What's Going On?
What's going on here?
What have you done to me?
I'm not a beginner.
I've had seven others to my name.
Jokingly referred to as superflirt
Or maybe the expert.
You're the beginner!
I'm supposed to be teaching you!
And yet I've never felt this way before.
Happy and warm and free,
As if I'm special and someone cares.
What's going on here?!
What have you done to me?!
I had my wall up so you'd stay away,
And then when you let yours down,
I decided maybe I could take you closer.
It's not like it'll ever be serious.
Or even that big a deal.
I mean if we break up,
Who cares?
I certainly wouldn't.
Or at least, that's what I thought,
Until SOMEBODY decided to act sweet.
To make me care
And to care about me.
I'm vulnerable!
My wall's down!
I spent so much time on it,
Year after year,
And all you have to do to get it down is care!?
What's going on here!?
What have you done to me!?
And yet,
It's almost like I don't mind.
I like this warm fuzzy feeling,
Scary as it may be,
And I enjoy caring about someone
And knowing they care about me.
Maybe it won't last.
But even if it doesn't
I'm glad I have this feeling.
If only for a while.