"To go from that to all of a sudden making a video and being on MTV; to
touring around to 1,000 to 2,000-seat clubs and people showing up; and then
you're out touring on major tours, doing Woodstock. You know, most bands
get a little bit more time to prepare. We were like, 'What's going on?' No one
could be ready for that. I don't care what band you're in. You think you can,
but there's no way. That just comes with on-the-job experience. Yeah, you
can sit in a basement and rehearse your whole life and say, 'O.K., I'm ready
now' and get out there. But it's a totally different lifestyle. So, no, we weren't
ready. We've never lied about that. We were prepared to be the best that we
could be. We had a lot of growing to do, and we still do. But at least we keep
our heads straight, and we know what our goals are. And we want to get
better, and that's all you can do."
Collective Soul has had another chance to do just that with their third album,
Breakdown. It's made up of 12 tracks, ranging from the guitar-driven first
single "Precious Declaration," to the horn-laced rocker "Full Circle," to the
mellow groove of "Forgiveness." Some bands opt to tackle an album project
by holing up in a house and letting the album organically come together.
Breakdown was recorded, for the most part, in a shack in the band's
hometown of Stockbridge, Ga. Gone were the luxuries of a state-of-the-art
studio. In fact, drummer Shane Evans had to resort to setting up his drum kit
in the kitchen. "We basically put four mics around him," describes Roland,
"and we ran the cables up to the bedroom upstairs, and the engineer would
stomp on the floor to let us know he was recording." But this situation,
Roland says, wasn't necessarily by choice. "It was out of necessity," he
says, "because we were going through the lawsuit with our ex-manager. So
we rented a cabin that was on 40 acres of cow farm. And that way we could
rehearse and make as much noise as we needed to without disturbing
anyone. The legal system had shut us down. We couldn't tour. We couldn't
get proper funding from the record company to go into the studio because of
the legal system. It wasn't because they didn't want to; it was because they
just couldn't. So we rented this cabin, loaded all the equipment in there and
started recording into a computer just to throw ideas down. Basically it was
our therapy. We were just trying to keep sane. You know, we didn't know if
we'd ever even be able to perform again. We didn't know if we could ever use
the name Collective Soul again. We didn't even get a chance to sit down and
realize what we had done the last two years before we were hit with having to
[realize] we may never get to do it again. So our therapy, once again, was just
playing. I think it just became a more relaxed atmosphere when we put the
guitars on and played. And we were there nine months before the lawsuit was resolved. And we kind of looked back, and we had almost 30 tunes written."
Through their small beginnings in Atlanta, their whirlwind success and their
recent legal troubles, the family atmosphere within the ranks of Collective
Soul is something to which Roland attributes keeping everything in tact. "We
were friends before we were a band," he says. "And you almost have to be, I
think, to survive what we've gone through. But we know when to be there for
each other, when to leave each other alone, and when necessary, when to
beat up on each other. It's part of it."