My Self-Discovery
Something I find within myself in time...

I think everyone ends up finding at least one self-discovery in their life time...maybe multiple ones. It might range from person to person. But...I've found one....

I'm not the obsessed teenybopper-fan I once was.

This is for the Backstreet Boys too. I'm still a fan of them, thats not what I mean by this. I still enjoy listening to the the music, thats not what this is about. I mean I'm not as obsessed as I used to be. I still get those magazines like BOP, BB, and all them, but so what? I've collected them for years now, and I've got a lot, wait, make that tons, of them left. And they really are a great source for news....but I don't obsess over the Boys anymore, doing anything I can to show that I'm a fan.

I do stand up for myself when I get fronted my a mob of 'N SYNC fans, true. And I do stand up for the Boys when people cut them down or make fun of them, also true. But, I'm not obsessed. At this point you may be asking, "Why?" Well here's the reason: Their music always came first. Thats what got me to like them. My first thought when I heard them was that they were going to make it big. Honestly. And most poeple that I talked to said they wouldn't last long. Well, sorry to tell ya, but they've been around 6 years...

And see where they are now?

I knew they could make it, and I always stuck with them, supporting them in anyway possible. And that meant buying any BSB merchandise, official or not. I couldn't pass up on of their CDs when I had the money, and I still can't. Thats one thing that will stand. Always. No matter what. I will always love their music. Even if they go out and do something illegal and ruin their lifes and careers. I'll still love listening to the music they've made.