Bang!
Tortured and bored I light a cigarette.
So restless I get trapped in a maze.
I spend endless days.Thoughts scattered all about.
God
How I need out.
Will drinking numb my brain, before I go insane?
I need to see the sun.
Just once,
before I shoot my gun.
I make another drink
It's getting harder to think.
Just once,
I want to be a bag lady or normal girl like Marcia Brady.
I want to drink tequila in Mexico and break a mans heart wherever I go.
I want to eat a whole birthday cake.
And make love(not fuck) for old times sake.
I want to stand and curse thesky and ask,
Why was it all a fucking lie?
I put my cigaretted out.
Now I'm sure,
Not a doubt.
BANG!
Blood and brains hit the wall.
Even before I fall.
Last call for ALCOHOL.
Written/Submitted by Diva Blue on MAR 1998.
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