Stupid Jerk

i thought you were different
i thought that you cared,
but you are the same
no matter what we shared.

i thought that you liked me
that was a lie
you stupid jerk
i hope you die.

i gave my heart to you
for a dance and a song,
i should have guessed
that i was wrong.

my heart was filled
with music all day long,
now life's bitter
because you're gone.

what did i say?
what have i done?
of all the people who've lied to me,
i never thought you'd be one.

your gentle touch has become a push
your loving words a curse
your sweet smile has become a scowl
a knife could not have hurt me worse.