I have done so little

I have been a lie

It has been so long since I really tried to be a lover

I am not a sinner

I am not a lover

I am a LIAR

My life is like a lie

It's more than just a curse

My head is more than words

My head is more than I can deal with now- and forever

FOREVER

Like an unspoken sonnet waiting

Like an unspoken love waiting to happen

More than words- HA!!!!!!!!!!

My life has been a trial

I am on trial

A life I can no longer cope with

But a greater purpose to serve

Never in the life of denial

Always a life of fear

I fear I will be found

I fear I will be alive

I will be discovered

And all at the expense of me

At the expense of a heat untold

A life unlived

A story unknown

A grass that is greener on neither side

Brown and dead

Or just dead

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