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I don't know this feeling, though I have an idea. I've been your friend for so long, and I don't want to say "See ya." I know you found someone to love, so you don't need me anymore. Nagging and asking you, for the answer is the same as before. The time we've spent together, talking and laughing for hours. No one will ever know, the joy that will always be ours. Its hard to find any time, to talk to you now. She's always on your mind, to get your attention, I don't know how. I remember the time, clear as a bell. When you said you loved her, I said I'd miss you well. I liked it better when you were with me, when she didn't exist at all. When we had fun, playing in the leaves during fall. I hope you're listening to this, I've got so much to say in so little time. I've seen you kiss her over and over, though you think I'm so blind. If I said this to your face, you'd probably tell me "Tough." I'd put on a sad face, and I'd tell "I've had enough!" You look at me, I look into your eyes. They say you really love her, and my hear feels like its gonna die. You walk out the foor, I kneel and cry. I know I'll never be yours, but at least I'll try. I walk to the closet, a tear runs down my cheek. I grab the yearbook, I look at your face so unique. I look at a picture of us, sitting, laughing, having fun. I know that will neve happen again, the funnest times with you are done. I whisper to myself silently, "So many things have changed, Since the last time we were together." As a tear falls onto the page.
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