiles or looks directly at you,
Yet somehow she always knows exactly what you do.
Be afraid of her, yes, be afraid and hide,
Because she knows what you did: She knows how you lied.
If you think you can control her and tell her what to do,
Than you've got another thing coming to you.
She may look sweet and innocent on the outside,
But to your rules and oppression, she does not abide.
Be carefull what you say to her for she might go berserk,
She just might do it: Rip your head off with one, simple jerk.

Reject
Now you know how I feel about you
I know you don't care, I am just your reject
Your words still ringing in my mind
But you don't care, I am just your reject
Why are you doing this to me?
Making the wothless wreck that you see?
How can I go on when I can't undersatnd
What it is of me that you demand?
I told you that I needed you
It didn't affect you, I am just your reject
You say that you do care
But I know the truth, I am just your reject.
Why are you doing this to me?
Making the wreck that you see?
How can I go on when I can't understand
What it is of me that you demand?

My Love
I must be unworthy of your love and affection
Do to one of my self-created defections
I thought maybe you cared for me
I guess you want something I could never be.
I loved you and cared so ver very much.
I wanted to be around you and feel your gentle touch
When I am around you now I feel misplaced
Awkward and sad when we come face to face
Oh my love I loved you more than you could know
And now that your gone I feel so low
I need you so bad and want you for my own.
Give me one last chance: I miss you and I am alone.

Breakdown
I see the mirror but it isn't me
It is but it isn't what I want to be
I hate myself because I am this person
But inside I'm not Yet Its ME I'm cursing
God damn me. I shouldn't be here.
I feel a breakdown coming near
In my head there is this ringing
It sounds just like little birds singing
Here it comes: Here comes the breakdown
I scream but I here not a sound
I'm gonna kill somebody now
It's gonna be me and I know how
Then the world will be rid of the psycho bitch that I am
I hope then you can all be happy with your own perfect shallow little lives SOON TO BE DAMNED.