Lived to long and you've come to take me to.
A place where I can die.
Lost my soul,lost my confidence in me.
Can't be something but I'll try.
Lived to long and i've waited to just drown.
In my self pity I keep falling down.
One book I own is called "how to lose".
Pick a chapter I know them all just choose.
Live to long and i've waited to find.
A place where I can die.
Lost my soul,lost my confidence in me.
Give me something but I'll try.
Want to be your soldier.
Want to be your slave.
Have no pride in myself.
That's how I behave.
No more maybes.
Your babes got rabies
Sitting on a ball.
In the middle of the Andes.
Yeah,i'm a freak of nature.
Yeah,i'm a freak.
If only I could be as cool as you.
As cool as you.
Body and soul i'm a freak,i'm a freak.
I'm a freak.
Try to be different.
Well get a different disease.
Seems it's in fashion.
To need the cold sore cream.
I don't really know.
How to put on a cool show.
As boring as they come.
Just tell me where to go.
If only I could be as cool as you.
Freak.
Need to ask a question.
Calling out my name.
Nothing seems to bother.
Wish I had a clue.
Come on,abuse me more I like it.
Well I don't think you like me.
Well I hate you aswell.
No one seems to like you.
Wish I couldn't tell.
Come on abuse me more I like it.
Come on keep talking cause it's true.
Throw the sailors overboard.
Gonna be a liar.
Lie to me.
Yeah.
Gonna be a while.
Lie to me.
Yeah.
You never wanted to know me before.
Little or no association.
Leave me alone,I want to live.
Stop sucking the blood right out of me.
Couldn't careless if I die right now.
Who am I.
I don't know you tell me.
You seem to know everything else.
Need a pathway,need a guide.
Contemplating suicide.
Wish I could be like you.
You say you care but do you.
Do you.
Burn.
Need a change.
Not to imitate.
But to iritate.
All the ones who hate.
I may be late.
I always seem to get the wrong date.
Well i guess it's fate.
I live in a cemetery.
Full of good will and integrity
You see.
I have no specialty.
Here's your warning.
I'll give you click click boom.
I live in a cemetery.
Need a change.
Not to imitate.
But to iritate.
I live in a cemetery.
THE DOOR
Could be like before.
Make your mind.
To let the door swing.
Only one.
To let the door swing.
Wanted to pretend he's dead.
Didn't have to pretend.
All this and more.
Makes no sense to me.
All this and more.
Makes me drown.
Let me now if it's alright.
Let me know if you just might.
Addiction's held you down.
But you don't care.
Because your on a high again.
And it's no fair.
Consuming alcohol.
While I gotta drive.
Take a hit from the drugs you stole.
And try to survive.
Since your life was over.
You haven't yet been sober.
You have held me back so long.
Everything you do is wrong.
Now I gotta dump you.
Continue my life to.
I tried to help you.
Don't care what you do.
Your state of mind's improved.
But were still apart.
I visited,you moved.
Don't were to start.
Your life's an open cold sore.
Got to get out the cream.
Now i'm thinking positive.
But I know it's a dream.
I wanted to be friends with her to.
So my relationship could be the same as yours.
I hated everyone just like you.
Hating you should be introduced as a new law.
Take the time to learn to hate.
Come and join the mass debate.
Take the time,take the time.
It's all up hill you've got to climb.
You betrayed all the trust I gave you.
Now I need therapy to hate you alittle more.
You can not help me to forgive you.
The drugs have given you all kinds of different sores.
As you pump drugs into your bloodsteam.
I sit observing in disgust.
Hope that you will finally come clean.
So I don't have to use this gun.
PETROL&CHLORINE
Sinking through dark black holes.
Take another picture of the wall.
Sinking deeper everytime you fall.
Each day ends quicker.
And my mind gets slower to.
As my mind fades away.
I wouldn't have a clue.
Take another drawer out from the shelf.
I'm to weak to do it by myself.
Though you had the world at your feet.
You couldn't see it I was blind.
Had the perfect job called life.
You didn't like it you resigned.
Brain's square of grass.
Growing out of petrol and chlorine.
On petrol and chlorine.
You know just what I mean.
Drained as drained can be.
Life is go from me.
Drained if drained is free.
if only I could breath.
Take your mind with you.
There's no room for two.
I can't handle both.
Handle both for you.
But I won't fall down.
No I won't fall down.
Laying lost and wounded.
Just have myself to blame.
Have no life and.
Being hand-fed pain
Head's a crying wasteland.
Filled with shame.
Cried for help before and.
Nobody came.
His father beats him.
No hesitation.
His face left dripping.
In humiliation.
As he lies wounded.
His father turns to clay.
A froze statue.
Can't walk away.
His head's a crying wasteland.
Filled with shame.
Cried for help before.
Nobody came.
To see what I can lose again.
For being the victim.
No
Welcome to the closing.
If not for love what for.
It's easy to be taken.
But to say.
Come again.
Leave again.
Waste of time.
Come again.
I'm alone while your having fun.
You have faith,while I feel non.
Sleep till late to waste half the day.
But i'm happy to live this way.
And I know that you can't see my pain.
But you know that I can see your pain.
Me and shame are the same.
Me and shame take the blame.
Me and pain are the same.
Me and pain take the blame.