Distorted faces

Uncontrolled glances

Blurry decisions

Shaking temples

Bloodshot eyes

Stronger forces

Which pull me away

Away from my crazy being

As I dig deep into his neck

I see the color red

But of course

I see all colors

All over

It’s an illusion

I think I’m a vampire

In utter confusion

© by @nna Kipervaser

So used to this feeling inside of me

I guess it makes me feel better

My eyes are as red as my blood

And as small as that spider on my wall

My thoughts fade into darkness

As I forget them all

Without regretting anything

Time goes by so fast

Nobody knows where it’s running to

My skin’s as cold as a reptile’s

I speak with impulse

And without thought

Easily amused are we

And so euphoric

That we do not notice our lives pass us by

The next day is always the worst

You can’t live without what has held you up high

That pain inside your head

Is making you suffer

But if you close your eyes

Or just pretend to

And forget all the things that have hurt you

You will feel as good as you want to

Release all control

And trust only yourself

And all you have to do

Is wait for a fellow reptile

He’ll crawl his way to you

© by @nna Kipervaser

And you forget the way you live

You lose yourself to your way of life

And when time comes to collect

Your memories of the past

You have no choice

And you forget

You eat my soul away

And when will time take

These memories away

You say you want to die

And leave me alone in this scary place

You can’t remember when you’ve had a laugh

And I don’t know if I will ever laugh

You imprison me

And time will come

You will leave me here

And take the cell key with

all poems written by ANNA

© by @nna Kipervaser