You're out there.
You're out there and you're just for me.
You're going to be all mine, and no one else will matter.
You'll know all the right things to say
and you'll say them because you mean them,
not because you feel you have to,
or because you think I want to hear them.
You'd actually be apologetic if you hurt my feelings,
but you'd never dare do it anyhow.
Because I'll love you as much as you'll love me
and the mere idea of 'hurt' will never even come up in conversation.
You'll make me forget anyone ever hurt me
and make me think they were insignificant for even trying.
Every name will cleanse from my mind but yours.
Every feeling without you will be dull, faded and worthless.
I'll remember what it's like
to relax
to take it easy
to do something that matters again!
To be so much to one person...
that it pains them with unprecedented happiness
and afflicts them with tears of joy to be with me
and to be the focus of my life, much less of all my attention.
You're grateful of all I do,
of all the times my heart pours from my chest
and will not trample on it.
You watch me with admiration
and you parade me around with pride
because I'm all yours and no one else's.
You're there.
You don't judge me
and you don't yammer at me for more more more
and you don't push me down
but only lift me up.
Everyone else will cease to exist.
Their petty shit will never reach our ears to trouble us
because the only voices we hear are those of each other
and the kind words we have for each other penetrate to our very souls
and make beautiful nests there, and multiply themselves.
You'll paint my sky and shine my smile.
My feet will run because of you,
my eyes will see because of you.
And in the darkest of my midnights
there you will be, with your torch blazing through the night, finding me at my weakest and nursing me to full health
and then some.
You'll be my sweet tooth and you'll be my call to action.
Your name will be my battle cry and I will be able to vanquish everything in my path, in your name.
Strength and confidence and love so true it shall be vicious in it's glory... that's what you are.
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