To: happy@joy.joy
Subject: empty vessels make the most noise        [3/11-9/11]
Date: Wed, 02 Dec 1998 11:47:14 PST

[what happened from Wednesday 3rd November to Tuesday 9th November 1998. 
written on 10th November]


OH HE'S GONE AND DONE IT NOW !!

one cannot bear to see oneself damage himself in such a way, such an 
abuse of faculties.

 I believe the decline began on Wednesday, when armed with a shaver Mr. 
Sewell cut down several thousand of Mr. and Mrs Hair's family - leaving 
them cold and lifeless on the concrete floor.  The resulting design left 
little to desire but is nevertheless more easier to maintain for this 
lazy vessel I am employed by.

  Mr and Mrs Eye helped push the new situation home with the use of the 
mirror in the room and Mr Brain transmitted the desired sense of panic !  
The result :  He shut himself in the bedroom for 36 hours lest Mr Cheeks 
go into overload !
That serves him right !

  On Thursday I could sense a decline in health, Mr Throat was slightly 
irritated over something. This night was Guy Fawkes Night and  Mr Brain 
helped transmit a great sense of elation at celebrating this special 
night in the city of its initial occurence. At 7pm despite Mrs Skin 
indicating she would rather stay indoors on a cold brisk windy night he 
braved the conditions and headed out for a Guy Fawkes celebration down 
the road. 

  Much fun was had and many pyrotechnic spectacles were viewed by Mr and 
Mrs Eye.  There were thousands of other people here as well which didn't 
help The Shoes at all as the field turned to mud !  The requiesant 
soundtrack was supplied by The Spice Girls and Whigfield from a dodgy 
compact disc.

  I suspect it was this occasion which aggravated Mr Throat so much...

  An incident which is not connected whatsoever but needs to be recorded 
is that after the pyrotechnic fest and recuperating at the hostel later 
Mr Pascal who is a dimunitive frenchman returned in a frightful state, 
in fact so frightful that he did not notice the new haircut !  (When we 
were last at the hostel six months ago we shared a room with Mr Pascal 
and thus were overjoyed when he returned one month ago to rejoin us.) 
Earlier in the week he had confided that he was wanting locations in 
which to met 'partners'. We gave him the best advice we could and 
thought nothing else of it with a closed mind and zipped mouth. Fast 
forward to this night and it transpired that he had met up with a black 
man who under the falsehood of introducing him to a nightclub actually 
took him into a secluded alleyway and tearing Mr Pascal's leather jacket 
stole his money. Mr Pascal approached us and asked if we could help 
locate some thread to repair his jacket, naturally Mr Mouth with a 
quavering Miss Voicebox replied in the affirmative. At one point in a 
rare show of empathy Mr Right Hand encircled Mr Pascal and led him to 
sit with us and our friends. Mr Heart beat well when the fellow 
frenchmen showered food, alcohol and warm regards to their fallen 
comrade.


   On Friday we had to open up the hostel in the morning so I awoke him 
by 6:30am. Mr Nick was in the reception with him and we all found him 
thoroughly annoying as he turned on the heater, wanted to put on his 
choice of music and kept getting in the way of our job. Mr Blood was 
getting especially anxious with these proceedings.

  Nevertheless we survive the morning and partake of an early lunch of 
spaghetti and DOLMIO sauce which he found left out overnight on the 
kitchen bench which Mr Stomach and Miss Tongue and her bastard children 
young Sour, Sweet and the others were excited about. I wish I had the 
gift of foresight to see what was going to happen eating food that had 
been left alone.....Mr Throat is getting more irritated....

  At 2pm it is time for the job interview for IDESK. We have all been 
suffering a little over the past few weeks as we had not been receiving 
the required nourishment for such a household. So Mr Brain finally got 
hold of Mrs CommonSense to see that we needed some financial 
reimbursement.

  The interview itself went fine, Mrs Commonsense went a bit awry and 
decided that Mr and Mrs Fist and their five young daughters should 
retain their sense of uniqueness amongst others of the Nail clan. And it 
was a 'hairy' moment when Mr Head decided to shake himself to remove the 
dandruff that had settled there over the past few hours - whereupon the 
interviewer came into the room.  The questions were easy enough and Mr 
Muscle was very very relaxed.

  Upon departing the interview location which was located near Kingsbury 
near Wembley Stadium we don our long jacket and head out back into the 
cold. It was at this moment this things went a bit wrong....and SOME of 
us started playing up the fool.

