come clOsER!

JUNE 28/04 5:30am

Well Well Well, What are the chances of surfing the web only to find a webpage
you've started but never really well...maintained let alone finished? ha! 
Anyways, maybe now that I realize it's here i'll update more frequently!

What can I tell ya...well, I just got home from work, it's 5:30am. I'm a little
tired, sipping on a beer, listening to a couple tunes. I guess life doesn't get
any more complicated than this huh? Things are a little confusing for me lately.
I've been feeling kind of strange for a while now, back and forth to the doctors
trying to find out what the f#$k is wrong with my head! They've been sending me
for tests, trying me on certain drugs, etc. I kinda know whats wrong with me and
there's nothing they can really do for me...I guess I gotta try to fix myself.
Easier said than done when the wheels seem to turn the opposite way of where you
want to go. And when you finally see that light and start heading towards it... 
something always seems to pull you back. But anyways, so far so good I guess.

There's so much to update you folks on since my last update...which happened
to be in early March apparently. So, let me get some rest and when I awake from
my slumber i'll begin the story of my life. =) So, tune in later for updates!

Have a good one, and if it's a good one...Have one for me! I need it.


-RusStY
MARCH 03/04 4:49am

So, seems how it's the "hip" and "happening" thing to have a "blog"
or "personal webpage" up and running...I decided i'd waste a lot of time
doing one too. Tho, I wouldn't expect too many updates. Seems i've been
keeping myself a little more than busy lately in one form or another.

You want the news? Well here it is...
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There is none. Not yet...but I feel as tho things are gonna be going in 
full swing soon. With a little bit of dedication and persistance i'm
slowly getting things back on track. I think I might have de-railed for
a little bit, but things are good. Never better. Not much to speak about
right now but keep swinging by and maybe you'll see something you like
or dislike...After all, The reason you are here is to escape your own
boring, repetitive life right? I hear ya loud and clear...

-RusSTy