  Initially I believe Mr Throat started this. He had been niggling all 
day and now he had got worse not allowing Mr Saliva downstairs with 
difficulty. The capillaries surrounding Mr Head then decided to go on 
strike and seize up and attempt to painfully restrict as much of Mr 
Blood through Mr Heart as is capable. Mr and Mrs Leg meanwhile were 
happily moving in unison down the road until Mr Right Arm and Right Leg 
and in fact much of the right side decided to become numb and tingly. Mr 
Right Wrist suddenly did not have enough strength to bring up Mr Fist!

  I should note that he is what we call "righthanded", but in most cases 
it is not an indication of rightsided dexterity but simply which side is 
naughtiest and creates the most mischief whether within himself or upon 
other people - witness the trips to the tavern and use of Mr right Hand 
for nosepicking  !

  Eventually we are able to return home without the help of anyone on 
the rightside.

  That night we spent in bed commencing from 5pm in the foetal position 
(beloved by young babies, sick people and junkies) with the dubious 
company of Mr Sweat and Miss Shiver with MR and Mrs Hand clutching Mr 
Head !
 
  On Saturday things boded well by the afternoon and the Eyes were able 
to help an intake of literature in the way of "The Dads Army Diary" and 
"Be My Baby : The Ronnie Spector Story" which were both very satisfying.

  Luckily Mrs Mum had packed some painkiller tablets for any malevolent 
situations such as these. Unfortunately even two of these tablets 
provided only very temporary relief. And the remains of the day was 
spent in stilted silence except for the odd evocation from Mr Mouth.

  Sunday commenced in the same fashion. My now Mr. Back and Miss 
Glutemus Maximus were starting to feel the effects of lying down all day 
and night.  At lunchtime Mr Johnstone came to the rescue and realising 
that one cause of this ailment was malnourishment took him down to the 
local tavern for a slap up roast beef meal. The Tastebuds didn't not 
find much satisfaction but Mr Stomach did. Miss Lucy the local dog was 
as usual strolling around finding a patron to play fetch with her and 
rub her belly.

  Monday - Mr Common Sense rears his head again and books in an 
appointment with the doctor. Despite our weakened state we manage to 
arouse a hundred or so lower facial muscles suitably with the arrival of 
an early morning call for a successful job application. The remainder of 
the day was spent in sweaty sheets again...writhing about as if 
possessed by whatever was inside my head.

  
  This I believe to be a full and complete account of this period in 
time, Mr Short Term Memory is trying his best to recall as much as he 
can from Mrs Long Term Memory but she is annoyed at him for something 
that doesn't recall doing.



POSTSCRIPT:
-what is the paradox with this writing ?
-Imagine the is being read my an old classic english actor e.g. Ian 
Lavender
-as you would expect I recovered by Wednesday for the appointment.



Date: 30 Nov 1998 19:42:55 -0000
To: finally.some@word.from.london
Subject: a day in the life

friday 27th November 1998

awoke at seven fell out of bed dim light through the window is my only 
timepiece.
dragged a comb across my head filled up the toilets with toilet paper as 
is my duty to pay for my accomodation. (ambiguism deliberate).
eat eat eat bread roast cereal out the door at quarter to eight.
NO guards on my tube and none at kingsbury so I slip through and join 
the morning throng. forty pages left to the silence of the lambs. reach 
bond street in ten minutes then a change onto the jubilee line up north 
for twenty-six minutes till kingsbury next stop past wembley.

enter the office and the team manager is playing her cd of songs of 
praise and it reminds me of home. grind for a few hours on the phones 
and grab lunch which is left over food from a bakery that a fellow 
hostelmate works at. finish at five but stay on to do email and surf. my 
workmates are typically surfing for porn and death pictures. i finally 
get to senator bob dwyer. finish at eight. get on the tube with charlie 
from basildon and navin from east london. a goth gets on with us with 
heavy black eyeliner the same as her telltubby the red one whose name i 
don't know she looks like marc almond. navin asks me how i find the 
racism in new zealand and in london. i say it finds me. then he tells me 
how he got a cigarette in his eye when he was seven but london is now 
metropolitan so not much stuff like that happens again.

 i have no ticket have no money but decide to try to sneak into the city 
to wander. i head back to bond street and go to oxford street it is busy 
so i slip in after someone through the turnstiles. hit regent street and 
the xmas lights are up and orange. all the major stores have nifty 
storybook windows displays. 

  i hit the music stores and hit tower records and hear a bit of depeche 
mode's greatest hits so i linger for a while. i cross piccadilly circus 
to hmv and listen to most of the south park album.
music has been absent for a long time. 

  go to leicester square and the xmas rides and fun fairs have been set 
up and as a result the square is bustling with people being conned by 
these games. i catch up with hema and wish her a belated happy birthday 
she is twenty-nine now. we have about the same number of grey hairs. the 
crowds are heavy so i easily sneak back onto the tube at eleven.

something else happened.